UGHH..!!..

I CANNOT TAKE IT..!!..DAMIIT..!!
can u plz..!!...if u think im treating u like shit....TRY WE SWITCH PLACES FOR ONE DAY...only one day...then u would no HOW THE F R U TREATING ME..!!..for once juz shut up n i would be happy..not a single word of congrats watsoever...he only thing ur good at...IS F-ING up my life..FOR ONCE..if u could achieve wat i have..THEN yes...i would agree...if not...JUZ SHUT THE FUCK UP N LET ME LIVE IN PEACE ...!!..i cant even live my life without u fucking everything up.. so wats the point... ...sumtimes i jus pity u... !!...FOR BEING TO SELF CENTERED N BRAINLESS..!!..juz 2 more years...n i dont need tog ive a fuck bout u...I DONT EVEN NEED TO LOOK AT U EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE ANYMORE..!!..i dont even noe why did i hesitated when i had the chance to leave..!!..i feel so stupid now ....coz of the sympathy i have on u... i mean why should i..u never had it anyway..ugh..!!.. if i could go back...i would never had given up tat chance..!!.. juz let u be alone...WITH NO ONE..!!..juz u...since like tat...U COULD LIVE BETTER.
then i really wan2 noe...how the fuck u leave without ppl helping u... wat u think i m ..ur maid..!!...UGHH..!!..DAMMITT..im supposed to be happy...i got my diploma...i achieved sumting...!!...becoz of u...I DONT FEEL SHIT..!!..becoz of u..!!...for once be happy for me...!!...JUZ ONE TIME..!!..is tat so hard ...??... GAHH

GRADUATED...!!!

guess wat ppl....we r now officials diploma holders...n sooner...we will be degree holderss..!!..my gatss time really pass by damm fast....cant seem to keep tract of all the stuff we did as a batch..!!...had loads of dun with each n everyone of my frenss...to bad it ended so soon...2 years....JUZ LIKE TAT..!!...im very grateful fo have frens like all of u...^^....wish everyone all the best in the future...as for the continuing students..!...WE SHALL FIGHT AGAIN....FOR YEST ANOTHER 2 YEARS TO COME..!!...happy hollss ....^^....to everyone..!!...

its been awhile...

harrloww ppl...^^...its been awhile since ive updated my blogiee....
finals is in 1 day time...24 HOURS..!...my gatss...how scary is tat..!!...
been studin alittle here n there...everywhere...!!..lol....:/... even though we r all superb stress...we still can spend some time HAVING FUN..!!..^^... to bad i cant join them to our last group trip together gether..wel...being the youngest is not so fun huh..:/....well...hope they have fun....:/...n take lots a pic...^^.... i still cant believe tat im in my final term d..!...SO FAST..!!..timereally fly.....well..next year not all of us would be continuing d...:/....hopefully we all still keep in touch...^^...ok tats all..gtg...STUUDDYY..!!....WEEEE...!!!....^^

WHY CANT I FOCUS..!!..

ughh...i need to study lah..!!...always half way...my brain duno go where d..!!...then....go back again..!!..PRO UNTILL..!!..we r having french this Thursday...hopefully everything goes well..I HOPE..!!..n then nest week...oral..then then..the week after...FINALSS OF THE FINALS..!!...i stress i tell u..!!...where to start which one to start..!!...!??!?!?!?!?!??!....hope everything goes well for this particular 3 weekss...plzz lahh...O.o...!!...n to everyone else who is having exams also...ALL THE BEST N LUCKSS...^.^

^.^DESIREE^.^

stressfull timess..!!

MY GATSS...eeeeesss stresss..!!...but still have time to enjoy ...:)...
currently...our new study spot for this term is MYCAFE...tadaaa...!!...
lol..yeaa...duno why...everyone goes there...at least we do...lol...
kinda stress now...STRESS ABOUT EVERYTHING..!!..gaahh
juz got boomed by mommy...ALL THOSE LAST MIN CHANGES...the best part is...
i cant do shit bout it...coz u noe why..??..COZ SHE IS MY MOM..!...=.='
saad case ei...but..owh well..wat to do..
forced to go back to kk...N DO NTH..!!..ughh...JUZ THINKIN BOUT IT..makes me feel BORED already..!!...i cannot imagine wasting my time doin absolutly nth..!!..UGH..!!.. i hate having nth to do..duno where to go..!!..the feeling of sienszzz nezz isss like helll..!!!...but i cant do anything bout it...I REALLY DO HOPE TAT I GET TO COME BACK ASAP..!!..i mean...i still gona go back during CNY wadd..!!...go back so many times..!!...i love my family okaayy..!!..I MISS THEM MUCHIESS...!!..but then...i hate doin nth..!!...wasting my time..!!...ugh..!!i feel tat life is a waste to do nth..!!...i wan2 spend time with frenss tat r no longer continuing their degree..!!...im surely gona miss those times we all joke around...play around..!!...even though there are ups n downs along the way..BUT I STILL ENJOYED EVERY MIN OF IT..!!..
^.^DESIRE^.^

GENESIS...!!!!...:D

wow...I SO MISSS HAVING PRACTICESES..!!...now like dam sad d..lol..its was nice..the whole thing....hehe...loved it...:)...after the event...i lost my voice..hahahahha.... can u imagine...1 WEEK....MAXIMUM 3 STICKS ONLY OWH..!!!....PER DAY LAH...but still...cant eat fry food...cant drink cold stuff...water only..!!!...but then..IT WAS FUN..!!!...I LOVEZZZZ IT..!!!..:)...hehe...im repeating..llol..hahaha...but it ended so soon..:(...oweee wwweelll...ok..back to TERM 6 MODE..!!..OMGG..GAAAHHH..STRESSS TILL..!!

recent stuff

hmm ...let me c...wat can i say....first week of college...im feelin the stress d...=.='....lol...seriously...our last term...WEIRD..!!..gahh...im not sure bout degree...which one to pick...it concerns bout my future...so im afraid...so many things in my mind...dont really noe which one to think first...gahhh...sleepless nites....well no entirely sleepless...mayb slept aroud 5am or 6am...GAHH..=.='... i dont really noe why...but then...my mind kinda wont stops thinking...i should sleep more..lol....i juz duno how to make myself not to think n sleep....i cant..my mind wont listen...it juz keeps on thinking n thinking...so many things...n it all concerns about my studiess...ugh....so jammed up...=.='...i really wosh i had this button to stop it for awhile juz so tat i could rest juz for my nites...haihss...
crazynezz....juz imagine...IMAGINE MY DEGREE YEARSS...gaahh...i mean everyone i noe sayd tat degree would be even more worst...!!!...i hope its not..:(...haih...k lah...tats all for now...tata ppl...will update...soon..lol