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Sunday, August 22, 2010

stressful BUT AWESOME SUNDAY...!!..

helow hellow ppl..!!
hows life doin..??
:)...
WAS SOOO HAPPY THIS MORNING..!!
AS U ALL KNOW....
i juz join my church choir team..
n new recruits usually dont get to go on stage so soon..:)..
I THINK..!!
BUTTTT...!!..
TODAY MY LEADER ASK ME GOO..!!!
I WAS SOOO HAPPY AND NERVOUS ALL AT THE SAME TIME
...!!...when first song started...!...I PANICED ABIT...!!..
coz abit scared lah...first time mah..!!
BUT THEN..!!!
it all went well after the first song..
i think lah..!!
hehe
..!!..
I REALLLYYY HAPPY..!!..HEHEHEHEHHE...>!!!
ok anyway..

gona have my mid term paper next week..!!...
SUPER STRESS NOWW..!!..
mid term n assignemts all at once..!!..
taylors juz like to torture us..
but then...im not complaining..!!..
juz saying...hehe...:)..
wish me luck yea..
PRAY FOR ME..!!..
:)...
ok tats all...
headin to bath now....
then studddyy..!!!!....JENG JENG JENG..!!
^.^LOVES^.^

Monday, August 16, 2010

4.44AM...

heloww...pplz....
im very much awake right now..

ACTUALLY...HALF..!..HAHA..
been a busy week for me...but i now im not alone...:)..
enjoyed my weekend.... loves my saturdays ALOT..!!..coz tats the time i could set
everything aside.... and juz focus on God..:)..

OWH OWH....i finally got through my choir audition d..!!..YAY..!!
OH HAPPY DAY! HAPPY DAY!...
was superbly nervous....SERIOUSLY..!!..
bbuttt...I MADE IT HEHE..!!...
been to my first practice this morning...
it was awesome..!!...:)....cant wait for the next one...:)..
we practiced on the song THANK YOU! by HILLSONG..
I LOVED IT..!!..but then...I LOVE ALL PRAISE AND WORSHIP SONG..!!..HEEE..
keeps me going....:)..

its now ermm.....4.50am...in another 1 or 2 hour or so...
ill be outside my room....making sandwiches...zzzz....
didnt sleep....coz....im afraid that i cant wake up...:)..... this is were coffee does its job..
:)

ok tats all for now..>!!...GTG...!!...BATH.....REFRESH MYSELF..!!..
TATA...:)...loves...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

quote of the day

U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT?
I GIVE U SHIT!

this is how pissed i am..!!

done!..

Saturday, August 7, 2010

actions speaks louder than words...really..??

hey hey awesome readers..:)..hehe..
its a friday night..!!..
N TOMORROW IS GONA BE ANOTHER AWESOME SAT..!
YAY..!!..

about my title..
i juz felt like sometimes this term doesnt work..
SOMETIMES..!!
its hard to act...
it seems like life is a show..
a never ending one..
everyone has a role to act...
n everytime....their role changes..
why cant they juz stick to 1..??..tat hard..??
mayb..??..
i dont agree entirely though..
yes we have different roles....depends on the situation itself..
but..
it should be used in a good manner/way
i guess.. some are juz so used to it..
that they lost their own personalities and juz blend in with the crowd
hey.. im not judging..
im juz giving an opinion...
people who could still keep their own identities and have their own stand are the best..
yes, they have different roles..
but, when they know that its time to stop acting and be themselves ...
they will ....these are awesome ppl...:)..
these are the ones that make the best out of u... tats what i think...:)..
own opinion....so ....no hard feelings..
not judging, dont judge, dont wan2....
coz theres no point...yup..
:)..

wokei ...tats all for now...
finishing up my assignments....starting on another one right after....zzz..
well..tats life right...:)....
full of awesome things...:0...
n each n every one of them are already planned by God....
all we have to do is to go according to His plans..:)....

tata..loves...DESIREE....^.^

Thursday, August 5, 2010

HEY HEY...

heloww ppl..!!.
its been awhile.....as usual lah yea..:)..

hehe..

been busy lately.
VERY actually..
with all the assignments pilling up...due dates....ugh..no sleep..
but then... im not alone... so not complaining..
:)...hehe...

hmmm....wat to talk about..
i have class tomolow..?..haha...lol..
after our training....
finally...
all of us are back again..!!..hee...

random much..?..:)..
i lost my pendrive..
BOTH..

i have so many questions...
but so little answer..
still praying n believing for my breakthrough..
......
i love my frens...coz they always tell me the truth..
well..at least some of them..
those are real frens..:)..
hard to judge...dont wan2 actually..
had a bit of a religion conflict in class today..
dont really noe whether i overreacted or not?..
i guess being curious is a bad thing..??
or mayb not..??...im not sure..
trying my best to keep up with my studies..
my french ...really sucks...not kidding..
as much as i dislike it..
i still have to try my best to understand it..

i think time needs to slow down abit..
its moving to fast...
24hours a day seems so short..!!..
i need more hours..MORE TIME..
but then again..
it does not wait..:/..

well juz have to run n keep up with it..

i love the worship song..NTH IS IMPPOSIBLE..
it really keeps me goin..!!...

cant wait for another awesome service !!..
the place that i could focus..n put my worries aside..
i wish i could read ppls mind...tat would be great..

and I WILL TRY NOT TO WORRY TO MUCH ..!!

wokei..tats all for todays crapping session...!!
untill then...
TTYL..!!..
LOVES..

Monday, July 19, 2010

short n sweet..LOL......(NOT)

hey ppl..
hows life..??..
todays the first day of my uni..
N I ALREADY HAVE LIKE 2 TO 3 ASSIGNMENTS..!...
n tats only for 2 subs...
we have total of ermm....7 or 8 subs..??..
yea.. still chillin..
today was...all jumbled up...
theres the time when i laughed so hard till my stomach cramp ...
n theres times when i tot of my choir audition.... (STRESSES OUT)...
when i didnt heard my phone ring n got 18 missed calls... from sis n bro..
they were super angry...OBVIOUSLY...
n the time when i seriously dont feel like headin home so soon coz
i noe tat ill face them... ( was so tensed up in the car)...
n till now.... im thinking how to start my intership report...
that i need to present in my final term which is
end of this year..
so if i screw it up...IM PRACTICALLY DEAD...
n also the fact that im super tired..
juz feel like hitting the bed without doin anything..
BUT...
the 40 articles that i need to find..... summarize...
then compile it all..INTO 1...
the menu that i need to plan for my kitchen class tomolow...
.......
plz dont get this the rong way..
im not complaining.... i feel greatfull juz to be able to be in uni..
but...sumtimes...i juz need to let it out abit..
n the best way to do it is to blog about it.... :)...
........
GOOD NEWS..??..
class starts at 2pm...:)... ends at 10.30pm...:(..
which means im gona miss one of the special speakers in church...:(..
sad case...ill be blurr...zzzz.....as much as i wan2 skip for it..
but i noe i cant n i wont.... so yea...:)..
well ....SO MANNY WORDS...:)..
heh...so anyway...untill then....

^^DESIRE^^

Sunday, July 18, 2010

slacked from blogging

hellow heloow...:)...
sorry for the lack of updates..
been busy...n back in hometown= no internet at home..
heee..

hmmm...
went back to my hometown....few days ago ...
its been so awesome..
to be able to c my family n frens again...!!..
hee...BUT...i went back for 4 days nia...:(..
owh well...heee...

owh owh..
I JUZ FINISHED MY
FIRST ERM LVL OF BIBBLE STUDY..!!..
YAAAAYYYY...!!..
n now...im joining a ministry ...!!..
CHOIR MINISTRY..
i missed the audition yesterday....:(...
coz im still at my hometown tat time...:(..
so i think im re-scheduled ...!!..
to when..??..IM NOT SURE..
im giving it a week...dont wan2 rush the members...
they r busy ppl to...rite..:)..

im really scared though...
coz im not so sure when is the audition
n afraid tat i panicked then forgot the lyrics...!!!
scary ya noe..
n wat if i sing sing sing ..then...OUT OF TUNE.!!.
naah..tat one sure die..!!..
@.@...

TODAY!!
we had an awesome sermon..
by ..KEITH TAY...!!...awesome..!..
one of the part of his sermon is having the WILLINGNESS
to do something....
SO...i will TRY...not to think to much bout the audition...
n have willingness to go for it anytime...
EVEN IF ITS TOMORROW....
:)...well tats all i guess..
actually there are still alotss to share..
but.. to many words...later..hehe..:)...
so tats all from me...
untill then...WILL UPDATE MORE(hopefully)..
hehe...tata..^.^