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how to avoid someone that is super hard to avoid?
answers anyone..!??!...im lost

TODAY today i live for one thing..!..

I CUT MY HAIR D!!...CAN U SEE THE DIFFERENCE..?!?!?!...@.@...




hey people:)
how life? I've been very busy lately, finals is in another 2 days time.!!
superbly nervous, anxious, scared and everything in between!
then again, if everything is easy, then wheres the challenge?LOL!

been out for the whole day! so tired!
basically, i didn't really study today! LOL!
but at least i served for 2 service today! feels awesome!..^.^..

hmm, i know this is random. but i feel like posting my
'random thoughts of the day' again! hehe..
but then this one would be definitely different!

ok so here goes, 'random thoughts of the day' part 2:

today as i was driving, as usual ! hehe..:) i thought of something again!
I find that our society are getting more and more 'fake', if i could use that word.
this is because,hmm. ok this is hard to explain. well lets say, ok lets use FRUITS!
as an example, a watermelon may look super pretty, tasty, YUMMY, juicy, FRESH! on the outside . but you would never really know its real content until you actually purchased it. You see, its the lame thing that really gets me sometimes. it that right after i purchased it, thinking that i made a right move just to find out that the watermelon is actually all yucky on the inside!
am i getting to complicated? im sorry im trying my best to put it all into worlds.
well, its right after that one mistake that makes you erm.. melon-phobic .
its like after that, it makes you doubt your own instincts. even though its only a fruit, but still , you used your time and effort to try to get the best out of the bunch so that at the end of the day you know that its all worth you time standing at the stall picking. but just to realised that its not the right one.
(mind you, im not talking bout BGR)..=.='...

but then this applies to almost everything, the choices that we make determines where we are and where we are going to be and how far we can go. Can you imagine, just one wrong move then its bye bye future. this also applies to friend, dont get me wrong, im not saying that we should pick our friends. But its a choice! to you this bunch of friends may really be cool and all, but then by the end of the day, u realised that they dont get you far. friends are supposed to encourage, tell you your mistake and celebrates your achievements with you and accept change.NOT, in a 'fake' way. Owh and this applies to choosing a right partner! too! hehe..^.^...(CAN YOU IMAGINE IF YOU CHOOSE THE WRONG ONE!..SIAU LEH!..:)...anywayzz..
my point is, think carefully before a choice is make, because once its done, then its done!...

well , i dont really know why i posted up this random post. but yea, just wants to share something useful for my readers:)

owh and the post above is all based on my own opinion and perspective in/of life yea:)

owh and here are some cam-whoring pictures i took
(leson for this : never every leave me and an IPHONE 4,the cam is awesome! and the resolution is just amazing!)

ENJOY





hehe mind you, IPHONE 4 cam is awesome. its my phone..hehe..:)...

ok, thats all for now..:) its going to be an awesome week ahead!

LOVES,
DESIREE

hellow..:)....

hey hey people...:)..
how was your weekend?
good?..

mine was awesome as usual:), n its friday again! which means!!!!
saturday is near and sunday is coming real soon!..HAHAHAHA...:)..
cant wait for service!..the only place i could leave everything aside..:)...
finals starting next week, super anxious !... n scared!!...so far my mid sem marks did not show good results..!!...especially my FRENCH..!!..ugh...dont get me rong, i love the language juz dislikes learning it!...its a pain man..:(....
ahhh......cant wait till finals is totally over!!....seriously..!!..:)...
ok, need to go get my beauty sleep now..:)...niteys people..:)...

LOVES,
DESIREE

Thoughts Of The Day!

hey hey PEEPS.!!..
just another rather random post!

i thought of something while i was heading back home from pyramid...
its about improving or controlling your anger..:)

well this is what i thought:
mastering the ways to control our anger/emotions is like
mastering in singing, which is by improving your vocal cords.(own opinions)
you see, from what i think. the best way for you to improve your vocal cords is by
stretching you voice to the next level even thought it feels like your literally
killing your throat! in another sense it means we have to challenge ourselves to
go over the top! go over what we think is our maximum level!(still talking about singing)...:)....

well, i think its the same, on how or ways we control our anger. if you never tested yourselves or never been challenged before, then you would never know what is your tolerance level.Dont you think so? your level of tolerance is always stretched or challenged when you think something is just not right! but as time pass, you slowly could tell the difference on how you easily just throw you temper out to people in the past and how you have improved throughout the years. Dont you ever wonder? when you look back at your past on what you have achieved? then realize the HUGE difference?

i find it even more interesting when you realized that the people in you past that you kept your grudge on, the people that just made you feel like your just to dumb to live are actually the people that made you what you are today.

AMAZING HUH?!?!...^.^.....and i know its random OKAY!!...
okay, finally i blogged it out, now its time for me to sleep early.!!..
interview tomorrow! hopefully i get the job yea:)...
P.R.A.Y....for me please please people:)..
okay, tata for now...:)...

LOVES,

^.^DESIREE^.^

Lameness

I shall not let my anger cover n take over me ....
No no no no no no ......

absorb and utilize....

hellow ppl...^.^...

hows studies..??..work..??..hols.??..

mine is ..hmm...great..:)...

went out with ma peeps yesterday...:)...

it was fun...:)...talked alot...

abot everything tat is anything...!!..:)..

wanted to go meeples....

(its a board game cafe)

its awesome..but sad thing is..

we didnt noe that they are close on mondays...

so, we ended up didnt noe where to go!..

so we ended up going to oldtown near Empire:)...

then after that we went for desserts at KTZ....:)..

yea..it was fun...:)

and i really need to stop drinking cold stuff and eating spicy and fried food..!

my cough is haunting me again..:(..

and i need to keep my voice pretty...:(..

if not then i cant serve for choir and i cant

sing for my acapella team..:(..

i shall stop N.O.W...hehehe...:)...

yea ...i gave myself excuses...hehe..:)..

anyway....slept quite late yesterday...

4am or so..?...sumwhere around there....@.@..

wasnt sleepy.... n plus a fren was challenging me with french...hahaha...

not challenging lah..... teaching...in a way..:)..

hehe...:)...

owh owh n guess wat time i woke up..

sis woke me up at around 7 sumting...

coz i need to send her to uni..

then after sending her..

i went back home n ..SLEEP..!!..

then when i woke up again...

i was so shocked tat it was 3.30pm already..!!!....@.@...

L.A.M.E...!!..yea...

owh n i ate pancakes..:)..hehe..

cant wait for this wed..!!..going to TAO@ sunway Giza...

BROTHERS BIRTHDAY..!!..

^.^...its gona be great...:)...

ok tats all for now....need to start on my assignment soon..:)..

tata...

^.^DESIREE^.^

Sunny Sunny Sunday...!!.....^.^

helooww lovely ppl...:)..

hows ur sunday..:)...

MINE WAS AWESOME..!!!..

hehe...

let me see..

served in choir today..!!.

it was awesome ....AS USUAL ..!!..

we had out very own KEITH preaching to us this week...!!..

life changing sermon..:)...

watched Pst Kevin Loo preaching LIVE..!!!..

all the way from C3 church Oxford falls...!!..

so proud of him man..!!..

here is the Man of God ...!!...^.^...

after that i took a LLLOOONNNGGG nap..:)...

hehe...it was an awesome one..!!..

my D.R.E.A.M....!!..was awesome..

so didnt wan2 wake up n jus keep on dreaming n dreaming..!!

BUT THEN...!!..

i have to eat..n stuff to do..!!..

leave the dream for later...HEHEHEEEEEEEEEE...

^.^....

goin to bath soon....^.^

then for my late dinner...its aproxly erm ... 11.15pm...!!..

LOL...ok tata ppl...^.^...heee...

LOVESSS

^.^DESIREE^.^

awesome day..:)...

helloww hellow ppl...:)..

hows life...:)..hehe..

been out the whole day with my broth

er(its been so long)..Zzz...

hmmm let

me c...

had breakfast at kuchai lama ....!!!...

we had DIM SUM..!!..yum yum..hehe...didnt take pic of it..

coz we tats our usual dim sum spot..:)..

hehe..

then after that..we went to pavilion...:)..

walked awhile...then ..

watched movie...

then i finally get to try mdm kuans..!!..

lol....its ok..:/...

abit overrated i think..

..zz....

owh i watched resident evil..!!..

TADAA..!!..

its was awesome..:)...cant wait for the next one !!..:)...

its 12.49am now..

need to sleep early...!!...

IM MAKING PANCAKES TOMORROW FOR BREAKFAST..!!.

YAY..!!..^.^....

so i need to wake up early tomorrow....:)...

tomorrow's gona be an awesome day..!!...

tata pplz..!!..:)...

niteyss..

^.^DESIREE^.^

12:06am...

hellow ppl...

sorry for the lame tittle...i seriously have no clue wat to put...

so i have decided to name my random updates according to the time..hehe....

anyway....i didnt get to jog today...:(...

bcoz halfway through...it started to pour...:(....

i had to run back inside ....zzzz..

but then..i get to play with skipping rope..hehe..:).

fully utilizing whatever i have:)

since im bored..

my lazin mood is still on for now..:/..

hehe..

owh owh..n i bought this pancake mix..

as a culinary based student..

i feel ashamed...!!...

but then..i have my reasons..

theres a joke behind it..hahaha...

my point stated(not)...:).

anyway..i shall wake up early(MAYB)..

tomorrow to cook my PANCAKE.!!...

then mayb ill go out n but some other stuff to cook..

since im bored...

mayb i should bake SCONES..!!!..

or or or...MUFFINS..!!..

or CHOCO CAKE..!!..WITH CHOCO ICING..!!

then for my starter..ill make ...

CHOWDER!!...

then for my main course i shall cook...ermm...

pan seared salmon with leak sauce...with

potato gratin..!!..:)..

YUMM YUUMM...!!..

^.^....hehe...

owh n i wana share this...

im planing to get a BB..!!!...bold 2...

asking a fren to buy for me from the STATES..!!..

cheaper..:)....so now im desperately hunting for a job...

not planing to ask mommy for it..:)..

NEED TO LEARN !!..

how to S.A.V.E....!!..

:)...hehe...so tats all for now...:)...

hugss..

niteyss....

^.^DESIREE^.^

Faith Booster - Lyttleton, Christchurch

this is the video i mentioned..hehe..:P

heloow...

hey hey...:)..

hows life been treating u?...:)..

juz finish podcasting..:)..

Pst Phil Pringle is AWESOME..!!..

its erm...3.48pm now..

n i obviously duno wat to write...hmmmm

im heading for a sweet jogging session later..:)....

i still have not start with my assignments n studies yet..:(....

will start soon..enough....hehe....

AND im still trying to wake up early..

but first i have to actually sleep early..!!..

ARGGHH..!!!..

its not tat easy to sleep early ..

when ur used to sleeping sooo late...:/..hehe

owh n im trying to post this video in my blog....still trying to figure it out..

hehe..never post up vidoes before..so yea...:)....

tats all for now...need to get ready for my JOG..!!..

LOVESS

^.^DESIREE^.^

heyy ppl...

hey...

juz got back..:)...been out...almost for the whole day...:/..

finally...MY HOLIDAY OFFICIALLY STARTS TODAY..!!!

YAIY..!!

:)...

i've come up with a list...of "TO DO'S "

:)...HERE IT GOES..

1- finish up my assignments

2 - study for finals...

3 - jog everyday..(trying)

4 - serve and sing better

5 - memorize lyrics better..:)..

6 - try to use as little as possible...

(and above all PRAY MORE!!!!)

yup...random....i juz tot of this actually....hahahahha..!!!

i shall try to achieve....this all in a weeks time..

the jogging one ill try my very best...haahaha...

owh owh...n WAKE UP EARLY..!!.

even though its holiday....:)..

so ....!!...its late now...i need to sleep..get my rest...:)..

I CAN ACHIEVE IT MAN..!!!

:)....as i always say...

NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE..!!..

lovess..

^.^DESIREE^.^

thoughts......:/..

hey my beloved readers..:)..

juz came back from CWPM..!!..

it was awesome.....:)..

having flu and cough now...ugh...lamenesss..

thank God my holls starting soon...:/...

hehe..

anywayss....

i juz realised something...

the fren tat kept on msg me on fb ......

is another person...hahahahha..

LAMENESSS.

lol...anyway..random..

btw..

i got hit by something very erm...

i dont really know to put or express it in words..

ill try my best..

i find it very disturbing and it pisses me off seriously...

when people like to bring back the past and nag about it..

i dont get why they cant leave it aside.

i dont need anyone reminding me about my bad past..

or my past rong doings...

but then...im very thank full tat i have God to guide me through

my anger everytime im about to blow up...

i find it very hard to accept...

i dont like to be compared..

n it really disturbs me alot when someone mention about my past..

i seriously dont need the whole world to noe..

i guess people juz need to learn from their mistakes huh..

:/.....

i was super pissed today...

i felt like walking out of class at tat moment..

it juz hit me in my face tat i wasnt ready to accept or face it..

but..

im learning to control my anger ..

still trying very hard not to show it bout..

but its a challenge for me..

:)...

but then...

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE...!!..

:)..

Im still in the learning process..

so yea..

tats all for now i guess..

for now...

im heading to bed..

super tired...:)..

WOKEI....NITEYSS...PPL...:)...

suunnndddaaaayyyyy...

heyy ppl..:)

hows your sunday treating u..??..:)..

so far im enjoying mine..!!..TATS RIGHT..!!.

:)...

let me c....

went for practice this morning, it was great..:)..

i love serving....

even though i juz started...

im loving it already..

there is a difference..

duno how to explain...:).

sermon as G.R.E.A.T...as usual ..!!..

:)...

thought of the day:

dont let your past bother you to much and hold you back.

always remember, our Lord and Saviour has already healed us

:)..... they are juz memories for us to learn from

let us all be an agent of restoration for God..:).....^.^

muaaxxx...:).....lovezz..

^.^DESIRE^.^

harrloowww

heeyyss ppl...!!..

:)...

its the end of MERDEKA day ...

tats right..:)

anyway...:)..

i juz watched this clip from youtube...

ITS SOOOO LAME N DISTURBING ..!!..

SERIOUSLY..

its about this lady throwing PUPPIES..

into the river...FOR FUN..!!!

those cute little puppies ..!!.

POOR THING...!!!.

seriouslly..!!!>.

:(....

i regretted watching tat clip

its like .... who would ever tot of doin such thing....RIGHTT..!!.

:(....

im left with ermm...4 hours of sleep..still thinking whether i should sleep or not

but then..this time..its my fault...:/...if i didnt go out..

then ....i would have more time to sleep..

so yea...I NOE I NOE..!!..

:/...

anyway...hehe....goin off soon....

ive got stuff to do...

n putting all other tots away from my head..

yup....n seriously wan2 thank a fren for telling me n guiding me..:)..

in stuff ..hehehe....*stuff*..

the truth is harsh..but...its good..:)..

n sincere ...

ANYWAY...GTG..

niteyss.

^.^DESIREE^.^