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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

helloww helooww...:)

hey peeps..!....how have U been..!??!...

its been like super long since i've posted....:)...hehe..
been busy as usual ....

Im in my second sem now, or shall i say my final sem!!!...
dissertation is killing me...but...kinda bearable lah...:/...
owh owh i have been taking chinese classes!...didnt know it would be that tough..!!
BUT...will try my best to excel in it, HOPEFULLY...

gona go into the working world soon!..super anxious, scared, exited yet sad.
so many things that i want and have no do yet!!...:(...
i know that once ive started working, i would be hard for me to do those things..
what things am i talking about?... thats for me to know and for u to keep on checking..tehee..:).

been attending gym too!... its time man!!... ive hava been hesitant to join actually, as it is not cheap!.. but then...these are the sacrifices that had to be made...:/....lets hope my 'MOTIVATION' stays on yea...tehee..

I signed on for 3 months actually, coz my previous plan was to undergo my intership outside of malaysia, but it seems that its not happening anymore as there are alot of ..ermm.... stuff that just does not allow it. so NOW...my current plan is to join a management trainee program. HOPEFULLY I GET IT YEA...owh and im planing to sign for another 12 months ...hehe....

this year is not a good year for me, so many things happened , so many disturbance mind blowing things that i thought would NEVER happen. opened up my mind and changed me in a way, whether the change is good or bad, i really could not judge. i just hope for the best now.

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!!....
im going to FRANCE SOON..!!....yeeeaaaayyy...!!....cant wait.... hopefully it would be an unforgettable trip!!...IN A GOOD WAY..
owh and my brothers wedding is coming real soon..!!...my goal? IS TO LOOSE AS MUCH WEIGH AS POSSIBLE OFCOZZZZ....heh..

ok! thats all for now, please be patient for the next post yea....:).....(wondering if i still have readers..LOL..!!>..)

toodles!!.....loves!!...DESIREE....:)

Monday, June 20, 2011

exam stress post...LOL...

hey yo! to all my reader,

so hows everyone? hope everything is going good..:)
currently going through my finals!!... surprisingly im not as tensed up
as my previous exams... feels weird really!!
i would usually be freaking out by now, i mean tomorrow or shall i say in another 5 to 6 hours is my first paper, and yet i thought of going for a jog later before exam, and yes i plan not to sleep, AND NO! not coz im still studying ....
for people who actually knows me, would know that once i close my eyes and rest my mind im no difference with a corpse that is still breathing...LOL..!!>.
im not sure whether i could out it that way..:)...

so, i would rather stay up all night then to risk missing my paper!! AGAIN!
yes i actually missed a paper before, now lets not look back ...:)...

just 5 subs, 3 days..!!>.THEN IM DONE...for 3 weeks...lol....better than nothing right....i cant stand having nothing to do actually.

id rather be super busy than to stay at home and do nothing, its just not right!..
AND NOT TO MENTION BORING!! cant imagine myself doing absolutely nothing....scary thought!...

BUT, aa few days off is not such a bad idea...BUT...just a few days for me to sleep is more than enough....:)....

cant wait to go back to my hometown and spend some awesome and lame time with my awesome and loving parents! not to mention all the food..!!...heee...

FYI.... im still hesitating whether to go for a jog or not...LOL..!!..hehe....
owh crap..!!>.MY SHOE IS IN THE CAR....NOOOOOO...!!!..:(....OWH WELL...need to get it then....:)....

hehe..thats all for now peeps.....till next time.....

LOVES,
DESIREE

Sunday, May 22, 2011

helow hellow...

hey ma peeps..!!..

its been long since ive updated my lttle bloggie,
been really busy with my studies...and everything else..:)
HOW HAVE U BEEN?

hope everyone is doing fine...:)...
well gtg....need to continue with THE assignment....:/...


heeeeeeee.....:D...

thats all....tata....<3,,

Monday, March 28, 2011

tale of a funny ....well yea

just when it seems something gets better....
is when u realize that it never changed...
huh... what a joke...
to think that it really matters..??..
well...it doesnt... so be it then...

thats life wad...
full of ups and downs...
thats what you call best of both worlds....
reality hits you..OVER AND OVER AGAIN..!!..
for you to realize that nothing is what it seems....
owh well... this world has different types of people....
so many that it scares you sometimes....

owh well....C'EST LA VIE....

chioazz ppl...:)

Friday, March 4, 2011

.......random thought.....

hey people,

i've been thinking. it really sucks when you have everything that u wanted but u cant even have the one thing that could make u happy. its like, u could have all the money in the world but still not have that one most important thing.

sometimes i really wish i could turn back time and just make sure that i could sustain that thing. but sad to say, THAT is a ridiculous and impossible. so yea.

its hard to face the fact that u could never get that thing whether you like it or not!!

sucks right...zz..

BUT ANYWAY.....

enough of the emo talk and stuff...

just ended my first week of my final year degree..LOL..
next week is going to be another AWESOME great one....I HOPE..:(

hehe...tats all for now..

KTHXBYE

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

:(

........:(.....thats all.....

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Complicated stuff

It's just not the same and not worth it anymore .
The more reluctant the more I wana prove that all judgment is wrong .

That's all .... Kbye

Thursday, February 3, 2011

:( ... First day of cny

why am I so moody on the first day of cny ... :( ........ Zzz ........ I hate it so much .... Forcing a very fake smile ........ :(

Monday, January 31, 2011

looking back...:)

heyah peeps...!!..

how have you been?
i suddenly thought of blogging:), it has been long since i have updated :)

juz cleaned 50% of my room:)
CNY is coming is another 1 or 2 days, WOW!!
yet another year had pass. so so many things learned, some good and as usual some bad.
you cant expect to have a fairytale right?

2010 was yet another uni year for me, but one with so many things and lesson learned.
i would say it really made me a better person. taught me how to "de-code" people, how to deal with situation and how to live life. sometime when you look back, you tend to regret some stuff you did in the past, but at least we taught of it and know how to face it the next time it hit us right:) .

theres this quote somewhere, it said "live life without regrets"
up until now, i am still not agreeing with it. we need regret to teach us to never to the same mistake again. i mean that is from my point of view.

sometimes its really hard to move on, and im so not talking only talking about relationships and stuff. its more than that. to move on from our past as a whole itself. to be brave for once and face it! FACE THE FACT!

A lot of people really would rather hide than to face them, well what is the use. so what if we hide? and even if we could hide forever, it still doesn't change the fact that IT IS STILL THERE!!

well, its 2011!! THE WORLD IS GOING TO END SOON!! LOLOLOLOLOL..!..that was a joke:)
this year, im not taking my chances, its my final year in uni !
which means my yet to be discovered working life is coming! REALLY SOON!
i would not say that im super prepare for it. Just in the mist of preparation..:)

AND ITS NOT TO EARLY..!!...1 YEAR IS NOT SO LONG!!..COMMON!! SERIOUSLY!!...

well anyway, the one same thing about me? is that i stick to my part of life that had never changed since i set it years ago. it to go by this quote
"NO SACRIFICE!NO VICTORY!"

well i have shared a small little part of my past and moved on, what about you?
what is your story? :)

PS: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ..!!!!...HEEE...!!!....muaxx....

LOVESS....DESIREE...^.^

Monday, December 27, 2010

Never be expectant

How to not let yourself down ...??
Don't be expectant .....

C'est tout !

Updates soon .....;)

Anywho .... Happy holidays :)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

THOUGHT OF THE DAY!!

THE THINGS THAT MAKES ME SO HATE MY OWN COUNTRY..!!
STUPID UNCIVILIZED BASTARDS... THAT HAVE NO BRAINS NOR KNOW WHAT IS
MANNERS SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD..!!!

AND YES I AM SUPER PISSED BECAUSE IM CAPSING EVERYTHING...!!!!

anyway...
having finals ..
the only reason why i updated is because im toO pissed and dont feel like
throwing it to anyone....so i decided to post it up here..!!!..
listen Malaysian..!!....n that includes myself....
does not mean u have a dark brown skin u win..!!...
i guess equalized rights are just plain BULLSHIT....
try living off all ur pitiful money given by ur lovely daddy fron the G.O.V...
maybe then u know what is real hard work..!!!
IM NOT RACIST....NOT TO ALL..!!...i love malaysians...
its the minority that makes me hate the whole picture....!!!

thats all for now.....

PS: dont be mad and or pissed by this post....as i mentioned....i wasn't referring to all... if u dont understand...then im sorry ur ****...

(NOT IN A GOOD MOOD)

LOVES,
desiree...:)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

love me..??...love me not..??...

LOL...sorry for the title..didnt noe what to put...

anyway, hows life?
my finals is in 3 weeks time...hopefully everything goes well..
wont be attending church this week...having coffee class..:(....
that means no...*******...hahahha...LOL..!!...

im gona share sumthing today,
the fact that everyone is different, why are we still comparing then...??
the word KIASU ....written all over it!..LOL..but then again...if we r not kiasu then everything in life would just be a failure. i always wonder, why some people could juz live their life as if its pointless and meaningless..??..why do they never think of the consequences before actually saying or doing something? it reaches to the point where its pointless to actually try telling them everything means something and is as important.
but then again who am i to judge?...
let me ask u this, if people start to ignore u? what would u think... u would think that something is wrong sumwhere and u would try to find out what is it so that it could be solved right? ........ well if ur answer is no to that question... then...
u are that someone...
never ignore a problem and think that it would just disappear...HELLOW!!..
reality check.... what world are u living in?

well, please do not be offended by my post, this is all my own perspective on seeing and dealing with stuff.... and again.. everyone is different..:)....

well that all for today....wish me luck for me FINALS yea.....

hehe.....kbye!!..

loves...DESIREE

Thursday, November 18, 2010

UPDATED..!!...woots..!!..

hehe...hellow people!!
its has been so long since ive updated my poor bloggie..!!
so here i am doing so..!!..LOL!!

anyway, had an awesome week. AND! i am broke..!..FOR NOW.>!
T.T... shouldn't have went for the ZARA sales..!!..S.H.I.T..!!..
im dragging my way untill next week for my next erm.."income statement"
LOL from my parents that is!!...hehe....

FINALS is in 4 weeks!!..N I DONT FEEL SHIT!
i dont really know why actually. soon maybe?

attended STATE OF THE ART KL!!
it was awesome. glt to watch HARITH ISKANDAR PERFORM A LIVE STAND UP COMEDY..!!
he was so hilarious !!... i practically wanted to literally ROFL....hahah...
seriously man! of course the other Speakers were also awesome..!!.
we had Daphne iking , niki chung, paul moss and the yoyo guy and a few more that i forgot..hehe..:)... it was an awesome event!...

after that went to hang with my eldest sis:) ... its been awhile since i saw her:)
we went to OLE OLE BALI for dinner (DINNER WAS ON HER)...hehe...it was yummay!!
talked alot!!..then went to a watch a movie ...the unstoppable ...it was awesome.!!
hehe....gona have CG outing tomorrow night right after class.!!..gona be a superbly busy week for me!!... so will try to update with more pitures kay!..hehe
i noe only words are boring!!...:)..hehe...k lah...c ya people....

MUAHH!!.

loves...DESIREE

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

thoughts of the ermm night..??

lol...hey lovely people...
try to ignore my previous post...
was just being lame..hehe

its been awhile since ived updates,
been busy lah.>!!..hehe...
so hows life..??...

i always wonder...
why am i easily bored..??
im still wondering....first im very cusious....
then...when i found out...its nth special...i tend to sidetrack
ABIT!!...im still trying to change that... really..!!

anywho....
while i was driving....as usual hehe....
i i suddenly thought of how i wish i could have my driving license and
be free..!!..no need to depend on my parents anymore...
but now, guess what...??
im doing it.. and the feeling is mutual ...
to think that i thought it would be like so awesome..!!..
n now.. its juz... well... i wish that my parents could drive me around..
i miss them loads...
seriously...
as a normal human being ..... wants are never fulfilled....!! EVER
at first u want this...n when u finally got it.... !!!
u ask urself...so whats next..??..
hmm....
well.... its almost been a year since i went back to my hometown....
i miss being so close to the beach..!!..
really feel like going back for a few days juz to chill and relax...
:)...but then... i still have to face the fact that it wouldn't happen anytime soon..:(
owh well...:)....
ps : im finding sumting...OR someone...interesting enough buahahahhahahahahahaha
JK LAH....studies are more important NOW..!!!..
hehe...maybe...:/...

wokei...thats all..and please excuse my typo-ness...
try to get use to it yea...!!..:)..hehe...MUAZZZZ..!!!..

LOVES

DESIREE.....TEHEE

Where....

Where r u ...??
Appear now .....!!!

Monday, November 1, 2010

the word is humble.

hey hey people..!!..
how have u all been!!..
ive been busy working as usual...:)...
anywayzz..i having this great idea on my bloggieee...
n its has nothing to do with changing mt theme...ILOVEIT
hehe..:)...its cute and meaningful ..in a way..:)

ANYWAY!..
have u all ever ask u think question?
how high is ur E.G.O lvl..??
can u loose?. is your pride so important that even the ones around you
feel irritated?
people, try asking urself this question..
N NO CHEATING!!...its between u n God
how high is your pride lvl?
can u bare if its lower?
does it have to be only you?

think about it, its a random thought..BUT
try it, i COULD make a difference :)

anyway, im super tired now...juz came back from work!!
super sleepy, hehe..NITEYSSS

LOVEZZ

DESIREE:)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

on my mind........

soon enough....
this group would be non existence ...
it would be nothing but "history"..
how did it end..?......
no one will realize it....
unless they were part of it...
mayb some people would question....

it is now...slowly fading away....
is it really not important..??
then why creating it at the first place...??
just because its a tradition..??
so every organization have to follow...

its now a routine .....
as much as i dont want it to happen....
fact is.... it is happening....
should i be discouraged now..!??!?
please enlighten me....

(FYI - THIS IS JUST WHAT I PERSONALLY THINK....NTH MORE)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

TIRED

hey people, its 1.28am... i juz came back from work..:/..
abit tiring, i cant wait till my trip to france!!:)..
thats my reward for all this hard work....:)

need to finish up my assgnments before i die...LOL..!!
TODAY!!..
we had this lecturer, he lectures economical tourism, or something like that.
he is so lame i can die! its the annoying lame,NOT the funny lame!!....
im serious...!!....owh n his Philippino !!!which mean!!...his slang is jus hilarious !!!!....hehe...but then i didnt laugh right at is face lah..hehe..:)..

ok..anyways....will update soon enough KAY!!....muaxx..

niteys,
DESIREE

Friday, October 8, 2010

u have wifive...??..hahahahhaa....

hey hey people:)..,,
its been like a few days since ive updated my bloggie, its not that long kay!
been busy with work,TIS, and everything else. im loving the busyness though,:) i dont really know why:). i find it better thant stoning and doing nothing!...:)
its tiring but fun..:) . starting my classes next week:/.. i cant attend my church wide prayer meeting. have class on tuesday night:(.. owh well..:)...

owh owh, about my status. i know this is mean, but a customer actually asked me this, excuse me, here have wifive? i wanted to LOL!!!!...BUT ..cannot so mean kay!
hehe.. anyway, gona sleep early today. super tired now, gona practice on my songs tomorrow, hehe..:)

owh owh!!!! N GOT THIS GIANT BRUISE ON MY LEFT ARM..!!!..so ugly, n i dont know how or when i got it!....@.@....i know..hehe..:)...BTW....gtg now..:)...

tatas people!,

PS : will try to update more kay:)... hehe ....

niteys, DESIREE...C: