wow..!!..

hmmm....wat can i say...okay..today..wass ok...had fianacial class...i actuelly understand..haha..then...was forced to go to this talk bout sumting..haha...but but but...at least i get to c this hawt guy rite...buahahahhahaha.....:D...teheee....n the curry is really yummy..!!...:D...tehee...^.^...n ermm..after that...haha..went to pyramid...ATE SUSHI..!!!...MUAAA MUAA..I LVOE U SUSHI..!!...:DD...itss like forever since i ate sushi..!!..hehe...tehee...then...calss..pastry..made black forest..:D...then...terus i go to the next class...kitchen..:/...ok..at least i did better then the previous class..:D..hehe..then...dam tired...we all wanted to go mcd..then..manatau...sumting hapen.!!...dammit..fren car kena pecah the window..!!..dammitt...damm..damm bomb d..=.='...hope everything is ok lah...haih..then..mcd then...noww..HOME..!!..:D...hehe...then...noww..BATH N SLEEP..!!...tres sleepy..!!..till no comment d..lol..hehe...well...today...my happiest..??..I GET TO EAT SUSHI..!!...N MY LOVELY GREEN TEA PARFAIT.!!..MUAXXX..!!..:D...I LOVE GREEENNN TEEEAAA..!!!...TEEEHHEEE...k lah...tata for now..:D...tata..!!...NITESS PPL..!!!...*CANT WAIT FOR MY NEW CHEF JACKET..!!*

^^DESIRE^^

ughh...!!.. .FTS..!!... .DAMMITT..!!

u noee..when u really never use ur brain n think further b4 u do sumting...!!...omgg...owhh ya im talkin bout me..!!...ughh...the feeling of regret iss soooo...HIGH..!!..:(...if i juzz knew wat was comin my way...wat decision i will make...I WOULD NEVER EVER DO SUCH THING..!!...NEVER..!!...but i guess haih..!!...big big mistake...!!...sumting i shouldnt doo..!!..n noww...how i wish i could go back n change myself..!!...ughh..!!..makes me hate shopping so much..!!...:(...dammit..!!>..tats life rite..!!...FULL OF REGRETSS...:(...aih..!!..i seriously..!!...HAVE NTH TO SAY BOUT MYSELF D..!!..:(...hope it would really happen....hope tat i will be forgiven n wont be punished...i promise i wont do it again....i woudl stop..!...sumting...*hehe*...if i would make it happen..!!...im stopping...i will my last stick with me now...the last one...for covering what i had done.....n improving myself...:/...haih...i really hope my stupid mistake wont pull me back from my dream..i really wish it wont..!!...:(...T.T...!!!...i hope everything goes well...ill pray hard..!!...VERY HARD..!!...i noee...when u need sumting then u regret..when u dont need...u never really bothered...im sorry...i really am...im sorrryyyy....m trying to improve myslef...this whole dream tat i hope will become reality....is my only concern rite now.....ONLY THAT..!!...:/....hopee really hopee....it WILL BECOME REALITY..!!!!!!!!....
T.T..DESIRE..T.T....*CROSSES FINGERS N PRAY HARD..!!*

first day of college n so on..!!..

hmm let me see....for our group...first day was...OMGG...=.='..we had financial math in da morning followed by LAW...then...PASTRY..!!..THEN KITCHEN..!!....total time duration..??...till...11..=.='....dammit..!!...SUMORE FIRST DAY..!!!...
ANYWAY...
our law lecturer dam funny wei...she has a very thick britsh accent ...damm cool..tehee...n she is sooo funny...no comment till..!!..hahaha....n we got chef may as our pastry..she is very nice..:D...n good..:D...willing to teach n very patient..:D...hehe...n for kitchen we got chef fredric...he is funny too..haha..but yeaa...i doo need to improve alot more lah..lol..haha...like seriously..!!...anyway..hehe...today..second day...the time dam funny....12.30 french..then...artistic skills ....6PM..!!...LIKE WTF..!!...we have like 3 hours break...=.='...LOL..!!...ugh..n our french lecture is so...ermm..chinese..!!..she..i mean very different lah...in a sence that she is no fun at all...n her pronounciation is funny too..dammm chinese...=.='..which mad me miss my previous lecturer...=.='...mr YBC...=.='...lol..haih...went to pavilion during my break with sis..wanted to buy bag n heels..n was hunting for a good facial wash...:D..hehe..but...heels...lo have my size..!!...its either to big or to small dammit..!!...sumore dam cheap wei...RM30 only..!!..GONE..!!...=.=''then...went to dermalogica to ask bout their cleanser. but....kinda to exx lah...i mean sumore their stuff...quite strong ...:/...soo i say ill think bout it lah...then...wanted to go mng n get the bag i saw few days ago...but on my way there i went clinicque...:D....asked bout also...then..they explain n tried on my face....quite nice..;D...so i ended u buying tat...the damage..??..u dont wan2 noe...!!...i noe i noee..i spent alot d...but..i seriously need a good one tat actuelly works lah...:/...soo since the damamge was sooo big..ill say bye bye to tat bag i saw :(...owhh well...bags can buy another time rite..:/...huhuhuh..owhh well...N I WAN2 SAVE....n im not gona shop for so many things d..:/...coz i spent alot on clinicque..:/...sooo....yeaa..hehe....tehee...kay lah...tats all..dam tired now..:/...gtg sleeps d..tehee...tata....NITESS..!!..

BACK FROM MELAKA ...

hmm...letss c...im back..??..haha...went to melacca with parentss...WAS FORCEDD TO ACTUELLY..!!>.OMGG...aih...anyway...the ride there wass...OMFFGG..!!...FTS MAN..!!>..ughh..anyway...itss okok...i guess...food is ok....weather is..OMGG...HWATSS TILL..!!...ARGHH..!!...NO COMMENT TILLL..!!...but B4 TAT..!...HAHA...went out with frenss..n stuff..owhh yaa..anyway...hahaha....we went to places i dont noe where..gaga....lol..haha...n ermm...stonneed..!!!...=.=...lol.rite...n i think i gain weight d..!!>..AHH.....ARGHH....k lahh...tats all..i dont really noe wat to say d..haha...wan to upload pic...but kinda lazz..soo..hahaha....go my fb lah...sure lots of pic...SOON..hahahha...k lah...tata...

m bored...juz small update...:/

hmm...im kinda sleepy rite now but i cant sleep...n i dont noe why..LOL...
so since i have nth better to do...teheee...well...lots have happened the past few weeks....from training to parents...to talking bout my future...haihzz...all of these = to STRESS looo....:(...but this is life rite...juz have to face it....sumtimes i juz wish everything would juz stop..!!..butt....reality is..haih....
when the moment u think n wonder why time juz wont move..??..i when the time u realise its u whos not ..... then...when u felt tat time juz flew bye without saying goodbye....how u wish u could juz stop n go back to tat lovely moment..:/...there r lots of regrets...lots of mistakes...but things happen..??..with or without a reason...it life..??.... n now i also realized tat my post is kinda emo...=.='...lol...yeaa...words juz flow through my brain...so i typed it out in words...:D....heh...tats all...gtg...tata...
^.^DESIRE^.^

welcome to malaysia..!!...ARGH..!!

lets talk bout...SOME...ding dong empty minded malaysians(DRIVERS)...well...such as drivers....WATS RONG WITH USING THE SIGNAL LIGHT..??...IZIT RONG..!!...UR CAR WILL BREAK DOWN IZIT IF U USE IT..!!....ITS PLACE THERE FOR A FRIGGIN REASON...!!!....ok...n 2...those stupid ass driverss...ppl already put signal wan2 reverse parking...still wan to stick so near....ur RUSHING TO DIE IZIT..!!...ish..!!...n those ahh....those...driverss..when they saw other cars wan2 go to the other lane...they'll speed up...!!...OMG..!!!....BE TAHAN LIAO ...WA KA LE KONG..!!...=.='....ANYWAY..!!...went gym today...:D...tehee...well actually i wanted to go at noon...but...kinda lazy...so go at night luu...tehee...okok...i have another topic..!!...:D

REASONS DESIREE GO TO GYM(OTHER THAN TO LOOSE WEIGHT)
1-coz theres hot GAY guys...haha...can wash eyes...:D..tehee..
2-it makes u feel like ur loosing the burger u ate juz now..
3-the shower there is cool..!!..n no matter how much water u use..u dont need to care..
4-refer to reason no.1...LOL...
5-to pass time...coz i have nth better to do....:D..
6-refer to reason 3..hahahahhaha....
7- refer to all the above reasons..!!...:D


TEHEEE...OK TATS ALL FOR NOWW...TATA...:D...TOMOLOW WORK..!!:(...

^.^DESIRE^.^

recent happeninss....^.^

hehe....let me c...where shall i start..??hmm...ok...last week...jacs Bday...it was at republic...:D...MR adrain was there...:D....it was fun...we were all catching up with each other...this n that...then...time juz fly...:D...then the next day...went dinner with TING TAI SHEEEE...lol..we were catchin up also...haha...talked bout lots n lots of thigss...from college to trainng to our FUTURE..!!...woo..scary...haha..then..GUESS WAT...WE SAY MR ADRAIN....LOL...then...we chatted lah...then..after that...a few days later...lol...i went yam cha with MS YAM aka...SI WEI...lol..did the same thing...talked bout training....N STUFF...GOSSIP..!!...tehee..then...went home...:D...then after that..!!...lol...went 1U...with eigen,nick AKA BIMBO..n kevin...with mr adrian...:D....we had...SO MUCH FUN..!!...LOL...then...today...malcolms birtday..!!...tehee...went starbucks SS15 ....:D....with almost the whole gang...n MR ADRIAN..!!...hahaha...bough this huge cake 2KG...=.='...1KG was smashed onto bday boys FACE..!!...tehee...it was fun lah...hehe..then tomoloe..MOVIE..N SUSHI..!!...:D...hehe...then then then...after tat....HAHAHHA...no lah...no more d....no planss...YET..!!...LOL...:D....hehe...overall...i really had a great time..it really cheers me up from everything...:D...hehe...k lahh..needs to go sleeps d....its 2.30am worr...need to sleep...hehe...k lah...tata...muaxxx....

^.^DESIRE^.^