LoVezz,HuGzZ & KiSsEsZz......

helloww helooww...:)

2011-08-30T17:34:00.002+08:00

hey peeps..!....how have U been..!??!...

its been like super long since i've posted....:)...hehe..
been busy as usual ....

Im in my second sem now, or shall i say my final sem!!!...
dissertation is killing me...but...kinda bearable lah...:/...
owh owh i have been taking chinese classes!...didnt know it would be that tough..!!
BUT...will try my best to excel in it, HOPEFULLY...

gona go into the working world soon!..super anxious, scared, exited yet sad.
so many things that i want and have no do yet!!...:(...
i know that once ive started working, i would be hard for me to do those things..
what things am i talking about?... thats for me to know and for u to keep on checking..tehee..:).

been attending gym too!... its time man!!... ive hava been hesitant to join actually, as it is not cheap!.. but then...these are the sacrifices that had to be made...:/....lets hope my 'MOTIVATION' stays on yea...tehee..

I signed on for 3 months actually, coz my previous plan was to undergo my intership outside of malaysia, but it seems that its not happening anymore as there are alot of ..ermm.... stuff that just does not allow it. so NOW...my current plan is to join a management trainee program. HOPEFULLY I GET IT YEA...owh and im planing to sign for another 12 months ...hehe....

this year is not a good year for me, so many things happened , so many disturbance mind blowing things that i thought would NEVER happen. opened up my mind and changed me in a way, whether the change is good or bad, i really could not judge. i just hope for the best now.

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!!....
im going to FRANCE SOON..!!....yeeeaaaayyy...!!....cant wait.... hopefully it would be an unforgettable trip!!...IN A GOOD WAY..
owh and my brothers wedding is coming real soon..!!...my goal? IS TO LOOSE AS MUCH WEIGH AS POSSIBLE OFCOZZZZ....heh..

ok! thats all for now, please be patient for the next post yea....:).....(wondering if i still have readers..LOL..!!>..)

toodles!!.....loves!!...DESIREE....:)

exam stress post...LOL...

2011-06-20T05:48:00.002+08:00

hey yo! to all my reader,

so hows everyone? hope everything is going good..:)
currently going through my finals!!... surprisingly im not as tensed up
as my previous exams... feels weird really!!
i would usually be freaking out by now, i mean tomorrow or shall i say in another 5 to 6 hours is my first paper, and yet i thought of going for a jog later before exam, and yes i plan not to sleep, AND NO! not coz im still studying ....
for people who actually knows me, would know that once i close my eyes and rest my mind im no difference with a corpse that is still breathing...LOL..!!>.
im not sure whether i could out it that way..:)...

so, i would rather stay up all night then to risk missing my paper!! AGAIN!
yes i actually missed a paper before, now lets not look back ...:)...

just 5 subs, 3 days..!!>.THEN IM DONE...for 3 weeks...lol....better than nothing right....i cant stand having nothing to do actually.

id rather be super busy than to stay at home and do nothing, its just not right!..
AND NOT TO MENTION BORING!! cant imagine myself doing absolutely nothing....scary thought!...

BUT, aa few days off is not such a bad idea...BUT...just a few days for me to sleep is more than enough....:)....

cant wait to go back to my hometown and spend some awesome and lame time with my awesome and loving parents! not to mention all the food..!!...heee...

FYI.... im still hesitating whether to go for a jog or not...LOL..!!..hehe....
owh crap..!!>.MY SHOE IS IN THE CAR....NOOOOOO...!!!..:(....OWH WELL...need to get it then....:)....

hehe..thats all for now peeps.....till next time.....

LOVES,
DESIREE

helow hellow...

2011-05-22T13:59:00.002+08:00

hey ma peeps..!!..

its been long since ive updated my lttle bloggie,
been really busy with my studies...and everything else..:)
HOW HAVE U BEEN?

hope everyone is doing fine...:)...
well gtg....need to continue with THE assignment....:/...

heeeeeeee.....:D...

thats all....tata....<3,,

tale of a funny ....well yea

2011-03-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

just when it seems something gets better....
is when u realize that it never changed...
huh... what a joke...
to think that it really matters..??..
well...it doesnt... so be it then...

thats life wad...
full of ups and downs...
thats what you call best of both worlds....
reality hits you..OVER AND OVER AGAIN..!!..
for you to realize that nothing is what it seems....
owh well... this world has different types of people....
so many that it scares you sometimes....

owh well....C'EST LA VIE....

chioazz ppl...:)

.......random thought.....

2011-03-04T21:31:00.002+08:00

hey people,

i've been thinking. it really sucks when you have everything that u wanted but u cant even have the one thing that could make u happy. its like, u could have all the money in the world but still not have that one most important thing.

sometimes i really wish i could turn back time and just make sure that i could sustain that thing. but sad to say, THAT is a ridiculous and impossible. so yea.

its hard to face the fact that u could never get that thing whether you like it or not!!

sucks right...zz..

BUT ANYWAY.....

enough of the emo talk and stuff...

just ended my first week of my final year degree..LOL..
next week is going to be another AWESOME great one....I HOPE..:(

hehe...tats all for now..

KTHXBYE

:(

2011-03-02T22:45:00.001+08:00

........:(.....thats all.....

Complicated stuff

2011-02-19T00:12:00.001+08:00

It's just not the same and not worth it anymore .
The more reluctant the more I wana prove that all judgment is wrong .

That's all .... Kbye

:( ... First day of cny

2011-02-03T10:57:00.001+08:00

why am I so moody on the first day of cny ... :( ........ Zzz ........ I hate it so much .... Forcing a very fake smile ........ :(

looking back...:)

2011-01-31T10:41:00.002+08:00

heyah peeps...!!..

how have you been?
i suddenly thought of blogging:), it has been long since i have updated :)

juz cleaned 50% of my room:)
CNY is coming is another 1 or 2 days, WOW!!
yet another year had pass. so so many things learned, some good and as usual some bad.
you cant expect to have a fairytale right?

2010 was yet another uni year for me, but one with so many things and lesson learned.
i would say it really made me a better person. taught me how to "de-code" people, how to deal with situation and how to live life. sometime when you look back, you tend to regret some stuff you did in the past, but at least we taught of it and know how to face it the next time it hit us right:) .

theres this quote somewhere, it said "live life without regrets"
up until now, i am still not agreeing with it. we need regret to teach us to never to the same mistake again. i mean that is from my point of view.

sometimes its really hard to move on, and im so not talking only talking about relationships and stuff. its more than that. to move on from our past as a whole itself. to be brave for once and face it! FACE THE FACT!

A lot of people really would rather hide than to face them, well what is the use. so what if we hide? and even if we could hide forever, it still doesn't change the fact that IT IS STILL THERE!!

well, its 2011!! THE WORLD IS GOING TO END SOON!! LOLOLOLOLOL..!..that was a joke:)
this year, im not taking my chances, its my final year in uni !
which means my yet to be discovered working life is coming! REALLY SOON!
i would not say that im super prepare for it. Just in the mist of preparation..:)

AND ITS NOT TO EARLY..!!...1 YEAR IS NOT SO LONG!!..COMMON!! SERIOUSLY!!...

well anyway, the one same thing about me? is that i stick to my part of life that had never changed since i set it years ago. it to go by this quote
"NO SACRIFICE!NO VICTORY!"

well i have shared a small little part of my past and moved on, what about you?
what is your story? :)

PS: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ..!!!!...HEEE...!!!....muaxx....

LOVESS....DESIREE...^.^

Never be expectant

2010-12-27T20:16:00.001+08:00

How to not let yourself down ...??
Don't be expectant .....

C'est tout !

Updates soon .....;)

Anywho .... Happy holidays :)

THOUGHT OF THE DAY!!

2010-12-15T15:00:00.002+08:00

THE THINGS THAT MAKES ME SO HATE MY OWN COUNTRY..!!
STUPID UNCIVILIZED BASTARDS... THAT HAVE NO BRAINS NOR KNOW WHAT IS
MANNERS SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD..!!!

AND YES I AM SUPER PISSED BECAUSE IM CAPSING EVERYTHING...!!!!

anyway...
having finals ..
the only reason why i updated is because im toO pissed and dont feel like
throwing it to anyone....so i decided to post it up here..!!!..
listen Malaysian..!!....n that includes myself....
does not mean u have a dark brown skin u win..!!...
i guess equalized rights are just plain BULLSHIT....
try living off all ur pitiful money given by ur lovely daddy fron the G.O.V...
maybe then u know what is real hard work..!!!
IM NOT RACIST....NOT TO ALL..!!...i love malaysians...
its the minority that makes me hate the whole picture....!!!

thats all for now.....

PS: dont be mad and or pissed by this post....as i mentioned....i wasn't referring to all... if u dont understand...then im sorry ur ****...

(NOT IN A GOOD MOOD)

LOVES,
desiree...:)

love me..??...love me not..??...

2010-11-23T02:37:00.002+08:00

LOL...sorry for the title..didnt noe what to put...

anyway, hows life?
my finals is in 3 weeks time...hopefully everything goes well..
wont be attending church this week...having coffee class..:(....
that means no...*******...hahahha...LOL..!!...

im gona share sumthing today,
the fact that everyone is different, why are we still comparing then...??
the word KIASU ....written all over it!..LOL..but then again...if we r not kiasu then everything in life would just be a failure. i always wonder, why some people could juz live their life as if its pointless and meaningless..??..why do they never think of the consequences before actually saying or doing something? it reaches to the point where its pointless to actually try telling them everything means something and is as important.
but then again who am i to judge?...
let me ask u this, if people start to ignore u? what would u think... u would think that something is wrong sumwhere and u would try to find out what is it so that it could be solved right? ........ well if ur answer is no to that question... then...
u are that someone...
never ignore a problem and think that it would just disappear...HELLOW!!..
reality check.... what world are u living in?

well, please do not be offended by my post, this is all my own perspective on seeing and dealing with stuff.... and again.. everyone is different..:)....

well that all for today....wish me luck for me FINALS yea.....

hehe.....kbye!!..

loves...DESIREE

UPDATED..!!...woots..!!..

2010-11-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

hehe...hellow people!!
its has been so long since ive updated my poor bloggie..!!
so here i am doing so..!!..LOL!!

anyway, had an awesome week. AND! i am broke..!..FOR NOW.>!
T.T... shouldn't have went for the ZARA sales..!!..S.H.I.T..!!..
im dragging my way untill next week for my next erm.."income statement"
LOL from my parents that is!!...hehe....

FINALS is in 4 weeks!!..N I DONT FEEL SHIT!
i dont really know why actually. soon maybe?

attended STATE OF THE ART KL!!
it was awesome. glt to watch HARITH ISKANDAR PERFORM A LIVE STAND UP COMEDY..!!
he was so hilarious !!... i practically wanted to literally ROFL....hahah...
seriously man! of course the other Speakers were also awesome..!!.
we had Daphne iking , niki chung, paul moss and the yoyo guy and a few more that i forgot..hehe..:)... it was an awesome event!...

after that went to hang with my eldest sis:) ... its been awhile since i saw her:)
we went to OLE OLE BALI for dinner (DINNER WAS ON HER)...hehe...it was yummay!!
talked alot!!..then went to a watch a movie ...the unstoppable ...it was awesome.!!
hehe....gona have CG outing tomorrow night right after class.!!..gona be a superbly busy week for me!!... so will try to update with more pitures kay!..hehe
i noe only words are boring!!...:)..hehe...k lah...c ya people....

MUAHH!!.

loves...DESIREE

thoughts of the ermm night..??

2010-11-09T01:43:00.002+08:00

lol...hey lovely people...
try to ignore my previous post...
was just being lame..hehe

its been awhile since ived updates,
been busy lah.>!!..hehe...
so hows life..??...

i always wonder...
why am i easily bored..??
im still wondering....first im very cusious....
then...when i found out...its nth special...i tend to sidetrack
ABIT!!...im still trying to change that... really..!!

anywho....
while i was driving....as usual hehe....
i i suddenly thought of how i wish i could have my driving license and
be free..!!..no need to depend on my parents anymore...
but now, guess what...??
im doing it.. and the feeling is mutual ...
to think that i thought it would be like so awesome..!!..
n now.. its juz... well... i wish that my parents could drive me around..
i miss them loads...
seriously...
as a normal human being ..... wants are never fulfilled....!! EVER
at first u want this...n when u finally got it.... !!!
u ask urself...so whats next..??..
hmm....
well.... its almost been a year since i went back to my hometown....
i miss being so close to the beach..!!..
really feel like going back for a few days juz to chill and relax...
:)...but then... i still have to face the fact that it wouldn't happen anytime soon..:(
owh well...:)....
ps : im finding sumting...OR someone...interesting enough buahahahhahahahahahaha
JK LAH....studies are more important NOW..!!!..
hehe...maybe...:/...

wokei...thats all..and please excuse my typo-ness...
try to get use to it yea...!!..:)..hehe...MUAZZZZ..!!!..

LOVES

DESIREE.....TEHEE

Where....

2010-11-09T00:59:00.000+08:00

Where r u ...??
Appear now .....!!!

the word is humble.

2010-11-01T01:59:00.002+08:00

hey hey people..!!..
how have u all been!!..
ive been busy working as usual...:)...
anywayzz..i having this great idea on my bloggieee...
n its has nothing to do with changing mt theme...ILOVEIT
hehe..:)...its cute and meaningful ..in a way..:)

ANYWAY!..
have u all ever ask u think question?
how high is ur E.G.O lvl..??
can u loose?. is your pride so important that even the ones around you
feel irritated?
people, try asking urself this question..
N NO CHEATING!!...its between u n God
how high is your pride lvl?
can u bare if its lower?
does it have to be only you?

think about it, its a random thought..BUT
try it, i COULD make a difference :)

anyway, im super tired now...juz came back from work!!
super sleepy, hehe..NITEYSSS

LOVEZZ

DESIREE:)

on my mind........

2010-10-27T15:21:00.002+08:00

soon enough....
this group would be non existence ...
it would be nothing but "history"..
how did it end..?......
no one will realize it....
unless they were part of it...
mayb some people would question....

it is now...slowly fading away....
is it really not important..??
then why creating it at the first place...??
just because its a tradition..??
so every organization have to follow...

its now a routine .....
as much as i dont want it to happen....
fact is.... it is happening....
should i be discouraged now..!??!?
please enlighten me....

(FYI - THIS IS JUST WHAT I PERSONALLY THINK....NTH MORE)

YouTube - Glee - Toxic (Official Full Scene)- HD

2010-10-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

YouTube - Glee - Toxic (Official Full Scene)- HD

TIRED

2010-10-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

hey people, its 1.28am... i juz came back from work..:/..
abit tiring, i cant wait till my trip to france!!:)..
thats my reward for all this hard work....:)

need to finish up my assgnments before i die...LOL..!!
TODAY!!..
we had this lecturer, he lectures economical tourism, or something like that.
he is so lame i can die! its the annoying lame,NOT the funny lame!!....
im serious...!!....owh n his Philippino !!!which mean!!...his slang is jus hilarious !!!!....hehe...but then i didnt laugh right at is face lah..hehe..:)..

ok..anyways....will update soon enough KAY!!....muaxx..

niteys,
DESIREE

u have wifive...??..hahahahhaa....

2010-10-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

hey hey people:)..,,
its been like a few days since ive updated my bloggie, its not that long kay!
been busy with work,TIS, and everything else. im loving the busyness though,:) i dont really know why:). i find it better thant stoning and doing nothing!...:)
its tiring but fun..:) . starting my classes next week:/.. i cant attend my church wide prayer meeting. have class on tuesday night:(.. owh well..:)...

owh owh, about my status. i know this is mean, but a customer actually asked me this, excuse me, here have wifive? i wanted to LOL!!!!...BUT ..cannot so mean kay!
hehe.. anyway, gona sleep early today. super tired now, gona practice on my songs tomorrow, hehe..:)

owh owh!!!! N GOT THIS GIANT BRUISE ON MY LEFT ARM..!!!..so ugly, n i dont know how or when i got it!....@.@....i know..hehe..:)...BTW....gtg now..:)...

tatas people!,

PS : will try to update more kay:)... hehe ....

niteys, DESIREE...C:

stary stary bucks....

2010-10-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

hey there my beloved readers...:)...

quite busy with work lately! hehe, but im all good. really enjoying it! seriously
even though i need to buzz tables its still fun, its because, I GET TO MEET PEOPLE!^.^.. YAIY...!!!...

even though its only been 2 days, but these 2 days was awesome! so many things to learn! come and visit me yea..!!!...^.^....stary stary bucks lakeside!...teheee....
vocering morning shift tomorrow, so need to sleep early!!..

OWH OWH OWH.!!...guess what!
I CLEANED MY ROOM..!!..MY ENTIRE ROOM..!!..is clean, re-organized, and AWESOMECIFIED !!
wanted to take a before after pic, but then...buahahahhhahaha....naahh.....teheee..

owh and i need to clarify something regarding on my previous post, dont be offended to anyone out there that follows my blogpost k... its juz my way of felling better and move on, because i cant really say or share it to anyone directly, if weird and hard..LOL..:).... but then please please dont think to much or anything kay, its only a post, nth more than that....:)...hehe

anywho, i need to bath now...hue hue hue!!....until then!

LOVES,
DESIREE.................C:

expectations are disappointing..??...yes r no..??..

2010-10-03T15:59:00.003+08:00

hellow people, hows your days treating you?good? mine was fine, i guess.
i wana talk about how we always have this expectation on people, we always assume that "owh this person is this and that" , but when our assumption are backfired, as in not what we had in mind. we tend to get very disappointed.but are we supposed to just not have any expectation on people? is that even possible? i dont know, but for me. i cant, i cannot have no expectations, thats just pure weird. and another point, should we judge by the one mistake? can we? . i dont think so right? i mean, no one in this entire world is perfect. what one assume does not mean that its really like that.it could be the other way around or something. i mean , yea. but sometimes you get so disappointed that you just dont know what to think anymore. i guess sometimes expectations are just set to high, that when it didnt turn out as expected the disappointing torture just keeps pouring on and on and on! owh well, life is like school, we are always learning. :) filled with knowledge everyday.:)..

well, thats all about my post today, the journey continues LOL!!... disappointing

owh in on my break now..:) only for a week though but im more than happy..
at least i have a break, gona start working soon , mayb next week .
really need to train myself to save instead of spend..YUP YUP..:)

ok thats all for today:)

loves,
DESIREE

random

2010-09-28T17:05:00.001+08:00

how to avoid someone that is super hard to avoid?
answers anyone..!??!...im lost

TODAY today i live for one thing..!..

2010-09-27T00:40:00.008+08:00

I CUT MY HAIR D!!...CAN U SEE THE DIFFERENCE..?!?!?!...@.@...

hey people:)
how life? I've been very busy lately, finals is in another 2 days time.!!
superbly nervous, anxious, scared and everything in between!
then again, if everything is easy, then wheres the challenge?LOL!

been out for the whole day! so tired!
basically, i didn't really study today! LOL!
but at least i served for 2 service today! feels awesome!..^.^..

hmm, i know this is random. but i feel like posting my
'random thoughts of the day' again! hehe..
but then this one would be definitely different!

ok so here goes, 'random thoughts of the day' part 2:

today as i was driving, as usual ! hehe..:) i thought of something again!
I find that our society are getting more and more 'fake', if i could use that word.
this is because,hmm. ok this is hard to explain. well lets say, ok lets use FRUITS!
as an example, a watermelon may look super pretty, tasty, YUMMY, juicy, FRESH! on the outside . but you would never really know its real content until you actually purchased it. You see, its the lame thing that really gets me sometimes. it that right after i purchased it, thinking that i made a right move just to find out that the watermelon is actually all yucky on the inside!
am i getting to complicated? im sorry im trying my best to put it all into worlds.
well, its right after that one mistake that makes you erm.. melon-phobic .
its like after that, it makes you doubt your own instincts. even though its only a fruit, but still , you used your time and effort to try to get the best out of the bunch so that at the end of the day you know that its all worth you time standing at the stall picking. but just to realised that its not the right one.
(mind you, im not talking bout BGR)..=.='...

but then this applies to almost everything, the choices that we make determines where we are and where we are going to be and how far we can go. Can you imagine, just one wrong move then its bye bye future. this also applies to friend, dont get me wrong, im not saying that we should pick our friends. But its a choice! to you this bunch of friends may really be cool and all, but then by the end of the day, u realised that they dont get you far. friends are supposed to encourage, tell you your mistake and celebrates your achievements with you and accept change.NOT, in a 'fake' way. Owh and this applies to choosing a right partner! too! hehe..^.^...(CAN YOU IMAGINE IF YOU CHOOSE THE WRONG ONE!..SIAU LEH!..:)...anywayzz..
my point is, think carefully before a choice is make, because once its done, then its done!...

well , i dont really know why i posted up this random post. but yea, just wants to share something useful for my readers:)

owh and the post above is all based on my own opinion and perspective in/of life yea:)

owh and here are some cam-whoring pictures i took
(leson for this : never every leave me and an IPHONE 4,the cam is awesome! and the resolution is just amazing!)

ENJOY

hehe mind you, IPHONE 4 cam is awesome. its my phone..hehe..:)...

ok, thats all for now..:) its going to be an awesome week ahead!

LOVES,
DESIREE

hellow..:)....

2010-09-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

hey hey people...:)..
how was your weekend?
good?..

mine was awesome as usual:), n its friday again! which means!!!!
saturday is near and sunday is coming real soon!..HAHAHAHA...:)..
cant wait for service!..the only place i could leave everything aside..:)...
finals starting next week, super anxious !... n scared!!...so far my mid sem marks did not show good results..!!...especially my FRENCH..!!..ugh...dont get me rong, i love the language juz dislikes learning it!...its a pain man..:(....
ahhh......cant wait till finals is totally over!!....seriously..!!..:)...
ok, need to go get my beauty sleep now..:)...niteys people..:)...

LOVES,
DESIREE

Thoughts Of The Day!

2010-09-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

hey hey PEEPS.!!..
just another rather random post!

i thought of something while i was heading back home from pyramid...
its about improving or controlling your anger..:)

well this is what i thought:
mastering the ways to control our anger/emotions is like
mastering in singing, which is by improving your vocal cords.(own opinions)
you see, from what i think. the best way for you to improve your vocal cords is by
stretching you voice to the next level even thought it feels like your literally
killing your throat! in another sense it means we have to challenge ourselves to
go over the top! go over what we think is our maximum level!(still talking about singing)...:)....

well, i think its the same, on how or ways we control our anger. if you never tested yourselves or never been challenged before, then you would never know what is your tolerance level.Dont you think so? your level of tolerance is always stretched or challenged when you think something is just not right! but as time pass, you slowly could tell the difference on how you easily just throw you temper out to people in the past and how you have improved throughout the years. Dont you ever wonder? when you look back at your past on what you have achieved? then realize the HUGE difference?

i find it even more interesting when you realized that the people in you past that you kept your grudge on, the people that just made you feel like your just to dumb to live are actually the people that made you what you are today.

AMAZING HUH?!?!...^.^.....and i know its random OKAY!!...
okay, finally i blogged it out, now its time for me to sleep early.!!..
interview tomorrow! hopefully i get the job yea:)...
P.R.A.Y....for me please please people:)..
okay, tata for now...:)...

LOVES,

^.^DESIREE^.^

Lameness

2010-09-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

I shall not let my anger cover n take over me ....
No no no no no no ......

absorb and utilize....

2010-09-14T16:15:00.002+08:00

hellow ppl...^.^...

hows studies..??..work..??..hols.??..

mine is ..hmm...great..:)...

went out with ma peeps yesterday...:)...

it was fun...:)...talked alot...

abot everything tat is anything...!!..:)..

wanted to go meeples....

(its a board game cafe)

its awesome..but sad thing is..

we didnt noe that they are close on mondays...

so, we ended up didnt noe where to go!..

so we ended up going to oldtown near Empire:)...

then after that we went for desserts at KTZ....:)..

yea..it was fun...:)

and i really need to stop drinking cold stuff and eating spicy and fried food..!

my cough is haunting me again..:(..

and i need to keep my voice pretty...:(..

if not then i cant serve for choir and i cant

sing for my acapella team..:(..

i shall stop N.O.W...hehehe...:)...

yea ...i gave myself excuses...hehe..:)..

anyway....slept quite late yesterday...

4am or so..?...sumwhere around there....@.@..

wasnt sleepy.... n plus a fren was challenging me with french...hahaha...

not challenging lah..... teaching...in a way..:)..

hehe...:)...

owh owh n guess wat time i woke up..

sis woke me up at around 7 sumting...

coz i need to send her to uni..

then after sending her..

i went back home n ..SLEEP..!!..

then when i woke up again...

i was so shocked tat it was 3.30pm already..!!!....@.@...

L.A.M.E...!!..yea...

owh n i ate pancakes..:)..hehe..

cant wait for this wed..!!..going to TAO@ sunway Giza...

BROTHERS BIRTHDAY..!!..

^.^...its gona be great...:)...

ok tats all for now....need to start on my assignment soon..:)..

tata...

^.^DESIREE^.^

Sunny Sunny Sunday...!!.....^.^

2010-09-12T23:08:00.004+08:00

helooww lovely ppl...:)..

hows ur sunday..:)...

MINE WAS AWESOME..!!!..

hehe...

let me see..

served in choir today..!!.

it was awesome ....AS USUAL ..!!..

we had out very own KEITH preaching to us this week...!!..

life changing sermon..:)...

watched Pst Kevin Loo preaching LIVE..!!!..

all the way from C3 church Oxford falls...!!..

so proud of him man..!!..

here is the Man of God ...!!...^.^...

after that i took a LLLOOONNNGGG nap..:)...

hehe...it was an awesome one..!!..

my D.R.E.A.M....!!..was awesome..

so didnt wan2 wake up n jus keep on dreaming n dreaming..!!

BUT THEN...!!..

i have to eat..n stuff to do..!!..

leave the dream for later...HEHEHEEEEEEEEEE...

^.^....

goin to bath soon....^.^

then for my late dinner...its aproxly erm ... 11.15pm...!!..

LOL...ok tata ppl...^.^...heee...

LOVESSS

^.^DESIREE^.^

awesome day..:)...

2010-09-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

helloww hellow ppl...:)..

hows life...:)..hehe..

been out the whole day with my broth

er(its been so long)..Zzz...

hmmm let

me c...

had breakfast at kuchai lama ....!!!...

we had DIM SUM..!!..yum yum..hehe...didnt take pic of it..

coz we tats our usual dim sum spot..:)..

hehe..

then after that..we went to pavilion...:)..

walked awhile...then ..

watched movie...

then i finally get to try mdm kuans..!!..

lol....its ok..:/...

abit overrated i think..

..zz....

owh i watched resident evil..!!..

TADAA..!!..

its was awesome..:)...cant wait for the next one !!..:)...

its 12.49am now..

need to sleep early...!!...

IM MAKING PANCAKES TOMORROW FOR BREAKFAST..!!.

YAY..!!..^.^....

so i need to wake up early tomorrow....:)...

tomorrow's gona be an awesome day..!!...

tata pplz..!!..:)...

niteyss..

^.^DESIREE^.^

12:06am...

2010-09-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

hellow ppl...

sorry for the lame tittle...i seriously have no clue wat to put...

so i have decided to name my random updates according to the time..hehe....

anyway....i didnt get to jog today...:(...

bcoz halfway through...it started to pour...:(....

i had to run back inside ....zzzz..

but then..i get to play with skipping rope..hehe..:).

fully utilizing whatever i have:)

since im bored..

my lazin mood is still on for now..:/..

hehe..

owh owh..n i bought this pancake mix..

as a culinary based student..

i feel ashamed...!!...

but then..i have my reasons..

theres a joke behind it..hahaha...

my point stated(not)...:).

anyway..i shall wake up early(MAYB)..

tomorrow to cook my PANCAKE.!!...

then mayb ill go out n but some other stuff to cook..

since im bored...

mayb i should bake SCONES..!!!..

or or or...MUFFINS..!!..

or CHOCO CAKE..!!..WITH CHOCO ICING..!!

then for my starter..ill make ...

CHOWDER!!...

then for my main course i shall cook...ermm...

pan seared salmon with leak sauce...with

potato gratin..!!..:)..

YUMM YUUMM...!!..

^.^....hehe...

owh n i wana share this...

im planing to get a BB..!!!...bold 2...

asking a fren to buy for me from the STATES..!!..

cheaper..:)....so now im desperately hunting for a job...

not planing to ask mommy for it..:)..

NEED TO LEARN !!..

how to S.A.V.E....!!..

:)...hehe...so tats all for now...:)...

hugss..

niteyss....

^.^DESIREE^.^

Faith Booster - Lyttleton, Christchurch

2010-09-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

this is the video i mentioned..hehe..:P

heloow...

2010-09-10T15:46:00.002+08:00

hey hey...:)..

hows life been treating u?...:)..

juz finish podcasting..:)..

Pst Phil Pringle is AWESOME..!!..

its erm...3.48pm now..

n i obviously duno wat to write...hmmmm

im heading for a sweet jogging session later..:)....

i still have not start with my assignments n studies yet..:(....

will start soon..enough....hehe....

AND im still trying to wake up early..

but first i have to actually sleep early..!!..

ARGGHH..!!!..

its not tat easy to sleep early ..

when ur used to sleeping sooo late...:/..hehe

owh n im trying to post this video in my blog....still trying to figure it out..

hehe..never post up vidoes before..so yea...:)....

tats all for now...need to get ready for my JOG..!!..

LOVESS

^.^DESIREE^.^

heyy ppl...

2010-09-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

hey...

juz got back..:)...been out...almost for the whole day...:/..

finally...MY HOLIDAY OFFICIALLY STARTS TODAY..!!!

YAIY..!!

:)...

i've come up with a list...of "TO DO'S "

:)...HERE IT GOES..

1- finish up my assignments

2 - study for finals...

3 - jog everyday..(trying)

4 - serve and sing better

5 - memorize lyrics better..:)..

6 - try to use as little as possible...

(and above all PRAY MORE!!!!)

yup...random....i juz tot of this actually....hahahahha..!!!

i shall try to achieve....this all in a weeks time..

the jogging one ill try my very best...haahaha...

owh owh...n WAKE UP EARLY..!!.

even though its holiday....:)..

so ....!!...its late now...i need to sleep..get my rest...:)..

I CAN ACHIEVE IT MAN..!!!

:)....as i always say...

NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE..!!..

lovess..

^.^DESIREE^.^

thoughts......:/..

2010-09-08T00:56:00.002+08:00

hey my beloved readers..:)..

juz came back from CWPM..!!..

it was awesome.....:)..

having flu and cough now...ugh...lamenesss..

thank God my holls starting soon...:/...

hehe..

anywayss....

i juz realised something...

the fren tat kept on msg me on fb ......

is another person...hahahahha..

LAMENESSS.

lol...anyway..random..

btw..

i got hit by something very erm...

i dont really know to put or express it in words..

ill try my best..

i find it very disturbing and it pisses me off seriously...

when people like to bring back the past and nag about it..

i dont get why they cant leave it aside.

i dont need anyone reminding me about my bad past..

or my past rong doings...

but then...im very thank full tat i have God to guide me through

my anger everytime im about to blow up...

i find it very hard to accept...

i dont like to be compared..

n it really disturbs me alot when someone mention about my past..

i seriously dont need the whole world to noe..

i guess people juz need to learn from their mistakes huh..

:/.....

i was super pissed today...

i felt like walking out of class at tat moment..

it juz hit me in my face tat i wasnt ready to accept or face it..

but..

im learning to control my anger ..

still trying very hard not to show it bout..

but its a challenge for me..

:)...

but then...

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE...!!..

:)..

Im still in the learning process..

so yea..

tats all for now i guess..

for now...

im heading to bed..

super tired...:)..

WOKEI....NITEYSS...PPL...:)...

suunnndddaaaayyyyy...

2010-09-05T16:11:00.002+08:00

heyy ppl..:)

hows your sunday treating u..??..:)..

so far im enjoying mine..!!..TATS RIGHT..!!.

:)...

let me c....

went for practice this morning, it was great..:)..

i love serving....

even though i juz started...

im loving it already..

there is a difference..

duno how to explain...:).

sermon as G.R.E.A.T...as usual ..!!..

:)...

thought of the day:

dont let your past bother you to much and hold you back.

always remember, our Lord and Saviour has already healed us

:)..... they are juz memories for us to learn from

let us all be an agent of restoration for God..:).....^.^

muaaxxx...:).....lovezz..

^.^DESIRE^.^

harrloowww

2010-09-01T00:59:00.002+08:00

heeyyss ppl...!!..

:)...

its the end of MERDEKA day ...

tats right..:)

anyway...:)..

i juz watched this clip from youtube...

ITS SOOOO LAME N DISTURBING ..!!..

SERIOUSLY..

its about this lady throwing PUPPIES..

into the river...FOR FUN..!!!

those cute little puppies ..!!.

POOR THING...!!!.

seriouslly..!!!>.

:(....

i regretted watching tat clip

its like .... who would ever tot of doin such thing....RIGHTT..!!.

:(....

im left with ermm...4 hours of sleep..still thinking whether i should sleep or not

but then..this time..its my fault...:/...if i didnt go out..

then ....i would have more time to sleep..

so yea...I NOE I NOE..!!..

:/...

anyway...hehe....goin off soon....

ive got stuff to do...

n putting all other tots away from my head..

yup....n seriously wan2 thank a fren for telling me n guiding me..:)..

in stuff ..hehehe....*stuff*..

the truth is harsh..but...its good..:)..

n sincere ...

ANYWAY...GTG..

niteyss.

^.^DESIREE^.^

goooodddiieee moorrnniiieee...:)

2010-08-31T11:49:00.002+08:00

hellooww ppl..:)..

todays is MERDEKA day..!!

tats right..!!..

:)....

53 years..!!...COOL RIGHT..:)...

ANYWAY..HAHAHAHHA...

how"s ur day doin..??

:)..

i juz tot of sumting to right ....

:)..

these past few month really made me think of alot of things..

seriously...APART FROM MY STUDIES ...tat is..

is tat ones personality will show when u really open up ur eyes..

like serious..

didnt noe i took tat long for me to realized it ...:/..

well..now i noe....:)..

i will definitely cherish those that are true n

BLESS those who r juz trying to hard..

hey im not judging.....dont want to..

juz a simple comment .....or yea..

ANYWAY(again)

I JUST WOKE UP..!!

hehehe...super hyped now..:0..duno why..

im not hungry yet...so yea..

so instead of eating...IM GONA DO...

MY ASSIGNMENT..!!...

YEA TATS RIGHT..!!..

hehe....ok tats all for now ppl...:)..

have an awesome holiday....

^.^LOVES^.^

yellooww blueee purple....

2010-08-28T03:23:00.002+08:00

helloo helloowww ppl...:)..

juz came back from my church's midnight prayer meeting..

IT WAS...A.W.E.S.O.M.E...!!..

YEA TATS RIGHT..

i went churching..hehehe...:)..

feels great..EVERYTIME..!!.

cant wait till tomorrow's service..

we re having PS ED SILVOSO..!!

he is from italy...:)... Italian yoo..!...

cant wait..@.@..heeeeee

owh n about today..!!..hmm...

let me c...

i slept till 1pm..!!!...

how cool is tat..!!!..its been so long man..!!

i finally got more than 4-5 hours of sleep..!!..

so happy..hehe...:)...

so after that..wokei up n send my sis to church..then

bought food...n guess wat..

right after my brunch ....

I WENT BACK TO SLEEP..!!.

i feel like a pig hahahahah...:)..

im sleepy now...must be my med..

owh im sick btw..

been coughing for about 2 weeks now...finally had time to c doc...

heh.....n apparently im experiencing cough allergy...

lol...no idea wats tat....but yea....:)...

im really sleepy now..

heading to bed soon..:)..

hehe..

tats all...:)

^.^LOVEZZ^.^

bittersweet....

2010-08-26T01:27:00.002+08:00

HEEYY..!!...lovely readers..!!!

hows uni..??..work..??..holidays..??

had my FnB theory paper this morning...almost died..!!!

UGH...hopefully i scored..!!!..GRRR...!!

anyway...somting very embarrassing happened today..!!!UGHH...!!

10mins before my paper....my brain suddently died..!!

nth was inside...ITS LIKE...

I TREID TO REVISE WITHOUT MY NOTES..

BUT NTH CAME OUT..

my mind was like a newly formated com..!!!

I WAS SOO STRESSED..!!!

plus tat embarrassment...

i practically turned brain dead for a few seconds...!!!

grr....didnt sleep last night...was to scared to sleep..

n im not sleeping later also.....same case...FEAR ...!!

so many wat if's ..!!..

ive been awake for more than 24hours already...

n still counting...

im gona die on my bed tmolow...right after my last paper..!!...FOR THIS WEEK..

after that meeting n CG....

owh..did i mention how awesome REDBULL is..!!

KEEPS U AWAKE...

its like human petrol..

fill it in ur system...u would be wide awake...

when its reaching empty....

u refill it again...:)...

redbull is awesome...:)...

nway...hehe...juz came back from my study session....

FRENCH..!!!....@.@..

scary....complicated.....frustrating.....

i feel like sleeeping now..but i cant..!!..need to study..!!!..

im breaking my own record...of not sleping for 2 days..!!!...

:)...hehe.....

ok tats all for todays random stuff....

hehe..heading to bath n freshen up..then study..!!..YAY...!!!

KK....tata pplzzzz...

^.^LOVES^.^

5.03am...!!!

2010-08-25T05:03:00.002+08:00

hellow ppl..

have i ever told u all tat i LOVE REDBULL..!!

IM HYPE UP NOW..!!

juz drank my second can of redbull..YAY..!!!

im soooo scared...i dont think im gona sleep tomoloow tooo

U NOE WHY..!!!

coz french n applied science is on...BACK TO BACK...

ASI MENTIONED...!!

hopefully my body can wit-stand it..!!

I NOE I CAN..

NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE...!!!

YEA MAN..!!!

N NOW IM TALKING TO MYSELF...

IM WEIRD HUH..!!

dont mind me...im juz releasing stress..

juz tot of a VERY LAME JOKE...

OKOK..

HERE IT GOES..

WHAT DID THE PEANUTBUTTER SAID TO THE BREAD

.......

....................

...............................

.....................................

I PRONOUNCE U HUSBAND N WIFE..!!!

YAY..!!

GET IT...GET IT...:)..

hahahaha

ok back to my books...TATA...!!

YOU LIFTED MY OUT..!!...^.^

2010-08-24T23:25:00.001+08:00

You turned my way
You heard my cry
You turned my mourning into shouting
Sorrow may last for a night
But with the light I am seeing
I am singing

You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it's the anthem I'm singing

Many will see
Many will hear
And find You strong enough to save
Many the wonders You have done
Your light has come, I am singing
I am singing

Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will

YAY..>!!

every bitter start has a sweet end..:)

2010-08-23T22:58:00.010+08:00

helooww..lovely people..!!

:):):)

been busy as usual....

this week is crazy...!!!

had assessment juz now...it was great..!!...:)..YAY..!!..

but the... tomolow i have a "on the spot assignment"

is u can call tat...:)..lol....

then after than wed i have

FnB paper.... presentation.....

but none of the above can compare to THURSDAY..

FRENCH AND APPLIED SCIENCE..

the best part is....THERE IS NO BREAK IN BETWEEN

2 PAPER BACK TO BACK...

how awesome is tat...!!..

praying realy hard that i could survive this week..

asked sis to get free redbull for me...

need to survive on it...dont think i will sleep so early..or even sleep..!!..depends...:)..

BBBBUUUUTTTTT...

HERE IS THE SUPER SWEET PART...

1. FRIDAY IS A HOLIDAY...!!!

2. MID NIGHT PRAYER MEETING IS ON FRIDAY..!!!

3. SATURDAY IS ANOTHER GREAT DAY TO WORSHIP GOD..!!..SPECIAL SPEAKER..!!

4. SUNDAY IS AN AWESOME DAY TO SERVE HIM...!!

AAHHH.....the sweet part juz KEEPS ME GOIN..!!!...YAY..!!

CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY..!!!

HHEEEEEEEEEEE....!!..

UNTILL THEN..!!...

need to study ...!!...ASSIGNMENTS AHHH..!!!..

HEHE...

KBYE..

VERSE OF THE DAY:

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.

MATTHEW 5:6

YAY..!!..

^.^LOVES^.^

stressful BUT AWESOME SUNDAY...!!..

2010-08-22T19:33:00.002+08:00

helow hellow ppl..!!

hows life doin..??

:)...

WAS SOOO HAPPY THIS MORNING..!!

AS U ALL KNOW....

i juz join my church choir team..

n new recruits usually dont get to go on stage so soon..:)..

I THINK..!!

BUTTTT...!!..

TODAY MY LEADER ASK ME GOO..!!!

I WAS SOOO HAPPY AND NERVOUS ALL AT THE SAME TIME

...!!...when first song started...!...I PANICED ABIT...!!..

coz abit scared lah...first time mah..!!

BUT THEN..!!!

it all went well after the first song..

i think lah..!!

hehe

..!!..

I REALLLYYY HAPPY..!!..HEHEHEHEHHE...>!!!

ok anyway..

gona have my mid term paper next week..!!...

SUPER STRESS NOWW..!!..

mid term n assignemts all at once..!!..

taylors juz like to torture us..

but then...im not complaining..!!..

juz saying...hehe...:)..

wish me luck yea..

PRAY FOR ME..!!..

:)...

ok tats all...

headin to bath now....

then studddyy..!!!!....JENG JENG JENG..!!

^.^LOVES^.^

4.44AM...

2010-08-16T04:44:00.002+08:00

heloww...pplz....

im very much awake right now..

ACTUALLY...HALF..!..HAHA..

been a busy week for me...but i now im not alone...:)..

enjoyed my weekend.... loves my saturdays ALOT..!!..coz tats the time i could set

everything aside.... and juz focus on God..:)..

OWH OWH....i finally got through my choir audition d..!!..YAY..!!

OH HAPPY DAY! HAPPY DAY!...

was superbly nervous....SERIOUSLY..!!..

bbuttt...I MADE IT HEHE..!!...

been to my first practice this morning...

it was awesome..!!...:)....cant wait for the next one...:)..

we practiced on the song THANK YOU! by HILLSONG..

I LOVED IT..!!..but then...I LOVE ALL PRAISE AND WORSHIP SONG..!!..HEEE..

keeps me going....:)..

its now ermm.....4.50am...in another 1 or 2 hour or so...

ill be outside my room....making sandwiches...zzzz....

didnt sleep....coz....im afraid that i cant wake up...:)..... this is were coffee does its job..

ok tats all for now..>!!...GTG...!!...BATH.....REFRESH MYSELF..!!..

TATA...:)...loves...

quote of the day

2010-08-08T10:18:00.001+08:00

U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT?

I GIVE U SHIT!

this is how pissed i am..!!

done!..

actions speaks louder than words...really..??

2010-08-07T01:47:00.002+08:00

hey hey awesome readers..:)..hehe..

its a friday night..!!..

N TOMORROW IS GONA BE ANOTHER AWESOME SAT..!

YAY..!!..

about my title..

i juz felt like sometimes this term doesnt work..

SOMETIMES..!!

its hard to act...

it seems like life is a show..

a never ending one..

everyone has a role to act...

n everytime....their role changes..

why cant they juz stick to 1..??..tat hard..??

mayb..??..

i dont agree entirely though..

yes we have different roles....depends on the situation itself..

but..

it should be used in a good manner/way

i guess.. some are juz so used to it..

that they lost their own personalities and juz blend in with the crowd

hey.. im not judging..

im juz giving an opinion...

people who could still keep their own identities and have their own stand are the best..

yes, they have different roles..

but, when they know that its time to stop acting and be themselves ...

they will ....these are awesome ppl...:)..

these are the ones that make the best out of u... tats what i think...:)..

own opinion....so ....no hard feelings..

not judging, dont judge, dont wan2....

coz theres no point...yup..

:)..

wokei ...tats all for now...

finishing up my assignments....starting on another one right after....zzz..

well..tats life right...:)....

full of awesome things...:0...

n each n every one of them are already planned by God....

all we have to do is to go according to His plans..:)....

tata..loves...DESIREE....^.^

HEY HEY...

2010-08-05T01:54:00.004+08:00

heloww ppl..!!.

its been awhile.....as usual lah yea..:)..

hehe..

been busy lately.

VERY actually..

with all the assignments pilling up...due dates....ugh..no sleep..

but then... im not alone... so not complaining..

:)...hehe...

hmmm....wat to talk about..

i have class tomolow..?..haha...lol..

after our training....

finally...

all of us are back again..!!..hee...

random much..?..:)..

i lost my pendrive..

BOTH..

i have so many questions...

but so little answer..

still praying n believing for my breakthrough..

......

i love my frens...coz they always tell me the truth..

well..at least some of them..

those are real frens..:)..

hard to judge...dont wan2 actually..

had a bit of a religion conflict in class today..

dont really noe whether i overreacted or not?..

i guess being curious is a bad thing..??

or mayb not..??...im not sure..

trying my best to keep up with my studies..

my french ...really sucks...not kidding..

as much as i dislike it..

i still have to try my best to understand it..

i think time needs to slow down abit..

its moving to fast...

24hours a day seems so short..!!..

i need more hours..MORE TIME..

but then again..

it does not wait..:/..

well juz have to run n keep up with it..

i love the worship song..NTH IS IMPPOSIBLE..

it really keeps me goin..!!...

cant wait for another awesome service !!..

the place that i could focus..n put my worries aside..

i wish i could read ppls mind...tat would be great..

and I WILL TRY NOT TO WORRY TO MUCH ..!!

wokei..tats all for todays crapping session...!!

untill then...

TTYL..!!..

LOVES..

short n sweet..LOL......(NOT)

2010-07-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

hey ppl..

hows life..??..

todays the first day of my uni..

N I ALREADY HAVE LIKE 2 TO 3 ASSIGNMENTS..!...

n tats only for 2 subs...

we have total of ermm....7 or 8 subs..??..

yea.. still chillin..

today was...all jumbled up...

theres the time when i laughed so hard till my stomach cramp ...

n theres times when i tot of my choir audition.... (STRESSES OUT)...

when i didnt heard my phone ring n got 18 missed calls... from sis n bro..

they were super angry...OBVIOUSLY...

n the time when i seriously dont feel like headin home so soon coz

i noe tat ill face them... ( was so tensed up in the car)...

n till now.... im thinking how to start my intership report...

that i need to present in my final term which is

end of this year..

so if i screw it up...IM PRACTICALLY DEAD...

n also the fact that im super tired..

juz feel like hitting the bed without doin anything..

BUT...

the 40 articles that i need to find..... summarize...

then compile it all..INTO 1...

the menu that i need to plan for my kitchen class tomolow...

.......

plz dont get this the rong way..

im not complaining.... i feel greatfull juz to be able to be in uni..

but...sumtimes...i juz need to let it out abit..

n the best way to do it is to blog about it.... :)...

........

GOOD NEWS..??..

class starts at 2pm...:)... ends at 10.30pm...:(..

which means im gona miss one of the special speakers in church...:(..

sad case...ill be blurr...zzzz.....as much as i wan2 skip for it..

but i noe i cant n i wont.... so yea...:)..

well ....SO MANNY WORDS...:)..

heh...so anyway...untill then....

^^DESIRE^^

slacked from blogging

2010-07-18T21:03:00.002+08:00

hellow heloow...:)...

sorry for the lack of updates..

been busy...n back in hometown= no internet at home..

heee..

hmmm...

went back to my hometown....few days ago ...

its been so awesome..

to be able to c my family n frens again...!!..

hee...BUT...i went back for 4 days nia...:(..

owh well...heee...

owh owh..

I JUZ FINISHED MY

FIRST ERM LVL OF BIBBLE STUDY..!!..

YAAAAYYYY...!!..

n now...im joining a ministry ...!!..

CHOIR MINISTRY..

i missed the audition yesterday....:(...

coz im still at my hometown tat time...:(..

so i think im re-scheduled ...!!..

to when..??..IM NOT SURE..

im giving it a week...dont wan2 rush the members...

they r busy ppl to...rite..:)..

im really scared though...

coz im not so sure when is the audition

n afraid tat i panicked then forgot the lyrics...!!!

scary ya noe..

n wat if i sing sing sing ..then...OUT OF TUNE.!!.

naah..tat one sure die..!!..

@.@...

TODAY!!

we had an awesome sermon..

by ..KEITH TAY...!!...awesome..!..

one of the part of his sermon is having the WILLINGNESS

to do something....

SO...i will TRY...not to think to much bout the audition...

n have willingness to go for it anytime...

EVEN IF ITS TOMORROW....

:)...well tats all i guess..

actually there are still alotss to share..

but.. to many words...later..hehe..:)...

so tats all from me...

untill then...WILL UPDATE MORE(hopefully)..

hehe...tata..^.^

... latest updates....

2010-06-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

helloww helloww beloved readers...:)...

i realized that my blog had been dead/abandoned for quite some time now..

so i decided to update on some current happenings in my life..:)

as u all know, im undergoing my industrial training ..:)..

in TRADERS HOTEL KL.

its an amazing experience ...seriously..

even though i dont get allowance or anything..

but the things that i learned.. wow..tats the only one word i could use to describe it..

i seriously made me think... HECK WHO CARES BOUT MONEY..

mind u this only applies to training :)..hehe..

BUT..T.T..

this all had come to an end when i fell and hurt my lower back

causing a fracture .. :/...

i cant even sleep properly now..:(...

first i thought it was nothing... i mean...anything would heal..

but.. i was so totally wrong..!!..

:(....i miss my work...

my traders family..:(..

all the work..the hectic busyness ..!!

all gone...just because of one fall..!!..

ugh...stupid flats..!!..

OWH OWH..

n mommy is here..to see me..:)...

n im now forced to go Singapore for further check-ups..

my mom dont believe in med in Malaysia...

(to many bad encounters ..LOL...)

tat means i have to say bye bye tot TRADERS...:(..

owh n tomolow is my second visit to SJMC before i leave for sg..:/..

hopefully the doc say no need to go...then im happy...coz

I GET TO GO BACK TO WORK..!!..YAY..

ps: i know this post is dry coz there are no pictures added...sorry...will add

another time k..

muaxx...wish me luck..!!..

^.^DESIRE^.^

summary of last week and this week....

2010-04-27T00:17:00.002+08:00

HELOOW HELLOWW

my fellow awesome readers...

sorry for the lack of updates..been busy with training and stuff

owh well..so here goes...

started my industrial training with

TRADERS HOTEL KUALA LUMPUR..!

the whole of last week was orientation..

well basically...the purpose of this is to educate us

about the hotel itself of course and also

the hygiene system the hotel is undergoing..

which is SFSMS and HACCP..

well..today is my last session ...

n tomorrow i have a test on

both of the hygiene systems..

both of the above consist of 135 question..

n the min passing marks..."i juz checked"

is 80...i tot it was 90 hehe..

anywho..

so im kinda stress lah...

abit abit.. only..:)..
well..as for last weekend was in church ..

:)...ATTENDED ALL 3 SERVICES

coz there was a special speaker....

who is he..?..NONE OTHER THAN..

PAT MESITI..!!!...YAY...

he was awesome..!!

:)...

i really enjoyed it..

and i juz came back from prayer meeting and yum cha session with

my FRENSIESS...

prayer meeting was awesome..

even though there was only 4 of us...

IT WAS STILL VERY POWERFUL..!!

loved and enjoyed it...

seriously..theres nothing like

being in the presence of GOD...

^.^

well tat raps up almost everything..

gona do my quiet time then study abit..

:)....wish me luck for TOMORROW..!!.

tehee...tats all for now..will update with more pix...

HOPEFULLY...

TATA...NITEYS..!!..

MOMMYS VISIT...^.^

2010-04-16T18:34:00.005+08:00

hey people...

so as promised...im my previous post i mentioned that im

gona upload pictures taken when mommy was here..

so here are some pictures... ^.^

ENJOY..!!

HEHE...^^

AND ANOTHER ONE

GUAI LENG GOU..!!

HAD DINNER HERE...^.^

YUMMY YUMMY FOOD..!!

AND ANOTHER ONE..

well tats all for now..

n i dont reall noe why its inderlines...

i dunohow to make it go away...lol...

^,^

hope u all enjoyed the pics

tata..

CONTAINER HOMES..!!!..

2010-04-12T03:57:00.005+08:00

hellow ppl...

was browsing through the net when i came across this

AMAZING ... architecture..??

lol...enjoy man..!..this is awesome..!!

it would be fun to stay in one of these "containers" ^.^

ENJOY

isnt it juz AWESOME..!!!!....

wokei..peace out ppl heading to bed..^^

niteyss...!

UPDATES SOON..

2010-04-09T13:26:00.003+08:00

hey ppl sorry for the lack of updates ... been busy with studies....

good news is...my last paper is in another 1 hour...

tehee...will update pictures taken when mommy was here...^.^....

and more of course...tehee....catch u all soon...:)

miniatured vegetables..!!...cutenezz

2010-04-05T00:24:00.004+08:00

CUTE BUT WEIRD VEGGIES....!!..

3 different sizes...LOL...

miniature bitter gourd and eggplant

miniature bell peppers

LOL..THE DIFFERENCE..!!

went to jusco aorund 5pm with mommy.... ^^...

while we were choosing which vege to buy...

i noticed something.... that there are so many miniatured vege...!!!...

im not kidding man..!!...they are so cute n small....^^...so i was so eager to blog about it

as it fascinates me...tehee....coz i juz noticed them..tehee....^^

LAW ASSIGNMENT..!!

2010-04-02T16:11:00.005+08:00

here are the AWESOME pictures..!!

jun yip - THE NOT SO COOL PRINCE..!!

ALRIC -THE DJ

PART OF THE GROUP

AND ANOTHER PART

MAL AND KIT YEE - THE TECH PEOPLE..!!..

i love this cute thingy

YEA MAN...having fun after the presentation

it started with 3

N NOW THERES MORE THAN 3..hahahhaaha

lol sad case wei...haha...

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had a blast this morning ...

ok few weeks ago our law lecturer gave us an assignment where we have to come up with a short musical on all the topics she taught us...^^ so out groups was divided into 2 groups.

so we came up with this idea on using all Disney's classic songs LOL..

the whole this was awesome, both groups did an awesome job...

our lecturer was so impressed that she gave us a 25 OUT OF 20..!!!...

HOW AWESOME IS THAT..

I LOVE MY BATCH SO MUCHIE..!!...

(even though they get annoying sometimes)

^.^

flambé time..!!

2010-04-02T15:44:00.005+08:00

ENJOY PPL...^^

my plating...lol

It is encouraged to place the fork and spoon in this manner ...looks good...^^

using orange halves as a stirrer...LOL

the beginning ...SUGAR...!!

this is what the class room looks like before we started...:)

ingredients

ok so this is a late post...^^

this is normally done in fine dining restaurants ....that practices geuridon service.

owh and for people who does not know what is flambé, its a french word , it means To drench with a liquor, such as brandy, and ignite. normally it is done on a geuridon trolley .well i didn't take picture of the flames...no time.. was to occupied with other things, will try to post up the video of my lecturer when he was giving us a demo!!..STAY TUNE..!! .hope u all enjoyed the photos...^^...peace out...!....

fashion outcast is the new thing..??

2010-04-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

i was browsing the new as usual when i came across this "thing".. i should i say a fashion disaster !

the whole look is sleek and smart, look professional ...really..if she didn't wear her Dogs out tat is..!!

how could someone pair this up..??..it just doesn't make sense..??..its like mixing yin and yang together..!!!....imagine! hi, i am a Gossip columnist and my favorite sport is fishing

IN THE NORTH POLE.. ...!!!this is what i call a TRUE DISASTER...!!

wat a Saturday..!!

2010-03-28T11:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday had an awesome time....started with dim sum with bro...!!...^.^..tehee...

it was awesome...coz its yummy n im not paying...YAY..!!..hahaha...teheee....

owh owh.. i went to the police station in USJ right after that to get my erm..."result"..??!??!...of my previous accident..!!..so.. i jammed all the way there.....=.='...juz to find out that the person im supposed ti see is not around ....GAAAAHH..!!!...n the conversation with ermm the police at the front desk was superb...it went like this...

me: erm.. *dam need to speak malay* ermm...saya nak ambil report yang sudah kena tandatangan..

police: apa report..??!?..

me: erm..ermm..*shit*...ugh...*speaks english*you know that report... the one after the police report...

police: *random* r u local.>??..

me: ermmm yeaa...

police: owh, saya ingat awak tak paham melayu..!!

me..WWWTTTHHHH...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

police: owh the person ur supposed to see is not in, COME BACK AGAIN TOMOLOW..!!...but actuelly he works 24 hours

me:..=.='....funny...if he works 24 hours..why is he not in then..!?!?....(BOMB..!!...)

after that...i was stuck in the jam again..!!!....T.T....!!

yup....then after that..hahahhaa....went church...had an awesome time...went makan...^^..

then..the initial plan was to send ppl home ... but then...we end up goin to snow flakes for DESSERT..>!!!>...yay.>!!!...^.^..well then after that wanted to go back....but then...changed my mind n decided to join my frens for another session of snow flakes..LOL..

ahaha..

ok tats all...goin for my brunch now...TATA..!!...^.^

BUSY BUSY BUSY...!!

2010-03-27T13:31:00.000+08:00

been supeer busy lately...with assignments and finals next week...need to cover so many things in such a short period of time..!!..UGHH..!!.... will update again...AFTER my FINALS..!!..tata....^^

kkzzz..!!..hahah

2010-01-10T02:21:00.001+08:00

hey ppl...its been long since ive updated ...soo here goes..

lol...been playing tennis...I WAN TO LOOSEE SOMEE WEIGHT...!!..

but then...dont noe why..tennis doesnt seem to work on me anymore..lol..kinda suck..!!..

n i have loads of pic to upload...will most prob upload mostly in my FB acc...coz is faster...

im getting a new lappie...COZ MY BABY LAPPIE died..!!...T.T..!!...

planning to get DELL STUDIO 14...n if im lucky n mommys in a good mood...

then...heeeeee.>!!..ill try to ask for a STUDIO XPS 13..!!..tehee..wish me luckss..

owh n goin back subang next sunday..CANT WAIT..!!...^.^...ok tats all...

but do check out these lappies n give me ur comments ya...i really need it..:D...

untill then...TOODDLEESSSS..!!

continuation of my previous post..^.^

2009-12-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

REMEMBER I SAID I TOOK PICTURES OF MY PAST PICTURES..LOL...HERE R SOME...the then n the nows pic..lol...dam big diff...even i cant believe it..!!...DAMMIT..!!...

WELL DO ENYOY... ^.^

i forgot how old was it..lol...i think i was primary erm...sumting...lol

boomzz..!!..THIS IS FORM 2 OR 3..LOLOLL

samez

AND ANOTHER ONE

FORM 5.....TADAAA

FORM 5

first year of my diploma

second n last year of my diploma...^.^

back in kk..!!

2009-12-19T01:09:00.001+08:00

HARLOWW HARRLOWW PPL...its been long since i updated my bloggie...lol...today is my ermm...2nd day back...kinda ok...im not getting bored...YET..!!..hahaha...anyway....finally came home... n back to my room... its been awhile.. :/.... my stuff r still neatly on my table...n my bed is constantly cleaned by my lovely DADDY..!!..waiting for me to come back...so here i am..:)...trying my best not to go out so often...lol..n its only the second day....owh...i found loads of pic..!!...those tat are damm ancient...!!..lolololololol...!!...i took picture of those picture coz i kinda lazy wan2 scan..!!..gahahahah....will post them up soon...no worries...when im bored...i will....:)....really really hope tomorrow doent rain...I WANA PLAY TENNIS..!!...DAMMIT..!....STOP RAINING...!!...:(....ok tats all for now....much loves from KOTA KINABALU..!!..

MISSINGDEWSIREEISSUMONEE^.^

UGHH..!!..

2009-12-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

I CANNOT TAKE IT..!!..DAMIIT..!!
can u plz..!!...if u think im treating u like shit....TRY WE SWITCH PLACES FOR ONE DAY...only one day...then u would no HOW THE F R U TREATING ME..!!..for once juz shut up n i would be happy..not a single word of congrats watsoever...he only thing ur good at...IS F-ING up my life..FOR ONCE..if u could achieve wat i have..THEN yes...i would agree...if not...JUZ SHUT THE FUCK UP N LET ME LIVE IN PEACE ...!!..i cant even live my life without u fucking everything up.. so wats the point... ...sumtimes i jus pity u... !!...FOR BEING TO SELF CENTERED N BRAINLESS..!!..juz 2 more years...n i dont need tog ive a fuck bout u...I DONT EVEN NEED TO LOOK AT U EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE ANYMORE..!!..i dont even noe why did i hesitated when i had the chance to leave..!!..i feel so stupid now ....coz of the sympathy i have on u... i mean why should i..u never had it anyway..ugh..!!.. if i could go back...i would never had given up tat chance..!!.. juz let u be alone...WITH NO ONE..!!..juz u...since like tat...U COULD LIVE BETTER.
then i really wan2 noe...how the fuck u leave without ppl helping u... wat u think i m ..ur maid..!!...UGHH..!!..DAMMITT..im supposed to be happy...i got my diploma...i achieved sumting...!!...becoz of u...I DONT FEEL SHIT..!!..becoz of u..!!...for once be happy for me...!!...JUZ ONE TIME..!!..is tat so hard ...??... GAHH

GRADUATED...!!!

2009-12-10T19:12:00.000+08:00

guess wat ppl....we r now officials diploma holders...n sooner...we will be degree holderss..!!..my gatss time really pass by damm fast....cant seem to keep tract of all the stuff we did as a batch..!!...had loads of dun with each n everyone of my frenss...to bad it ended so soon...2 years....JUZ LIKE TAT..!!...im very grateful fo have frens like all of u...^^....wish everyone all the best in the future...as for the continuing students..!...WE SHALL FIGHT AGAIN....FOR YEST ANOTHER 2 YEARS TO COME..!!...happy hollss ....^^....to everyone..!!...

its been awhile...

2009-11-30T11:24:00.000+08:00

harrloww ppl...^^...its been awhile since ive updated my blogiee....
finals is in 1 day time...24 HOURS..!...my gatss...how scary is tat..!!...
been studin alittle here n there...everywhere...!!..lol....:/... even though we r all superb stress...we still can spend some time HAVING FUN..!!..^^... to bad i cant join them to our last group trip together gether..wel...being the youngest is not so fun huh..:/....well...hope they have fun....:/...n take lots a pic...^^.... i still cant believe tat im in my final term d..!...SO FAST..!!..timereally fly.....well..next year not all of us would be continuing d...:/....hopefully we all still keep in touch...^^...ok tats all..gtg...STUUDDYY..!!....WEEEE...!!!....^^

WHY CANT I FOCUS..!!..

2009-11-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

ughh...i need to study lah..!!...always half way...my brain duno go where d..!!...then....go back again..!!..PRO UNTILL..!!..we r having french this Thursday...hopefully everything goes well..I HOPE..!!..n then nest week...oral..then then..the week after...FINALSS OF THE FINALS..!!...i stress i tell u..!!...where to start which one to start..!!...!??!?!?!?!?!??!....hope everything goes well for this particular 3 weekss...plzz lahh...O.o...!!...n to everyone else who is having exams also...ALL THE BEST N LUCKSS...^.^

^.^DESIREE^.^

stressfull timess..!!

2009-11-16T03:56:00.000+08:00

MY GATSS...eeeeesss stresss..!!...but still have time to enjoy ...:)...
currently...our new study spot for this term is MYCAFE...tadaaa...!!...
lol..yeaa...duno why...everyone goes there...at least we do...lol...
kinda stress now...STRESS ABOUT EVERYTHING..!!..gaahh
juz got boomed by mommy...ALL THOSE LAST MIN CHANGES...the best part is...
i cant do shit bout it...coz u noe why..??..COZ SHE IS MY MOM..!...=.='
saad case ei...but..owh well..wat to do..
forced to go back to kk...N DO NTH..!!..ughh...JUZ THINKIN BOUT IT..makes me feel BORED already..!!...i cannot imagine wasting my time doin absolutly nth..!!..UGH..!!.. i hate having nth to do..duno where to go..!!..the feeling of sienszzz nezz isss like helll..!!!...but i cant do anything bout it...I REALLY DO HOPE TAT I GET TO COME BACK ASAP..!!..i mean...i still gona go back during CNY wadd..!!...go back so many times..!!...i love my family okaayy..!!..I MISS THEM MUCHIESS...!!..but then...i hate doin nth..!!...wasting my time..!!...ugh..!!i feel tat life is a waste to do nth..!!...i wan2 spend time with frenss tat r no longer continuing their degree..!!...im surely gona miss those times we all joke around...play around..!!...even though there are ups n downs along the way..BUT I STILL ENJOYED EVERY MIN OF IT..!!..
^.^DESIRE^.^

GENESIS...!!!!...:D

2009-10-12T15:02:00.001+08:00

wow...I SO MISSS HAVING PRACTICESES..!!...now like dam sad d..lol..its was nice..the whole thing....hehe...loved it...:)...after the event...i lost my voice..hahahahha.... can u imagine...1 WEEK....MAXIMUM 3 STICKS ONLY OWH..!!!....PER DAY LAH...but still...cant eat fry food...cant drink cold stuff...water only..!!!...but then..IT WAS FUN..!!!...I LOVEZZZZ IT..!!!..:)...hehe...im repeating..llol..hahaha...but it ended so soon..:(...oweee wwweelll...ok..back to TERM 6 MODE..!!..OMGG..GAAAHHH..STRESSS TILL..!!

recent stuff

2009-09-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

hmm ...let me c...wat can i say....first week of college...im feelin the stress d...=.='....lol...seriously...our last term...WEIRD..!!..gahh...im not sure bout degree...which one to pick...it concerns bout my future...so im afraid...so many things in my mind...dont really noe which one to think first...gahhh...sleepless nites....well no entirely sleepless...mayb slept aroud 5am or 6am...GAHH..=.='... i dont really noe why...but then...my mind kinda wont stops thinking...i should sleep more..lol....i juz duno how to make myself not to think n sleep....i cant..my mind wont listen...it juz keeps on thinking n thinking...so many things...n it all concerns about my studiess...ugh....so jammed up...=.='...i really wosh i had this button to stop it for awhile juz so tat i could rest juz for my nites...haihss...
crazynezz....juz imagine...IMAGINE MY DEGREE YEARSS...gaahh...i mean everyone i noe sayd tat degree would be even more worst...!!!...i hope its not..:(...haih...k lah...tats all for now...tata ppl...will update...soon..lol

2009-09-09T21:00:00.001+08:00

jus did sumting AAWWWWEEESSOSOSOSOOSOOOMMMEEEEE TIIILLLL....
will upload the pic...TEHEEEE.....buahhahahahhahahhahaha.....stay tune pplz..

UGHH....

2009-09-09T02:15:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE...OR SHOULD I SAY AN ASS HOLE STOLE MY NOTE BOOK..!!!...BAAABIIII....UGHH..EVERYHTING IS INSIDE...I NEED IT FOR MY TERM 6....F TAT ASS...UGHH....ROOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEE IN HEELLLL...!!!>...UGHH...!!!...PUTAIN..!!!...WHOEVER U R....UR AN ASS..TAT HAS NO BRAINSS...!!!...ughh ..i so bengang now..!!!...MY BOOOK.....T.T....!!!....all my recipes....all my methiodss notess...everything...gone..!!!...babi u ...!!!..ughh...!!!!GAAAAHHHH...:(....

anyway...next week is my final assesments for this term...lol..still have 3 assignment due soon...one this friday..another one is by next friday...lol....ugh..!!...anyway...luckss t everyone....teheee

had a ermm....quite a lucky day..:/

2009-09-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm...ok where to strart...welll today...my first class was french..then...had to stone at library to finish up some assignment...then after that.....ARTISTIC SKILLSS CLASS...one of my fav...:)....but today wat friut carving day...soo...i kinda sucked...but...i managed to get 14/15...soo...i felt very lucky already...then...my mazipan....i got the same marks...now tat one i tot i could get higher....sooo..yeaa..but..im gratefull..:/...then...went makan with ma group of frens....after that...NOW HERE IS THE LUCKY PART...c im driving today....n as a normal malaysian driver...i break the rulels...which is quite common..:>....hehe...anyway....i do it all the time...at tat certain area...but..well...after i 'broke the rule'...using a road tat is not ment to be used the way i used it...(m i confusing u..??..)...lol....anyway...then...guess wat...i saw...BLUE FLICKERING LIGHTS behind me..FYI...its the police...i was like...OMGG....MCB.....tat time..i was..shiittt....my parents r so gone kill me....but then..i opened my window....n heres the conversation

me- ermm..hehe..hi..??
police-kenapa guna jalan tu...tak boleh tau...
me- ermm...heh...
police- lesen n ic...
me- owh okok....(owh shit owh shit)
police- wua masih mudah ah...
me- yeaa..heh ^.^...
police-kerja mana..??
me-owh im a student
police- apa..???!?!?!?!
me-owh...SAYA MASIH BELAJAR...
police-..owh masih belajar yeh...jadi..?/..nak saman tak ni
me-tak nak lah....^.^...heh..
polce- jadi kalau tak saman cham mana
me- heh..masih belajar lah...tak da duit...shows my empty wallet...:)..it really works
police-haih...ok lah...tapi lain kali jangan buat lagi
me..owhh okokokokokokokokokokokok....thank u....:)...
police-shakes head n walks away..
me- FILLED WITH JOY

so tats why i feel lucky...:)...so anywaw...its gona be 1am soon...need to bath...
gtg....:)....will update asap...:)..hehe
^.^DESRE^.^

UPDATE WOR..!!

2009-08-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

HEY PPL...LONDA TIME DIDNT UPDATE D......:D...hehe....quite busy with my studies n stuff...alot of stuff to think....:/.....damm lame...lol...haha....n now i don't Noe wat to day liao...haha...owh yea...had this weird dream...but its so...real...lol...SCARED THE HELLL OUTA MYSELF....lol....ahaha...m still laughing bout it..actually..hahah....hmmm....gona have my finals soon..then...term 6...OMG...time really flys...SO FAST....then....u never noe...im graduating my degree d...lol...HOPEFULLY....hahahaha...lol....:D...ok...i duno wat to say liao..k lah...tata

SLEEPY...!!i

2009-08-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

im so sleepy....O.O...sumore need to wait till 2 am...OMGG..:(...dammm...FHM...haih..sleepyy worr...:(....so i guess ill wake myself up by typing crap ya...so sorry if im putting in crap....did i mention tat im bored...=.='......lamee rite...omgg..haih...im waiting..n waiting...waiting...faster lah...why so sloww....IM WAITING LAH..!!..:(..waiting for wat..??for sumone...??..for who..??....not tellin...??..why nt tellin...??..coz this is a public post..??..why not..??..cozz everyone whom is anyone will read it..wohh i c..!!...OMGG....IM TALKING TO MYSELF..AHHH...IMS STONING..!!>..=.=.==.=..=.=.=.=.=.=.....:(....heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....<3

my mind is goin nuts

2009-08-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

FUNNY FUNNY N VERY FUNNY...tats all..=.='...i dont noe why...i dont noe how...juz like tat...wats rong with me..!..ahhh...killmaself...=.='...heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......:/...

STATUS:I DONT GET ME..:/

recent update...^.^

2009-08-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

well..i kinda long didnt update my bloggie d...so...haha...since i got back my connection...so..heh...update luu....well...hmmm...alot of stuff happened...some good some bad....even though almost 60 to 70% of iy was bad....life goes on rite..??..even though i dont think like tat during that period of time....but..slowly...ill still move on with life...:D...hehe....im still seeking....seeking..!!...:D...hehe...but yea...wat goes around comes around....ok... recently...my lappi kinda died...i meant the wifi...duno why cant detect...=.='....almost 2 weeks no lappie ...dam sad wei...:(....then...finally....today..i went n fix it n u noe...when i told the tech guy wats the prob...he check....slick here click there....then...HE TOLD ME..!!..my wifi thingy inside my lappie....BURNED...=.='...lol....so i had 2 options....1...change the burned one inside n fix in a new one..which will cost me....RM180...or buy an external one...which will only cost me RM60...so...obviously...i went for the cheaer one....then..coz one of the key on my keyboard...ROSAK*came out*...so..i asked...since i was there rite...how much to change....i expected the price to be....at most RM 80 OR 90...BUT BUT BUT....tat tech guy BOMB me with a price....RM250....!!....omgg...i was like....O.o.....OMGG...WTF..WUAAA.....soo exx....T.T...so i decided not to change...since i dont really need the tat key...n ITS SO EXX..!!...T.T....so my lappie have to look injured for now...:(....well....if u ask em to invest on tat stupid peace of keyboard jus bcoz one key came out..!!...DREAM ON....i could invest on my pastry stuff...ITS MORE WORTH IT...at least i use it rite..!!...mayb gone preatice my butter cream art this sat ...if i got the time....ill try to find ppl to bring me to bake with yen...coz i have no idea how to go...so yea...LOL...hahhaa....then...im planning to buy a whole set of piping tubes...:D...hehe....:D....im trying to save money also lah...!!...but then...use on sumting tat is worth it ...its ok rite....since i didnt spend for soooooo lllooonnnggggggggg d...:)...so...a small little investment wont hurt...I THINK...hehe..lol..k lah...need to do assignment..!!...UGH...I HATE IT..!!..:(...but still have no choice...:(..owh well...tata ppl...:D....will try to update A.S.A.P...
^.^DESIRE^.^

yet another week...

2009-07-24T18:20:00.000+08:00

:/...im still kinda moody bout the same thing...but hopefully
ill get over :/...i wish i coould lah...asap...coz...life still goes on...:/..
now im freakin bored...using my sis lappie....coz my lappie duno why sumting rong..:(...need to go fix it again...dam bad wei..!!...:(...n...ermm..class was ok...everything was fine...:D...juz got hit by afew assignments...:/...hopw i could handle it lah...:/...n financial math..its okok lah...but ...still needs mre practice ...:D...hehe...law... still duno how the Q n A r like...so...cant really judge yet...but overall...other than my studies...its ok luu..:D..still manage to survive...for how long..??..well tat one...i dont noe...ok tata tats al..im off to eat my BUBUR..!!..:D...

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2009-07-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

HOW I WISH...!!..
I WISHH..!!.
WIISSSHHHHH...>!!!!!!
:(

..

2009-07-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

i never wanted it....
but why izit happening..
:(...T.T...
im so depressed rite now..!!

yesterday n today ..lol. ...

2009-07-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

well...yesterday went to watch harry potter...which eneded up like total RUBBISH..!!...ughh...this movie is by far one of the worst movie ever made..!!my gatss...killmyself owh..!!...n the popcorn at cathay is soo ex compared to tgv n gsc lah..lol..:D...anyway...forgot to mention tat we watched at The curve...lol...12am show..=.='...the movie ended aroud 3.15am.then after that we went back.ok heres the best part of yesterday or shall i say this morning...=.='..when we were on our way back to subang....duno which BRILLIANT ASS HOLE.!!..go put a 'i have no idea wat' on the right side of the road...which ended up both tyres got punctured...omg.. we were kinda shocked coz the impact during this incident was quite erm...surprising...wel...then...we had to call the tow ppl to rescue us..=.='...i mean the car...lol..then...we asked another fren to send us back..but before that...guess wat...WE WENT FOR A NOT SO HEARTY BREAKFAST...=.='...cool rite...LOL..haha...then today...woke up aroud 12.30pm...coz of my alarm...=.='...today i supposedly have an appointment with clinique specialist for face check up...but....lol..due to over sleepy n lazyness..i postponed it to next week....after class...lol...then went lunch at pyramid ermm around 3 sumting like tat...popeyes....DAM BOMB..!!..wasted my money eating there...why..??..coz their food there is overly salted n floured...=.='....portion is soo small...n the mashpotatoe is like eating gravy with 90% of MSG..!!...now tats whhy..!!..ugh..then...went home...sleep again..hhahaha...i slept around erm...5 or 6...i forgot...woke up around erm..10pm....=.=..lol rite..i ate prawn mee instant noodles with prawn..!!..:D..then...for dessert...mcd ace-cream n diet coke..lol...i only took dessert coz my bro forced me to....he wanted me to eat...ANOHTER SET..!!!>..KILLMYSELF OWH..!!...ugh...=.=....now...the time is around ermm..2am...=.='...lol...n im not sleepy...n i think my sleeping hours are officialy all jumbled up...=.='...

wow..!!..

2009-07-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm....wat can i say...okay..today..wass ok...had fianacial class...i actuelly understand..haha..then...was forced to go to this talk bout sumting..haha...but but but...at least i get to c this hawt guy rite...buahahahhahaha.....:D...teheee....n the curry is really yummy..!!...:D...tehee...^.^...n ermm..after that...haha..went to pyramid...ATE SUSHI..!!!...MUAAA MUAA..I LVOE U SUSHI..!!...:DD...itss like forever since i ate sushi..!!..hehe...tehee...then...calss..pastry..made black forest..:D...then...terus i go to the next class...kitchen..:/...ok..at least i did better then the previous class..:D..hehe..then...dam tired...we all wanted to go mcd..then..manatau...sumting hapen.!!...dammit..fren car kena pecah the window..!!..dammitt...damm..damm bomb d..=.='...hope everything is ok lah...haih..then..mcd then...noww..HOME..!!..:D...hehe...then...noww..BATH N SLEEP..!!...tres sleepy..!!..till no comment d..lol..hehe...well...today...my happiest..??..I GET TO EAT SUSHI..!!...N MY LOVELY GREEN TEA PARFAIT.!!..MUAXXX..!!..:D...I LOVE GREEENNN TEEEAAA..!!!...TEEEHHEEE...k lah...tata for now..:D...tata..!!...NITESS PPL..!!!...*CANT WAIT FOR MY NEW CHEF JACKET..!!*

^^DESIRE^^

ughh...!!.. .FTS..!!... .DAMMITT..!!

2009-07-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

u noee..when u really never use ur brain n think further b4 u do sumting...!!...omgg...owhh ya im talkin bout me..!!...ughh...the feeling of regret iss soooo...HIGH..!!..:(...if i juzz knew wat was comin my way...wat decision i will make...I WOULD NEVER EVER DO SUCH THING..!!...NEVER..!!...but i guess haih..!!...big big mistake...!!...sumting i shouldnt doo..!!..n noww...how i wish i could go back n change myself..!!...ughh..!!..makes me hate shopping so much..!!...:(...dammit..!!>..tats life rite..!!...FULL OF REGRETSS...:(...aih..!!..i seriously..!!...HAVE NTH TO SAY BOUT MYSELF D..!!..:(...hope it would really happen....hope tat i will be forgiven n wont be punished...i promise i wont do it again....i woudl stop..!...sumting...*hehe*...if i would make it happen..!!...im stopping...i will my last stick with me now...the last one...for covering what i had done.....n improving myself...:/...haih...i really hope my stupid mistake wont pull me back from my dream..i really wish it wont..!!...:(...T.T...!!!...i hope everything goes well...ill pray hard..!!...VERY HARD..!!...i noee...when u need sumting then u regret..when u dont need...u never really bothered...im sorry...i really am...im sorrryyyy....m trying to improve myslef...this whole dream tat i hope will become reality....is my only concern rite now.....ONLY THAT..!!...:/....hopee really hopee....it WILL BECOME REALITY..!!!!!!!!....
T.T..DESIRE..T.T....*CROSSES FINGERS N PRAY HARD..!!*

first day of college n so on..!!..

2009-07-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

hmm let me see....for our group...first day was...OMGG...=.='..we had financial math in da morning followed by LAW...then...PASTRY..!!..THEN KITCHEN..!!....total time duration..??...till...11..=.='....dammit..!!...SUMORE FIRST DAY..!!!...
ANYWAY...
our law lecturer dam funny wei...she has a very thick britsh accent ...damm cool..tehee...n she is sooo funny...no comment till..!!..hahaha....n we got chef may as our pastry..she is very nice..:D...n good..:D...willing to teach n very patient..:D...hehe...n for kitchen we got chef fredric...he is funny too..haha..but yeaa...i doo need to improve alot more lah..lol..haha...like seriously..!!...anyway..hehe...today..second day...the time dam funny....12.30 french..then...artistic skills ....6PM..!!...LIKE WTF..!!...we have like 3 hours break...=.='...LOL..!!...ugh..n our french lecture is so...ermm..chinese..!!..she..i mean very different lah...in a sence that she is no fun at all...n her pronounciation is funny too..dammm chinese...=.='..which mad me miss my previous lecturer...=.='...mr YBC...=.='...lol..haih...went to pavilion during my break with sis..wanted to buy bag n heels..n was hunting for a good facial wash...:D..hehe..but...heels...lo have my size..!!...its either to big or to small dammit..!!...sumore dam cheap wei...RM30 only..!!..GONE..!!...=.=''then...went to dermalogica to ask bout their cleanser. but....kinda to exx lah...i mean sumore their stuff...quite strong ...:/...soo i say ill think bout it lah...then...wanted to go mng n get the bag i saw few days ago...but on my way there i went clinicque...:D....asked bout also...then..they explain n tried on my face....quite nice..;D...so i ended u buying tat...the damage..??..u dont wan2 noe...!!...i noe i noee..i spent alot d...but..i seriously need a good one tat actuelly works lah...:/...soo since the damamge was sooo big..ill say bye bye to tat bag i saw :(...owhh well...bags can buy another time rite..:/...huhuhuh..owhh well...N I WAN2 SAVE....n im not gona shop for so many things d..:/...coz i spent alot on clinicque..:/...sooo....yeaa..hehe....tehee...kay lah...tats all..dam tired now..:/...gtg sleeps d..tehee...tata....NITESS..!!..

BACK FROM MELAKA ...

2009-07-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

hmm...letss c...im back..??..haha...went to melacca with parentss...WAS FORCEDD TO ACTUELLY..!!>.OMGG...aih...anyway...the ride there wass...OMFFGG..!!...FTS MAN..!!>..ughh..anyway...itss okok...i guess...food is ok....weather is..OMGG...HWATSS TILL..!!...ARGHH..!!...NO COMMENT TILLL..!!...but B4 TAT..!...HAHA...went out with frenss..n stuff..owhh yaa..anyway...hahaha....we went to places i dont noe where..gaga....lol..haha...n ermm...stonneed..!!!...=.=...lol.rite...n i think i gain weight d..!!>..AHH.....ARGHH....k lahh...tats all..i dont really noe wat to say d..haha...wan to upload pic...but kinda lazz..soo..hahaha....go my fb lah...sure lots of pic...SOON..hahahha...k lah...tata...

m bored...juz small update...:/

2009-06-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

hmm...im kinda sleepy rite now but i cant sleep...n i dont noe why..LOL...
so since i have nth better to do...teheee...well...lots have happened the past few weeks....from training to parents...to talking bout my future...haihzz...all of these = to STRESS looo....:(...but this is life rite...juz have to face it....sumtimes i juz wish everything would juz stop..!!..butt....reality is..haih....
when the moment u think n wonder why time juz wont move..??..i when the time u realise its u whos not ..... then...when u felt tat time juz flew bye without saying goodbye....how u wish u could juz stop n go back to tat lovely moment..:/...there r lots of regrets...lots of mistakes...but things happen..??..with or without a reason...it life..??.... n now i also realized tat my post is kinda emo...=.='...lol...yeaa...words juz flow through my brain...so i typed it out in words...:D....heh...tats all...gtg...tata...
^.^DESIRE^.^

welcome to malaysia..!!...ARGH..!!

2009-06-03T15:41:00.000+08:00

lets talk bout...SOME...ding dong empty minded malaysians(DRIVERS)...well...such as drivers....WATS RONG WITH USING THE SIGNAL LIGHT..??...IZIT RONG..!!...UR CAR WILL BREAK DOWN IZIT IF U USE IT..!!....ITS PLACE THERE FOR A FRIGGIN REASON...!!!....ok...n 2...those stupid ass driverss...ppl already put signal wan2 reverse parking...still wan to stick so near....ur RUSHING TO DIE IZIT..!!...ish..!!...n those ahh....those...driverss..when they saw other cars wan2 go to the other lane...they'll speed up...!!...OMG..!!!....BE TAHAN LIAO ...WA KA LE KONG..!!...=.='....ANYWAY..!!...went gym today...:D...tehee...well actually i wanted to go at noon...but...kinda lazy...so go at night luu...tehee...okok...i have another topic..!!...:D

REASONS DESIREE GO TO GYM(OTHER THAN TO LOOSE WEIGHT)
1-coz theres hot GAY guys...haha...can wash eyes...:D..tehee..
2-it makes u feel like ur loosing the burger u ate juz now..
3-the shower there is cool..!!..n no matter how much water u use..u dont need to care..
4-refer to reason no.1...LOL...
5-to pass time...coz i have nth better to do....:D..
6-refer to reason 3..hahahahhaha....
7- refer to all the above reasons..!!...:D

TEHEEE...OK TATS ALL FOR NOWW...TATA...:D...TOMOLOW WORK..!!:(...

^.^DESIRE^.^

recent happeninss....^.^

2009-06-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

hehe....let me c...where shall i start..??hmm...ok...last week...jacs Bday...it was at republic...:D...MR adrain was there...:D....it was fun...we were all catching up with each other...this n that...then...time juz fly...:D...then the next day...went dinner with TING TAI SHEEEE...lol..we were catchin up also...haha...talked bout lots n lots of thigss...from college to trainng to our FUTURE..!!...woo..scary...haha..then..GUESS WAT...WE SAY MR ADRAIN....LOL...then...we chatted lah...then..after that...a few days later...lol...i went yam cha with MS YAM aka...SI WEI...lol..did the same thing...talked bout training....N STUFF...GOSSIP..!!...tehee..then...went home...:D...then after that..!!...lol...went 1U...with eigen,nick AKA BIMBO..n kevin...with mr adrian...:D....we had...SO MUCH FUN..!!...LOL...then...today...malcolms birtday..!!...tehee...went starbucks SS15 ....:D....with almost the whole gang...n MR ADRIAN..!!...hahaha...bough this huge cake 2KG...=.='...1KG was smashed onto bday boys FACE..!!...tehee...it was fun lah...hehe..then tomoloe..MOVIE..N SUSHI..!!...:D...hehe...then then then...after tat....HAHAHHA...no lah...no more d....no planss...YET..!!...LOL...:D....hehe...overall...i really had a great time..it really cheers me up from everything...:D...hehe...k lahh..needs to go sleeps d....its 2.30am worr...need to sleep...hehe...k lah...tata...muaxxx....

^.^DESIRE^.^

I UPDATE WOR..!!

2009-05-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

lol...long time didnt update d...guess its cuz im kinda busy...n stuff...I WENT TO THE DENTIST..!!>...SACRY TILL..!!n yeaa...itss sucha llong story lah...been out with coll buddyss...:D...tehee...but not clubbing lah..LOL...tehee...im kinda phobia d...watever i eat also..i scared...n i dont dare to drink sweet n cold drinks anymore...:(...i dont wan2 go back to the dentist..:O....itss.....1.30am now...LOL..tehee...im kiinda ya noe...hahha...im supposed to sleep...tomolow...WORK..!!...aih..!!...oi hope training endss ASAP...!!!....i soo m not enjoying it...:(...im trying to...its juz tat...theres so many things in my mind rite now...duno which one to think first...:/...haih...N GUESS WAT...i only took 2 sticks of ciggie today..!!..:/...hopefully ill stop...ONE DAY...ya noe...sooner or later...u never noe...cz of this dentist phobia i have..:/...i dont even dare to drink to much coffee anymore..:(...haih..!!...tomolow...work...n the only thing i can n would drink rite noe..is...H2O....at room temperature..!!:)...mayb ill loose weight..U NEVER NOE..!!!...:/...teheee...k lah...tata for now...n really sorry if no pics....coz je tres deteste uploading picks on blogss...itss sooo sloww..!!...ANYWAY...NEED TO GO BATH THEN SLEEPS lioa...k lahh..tehee...TATA...

^^DESIRE^^

anger..... one n only thing I cannot control

2009-05-19T16:00:00.000+08:00

I'm in the laundry now Lol.....waiting....
Let talk bout anger..... Since I'm bored..lol
I really don't understand..... Like seriously..
I'm trying my very best to control mine....
its very hard to think logically n clearly when ur angry.... n I really hate those situations ....
But I am trying my best... N hope others around me is doin the same too.... Coz I will get angry then others r angry n use me as their Ermm...wat u call tat... Ermm...pillow...?? Lol .... Yea... I will get very frustrated ..... N hope I won't have to face these ppl rite...Lol...Haih.... No comment ppl

CANT SLEEP..!

2009-05-14T02:45:00.001+08:00

i cantss believe it ..!...I CANT SLEEP..!!..DAMM...haih..!!..
owhh well..soo...blog luu....hmmm..let me c....i juz watched STAR TREK..!!it was..
i cannt believe im saying this..but..it was NICE..:D....good..!!..:D....n ermm..im kinda into this song....BOOM BOOM POW..!!...BEP..!!>..woo....which makes me wana club even MORE..!!..i wan club wei..!!...:(...so long didnt club d..=.='....ishh....haih.....tomolow..WORK..!...damm...juz thinkin of work makes me sleepy..!...ishh...!!...wat else....owhh..i almosty bought a new dress...ALOMOST....which means i didnt ok..!!...:D...so pround...tehee..lol...but it was PWEETY..:(...haih....owhh well...i can buy better ones in the NEAR future rite..!!...tehee..k lah..noww...I CANT WAIT FOR ANGELS N DEMONS THE MOVIE...to be out..!!..:D..lol...tata for now...:/....
...<3...DESIRE...<3...

OMGG..

2009-05-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

my cupboard RUNTUH D..!!...omgg....=.=''...which made me skip gym..!!...AGAIN...!!...second time d..:(...yerr...damm...stupid...then my bro bought another new one...BUTT...ITSS SMALLER..!!...WAYY SMALLER...n also those ...ermm..ya noee....the one u can like put together urself tat one..haha...lol..then...no use..itss sooo tiny ya noe..!!..SOOO TOMOLOW...IM ON A MISSION TO BUY A NEW ONE..!!...butt..i feel bad also lah..i mean...he was nice enough to buy me a new one..:(...but...haih...but but...im still gone use tat one mah...for my formal clothes n kitchen stuff...rite..:/..heee....yerr..i still feel bad lah....buy i cant stand looking at it lah..i cant even look at my clothes...:(...coz its to small...so everything cramp up liao..:(...k lahh hopefully i will get it lah yea...tomolow...:)...tehee...k lah...:D...tata

wat a life..!!

2009-05-10T09:12:00.000+08:00

OMGG...so many things happened..!!....TO MANY..!...it juz made my year ever worst..!!...n i think i need SHOPPING...to cure me...:(...yerr....sometimes i noe its my fault but..this time...ITS NOT..!...so why me..??....why ah.....why everytime u wan sumting u never get it..but the one thing that u noe u never wanted juz keep on coming..!!...can sumone save me from thing very complicated crap.....!!...OMGG...haih...later another day of...WORK...!!..well..today is like The day for me....so if everything is still ok..then....ma ok lohh...BUTT....BUTT..if its not...!!>.i will kiss my training bye bye...!!i mean for this one lah..i mean i will change lol..!!...hahaha..k lah need to go d..:(...tata..

dammitt...!!

2009-05-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

lol..sory for my tittle...i seriously dont know wat to put...lol....anyway...haih..these few days of work wass....dammmneezz....why..?...may its coz i have nth to do then when i wanted to use my precious time to di sumting else...im ALWAYSS ANNOYED MBY THE PPL THERE...wats rong with them..!!...can they juz leave me alone..!!...n i finish reading my book d...LOL..:D....I M LOVING IT..!!ITSS AWESOME..!!.....its so amazing..!!...sooo...unpredictable...!!....i love it..n im plannig to buy another book also...WRITTEN BY THE SAME AWESOME AUTHOR..!!....WHICH IS......THE AWESOME MAN HIMSELF...DAN BROWN...!!!....i love hiss books...its so amazing how one could rite so well....placing all the point exactly where they should be...soo....complete...soo...perfect..!!...no boredom at all..!!...the the story line...iss..WOW...!!...every single thing is connected...its like a mind turning machine...!!...i makes u think...makes u wonder...n most importantly...!!IT SURPRISES ME..!!ALL THE WAAYY...owhh ya n i have to go work early...DAM DAM EARLY....LIKE 8 AM EARLY..!!...NOT COZ I HAVE TO GO IN KITCHEN...ITS COZZ IM FOLOWING MY BROTHER..!!!...

hmmmm...:D

2009-05-04T01:35:00.000+08:00

ok..today wass...great...:D..why..???...cozz..for the first time... C CLUB...i BUSSY..!!WORR..!!

WWUUAAA...!!!...hahaha...at least i get to like ya doe..do sumting instead of juz standing there..!!...my gatss...haha...lol...and...today...break went to times...as usual...:D..then...while i was walking pass the ermm..duno how to say...juzz...sumwhere on 6th floor..can look down to the middle there..haha..anyway..i..WITHOUT INTENTION...NOT KNOWING WAT WAS DOWN THERE...IF I KNEW...I WONT EVEN DARE TO LOOK....BUT IT WAS TO LATE...I SAW IT......its its..its...... A VINCCI...SHOE SALES..!!...OMGGG.....AHHHH..!!..SALE WORR..!!...N N N N ...GOT REBATE SUMORE..:D...YAY...I WAS SOOO..OMGING..COZ COZ..I DONT WAN2 SPEND D MAH...BUTT...i broke the rule...:(...i spent...i bought 2 items...1 flats n one heels..:(...sorry...i noe i noee....:(....i felt so bad after that..but but...i cant help it...its sooo shiny n pweety..!!....:(....i didnt wan2..:(....anyway...yea...bought it..:/.....n i cleaned my room..!!...:D....n n n n....i saw sumting COOL...at tat D.I.Y shop...its a big bag tat is use to vacuum pack like ur clothes n stuff..!!...sooo...WITH MUCH AMAZMENT..!!...I BOUGHT IT..!!...n its usefull ok...i kinda took all the clothes tat i dont wear anymore n vacuum pack it...IT WAS SO FUN..:D.....hahhaa...lol.....!!...then...i did sumting...well actuelly i copied from sumone lah...tat person took picture of all her heels n posted it on fb...soo....i guess...i would be fun if i did the same thing too..!!...since i dont noe how many i have..LOL..HAHA...okok....heres the pic..!!...muazzz....loveesss..!!!!

TOTAL..??....14 PAIRS..!!!...:D....TEHEE...

^.^DESIRE^.^

tres tres AMUSANT..!!...JE NE SAIS PAS..!!!....hahahahha...

2009-05-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

ahhaha...okok...sumting very very funny juz happened...ok..i was about to sleep rite..then...suddently my bro call me n say he reach home d n he forgot his keys...so i had to go open the gate for him lohh..then then rite...cozz my air con like duno why so dam hot lohh...then..when he got out from the car i asked him to ask ppl to fix it lah..coz its dam hot...ONE MONTH D..!!...then when i look at my air con...ermm..the thingy...ya noe the box with the fan...i forogt wats i call...the one outside the house tat one..ahaha..i realised tat the fans not even running..!!!...n the funny thing is..my air con in on..!!....omgg..!!...soo...my bro was like..where is ur control...so he went in to my room..then i gave him the remote lah..then..he was like....OMGGG......OF COZ NOT COLD LAH....U GO SET IT AT "HEAT".....=.='....I WAS LIKE...WWTTTFFF...!!!!...OMGG...AFTER ONE MONTH OF SUFFERING..!!!...it was all the controls fault..!!...n the fact tat i woke up 3am this morning coz...cannot tahan d..so i tot coz the air con long time didnt clean d...so i go clean it...IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NITE..!!...DAMMIT...LOL...funny till..!!!.....ahahaha....lol...k lahh..im back to sleeps d...lol..HAHHAHA...OKOK...TATA...:D..
^.^DESIRE^.^

funny funny....

2009-05-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

juz came back from gym..:D..heee...then after tat i go eat dinner..lol...hahahha...the half way through rite....i heard a very very loud bang ...wondering wats tat...lol....hahaha...anyway...
its funny rite...how small little things could make u so happy...then...u wonder...wats so amusing..??...why does this small little thing juz made ur day...sumting tat u think u dont really bother ....but actuelly...it means so much to u...THAT small little thing...juzz made me happy...it juz made my day...:D..im not entirely jumping with joy...haha..but..i juzz feel better..at least there is sumting tat could cheer me up from this years bad bad luck..lol...no one really wonders...those small things they do..could make u feel soo...relieved...soo...alive...:D...n u cant thank them for doin tat..coz...it will juz make u look funny n lame..haha...cozz...they never thought that the things they do means so much to u..:D...im loving my frens...:D..coz ...they always remind me that..no matter how hard life could be...u still have to move on....:/...living life to the fullest..!!...:D...thats wat im trying to do now...:D...not to complain ..but to accept...not to run from it..but to face it...:D...hope i suceed in this...n hope tat once in a while...that small little thing could happend...juz to cheer me up...:D...
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MY MC..!!..AHAHAHHA..

2009-05-01T15:01:00.000+08:00

heloww helooww again..!!..
ok today...i kinda lazy wan go work...tehee..soo...i ma mc lohh...:D>.
heee...since i have nth to do also wad if i go..soo..yea..hehe..
now currently ...m lazzziinggg...hehe...so i blogg luu...i still cant get over the zara sales.!!..
i mean of the management..!...gosh..!!...anywayss....yeaa..later m goin to gym...n i figure out a way to control my shopping madness..!!...is to go gym whenever i feel like i wan to shop..:D...
why gym..??..why not juz stay at home..??
BECOZZ....------->
-IN GYM I HAVE NTH TO BUY..:D...BUT..IF IM AT HOME...I CAN GO ONLINE N VIEW THOSE BLOGS ...WITH NICE PPWEETY CLOTHES..!!..
-I GET TO LOOSE WEIGHT...BUT IF AT HOME....IL END UP EATING..!!..

so yea..hahha..tats y...LOL....i think i ate alots of choco these few days...cozz my bro juzz came back from AUS..!!...n he bought choco..LOTSS N LOTCC OF CHOCO..!!....YUMMY...fatss..!!!!>..nooooo..!!>...i think i cannot eat anymore...or ill GAIN WEIGHT..!!..n..m not looking foward to tomolow...=.='......coz its another boring day at work..!..TATS Y..!!..gosh..!!...k lah..i wan go watch movie d..lol...tata...:D..
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day off..!!....:D...sales..!!

2009-04-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

helo ppl...went to zara sales today..!!>.
didnt bought much...the stupid management sucks...!!...stupid ppl tat never make use of the brain..!!>...dammit..!!...anyway...i waited almost 2 hours juz to que up n go in..then...went in....took 7 itemss....but...ended up with 4....BUT BUT BUT...!!...those r not for me....i bought a cardi for daddy.....2 tops for mommy...n only one for me..:/...c....im not a shopaholic...:D...i buy stuff got ppl tooo...!!..hehe...lol.....then..after that went to college..then...ermm..yea...walked around n waited for mom to come pick me up..:D...then home loh..tehee..:D.....hmmm...tomlow..im gona go on...MC..!!....TEHEE...!!!....buahahhahaha....MC WORR...ahhaha...lol.....hahhaha....k lahh goin to starbucks with mommy soon..i mean now..lol,...hhaha...k lahh...tata pplz....
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