helloww helooww...:)

hey peeps..!....how have U been..!??!...

its been like super long since i've posted....:)...hehe..
been busy as usual ....

Im in my second sem now, or shall i say my final sem!!!...
dissertation is killing me...but...kinda bearable lah...:/...
owh owh i have been taking chinese classes!...didnt know it would be that tough..!!
BUT...will try my best to excel in it, HOPEFULLY...

gona go into the working world soon!..super anxious, scared, exited yet sad.
so many things that i want and have no do yet!!...:(...
i know that once ive started working, i would be hard for me to do those things..
what things am i talking about?... thats for me to know and for u to keep on checking..tehee..:).

been attending gym too!... its time man!!... ive hava been hesitant to join actually, as it is not cheap!.. but then...these are the sacrifices that had to be made...:/....lets hope my 'MOTIVATION' stays on yea...tehee..

I signed on for 3 months actually, coz my previous plan was to undergo my intership outside of malaysia, but it seems that its not happening anymore as there are alot of ..ermm.... stuff that just does not allow it. so NOW...my current plan is to join a management trainee program. HOPEFULLY I GET IT YEA...owh and im planing to sign for another 12 months ...hehe....

this year is not a good year for me, so many things happened , so many disturbance mind blowing things that i thought would NEVER happen. opened up my mind and changed me in a way, whether the change is good or bad, i really could not judge. i just hope for the best now.

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!!....
im going to FRANCE SOON..!!....yeeeaaaayyy...!!....cant wait.... hopefully it would be an unforgettable trip!!...IN A GOOD WAY..
owh and my brothers wedding is coming real soon..!!...my goal? IS TO LOOSE AS MUCH WEIGH AS POSSIBLE OFCOZZZZ....heh..

ok! thats all for now, please be patient for the next post yea....:).....(wondering if i still have readers..LOL..!!>..)

toodles!!.....loves!!...DESIREE....:)

exam stress post...LOL...

hey yo! to all my reader,

so hows everyone? hope everything is going good..:)
currently going through my finals!!... surprisingly im not as tensed up
as my previous exams... feels weird really!!
i would usually be freaking out by now, i mean tomorrow or shall i say in another 5 to 6 hours is my first paper, and yet i thought of going for a jog later before exam, and yes i plan not to sleep, AND NO! not coz im still studying ....
for people who actually knows me, would know that once i close my eyes and rest my mind im no difference with a corpse that is still breathing...LOL..!!>.
im not sure whether i could out it that way..:)...

so, i would rather stay up all night then to risk missing my paper!! AGAIN!
yes i actually missed a paper before, now lets not look back ...:)...

just 5 subs, 3 days..!!>.THEN IM DONE...for 3 weeks...lol....better than nothing right....i cant stand having nothing to do actually.

id rather be super busy than to stay at home and do nothing, its just not right!..
AND NOT TO MENTION BORING!! cant imagine myself doing absolutely nothing....scary thought!...

BUT, aa few days off is not such a bad idea...BUT...just a few days for me to sleep is more than enough....:)....

cant wait to go back to my hometown and spend some awesome and lame time with my awesome and loving parents! not to mention all the food..!!...heee...

FYI.... im still hesitating whether to go for a jog or not...LOL..!!..hehe....
owh crap..!!>.MY SHOE IS IN THE CAR....NOOOOOO...!!!..:(....OWH WELL...need to get it then....:)....

hehe..thats all for now peeps.....till next time.....

LOVES,
DESIREE

helow hellow...

hey ma peeps..!!..

its been long since ive updated my lttle bloggie,
been really busy with my studies...and everything else..:)
HOW HAVE U BEEN?

hope everyone is doing fine...:)...
well gtg....need to continue with THE assignment....:/...


heeeeeeee.....:D...

thats all....tata....<3,,

tale of a funny ....well yea

just when it seems something gets better....
is when u realize that it never changed...
huh... what a joke...
to think that it really matters..??..
well...it doesnt... so be it then...

thats life wad...
full of ups and downs...
thats what you call best of both worlds....
reality hits you..OVER AND OVER AGAIN..!!..
for you to realize that nothing is what it seems....
owh well... this world has different types of people....
so many that it scares you sometimes....

owh well....C'EST LA VIE....

chioazz ppl...:)

.......random thought.....

hey people,

i've been thinking. it really sucks when you have everything that u wanted but u cant even have the one thing that could make u happy. its like, u could have all the money in the world but still not have that one most important thing.

sometimes i really wish i could turn back time and just make sure that i could sustain that thing. but sad to say, THAT is a ridiculous and impossible. so yea.

its hard to face the fact that u could never get that thing whether you like it or not!!

sucks right...zz..

BUT ANYWAY.....

enough of the emo talk and stuff...

just ended my first week of my final year degree..LOL..
next week is going to be another AWESOME great one....I HOPE..:(

hehe...tats all for now..

KTHXBYE

:(

........:(.....thats all.....

Complicated stuff

It's just not the same and not worth it anymore .
The more reluctant the more I wana prove that all judgment is wrong .

That's all .... Kbye