I UPDATE WOR..!!

lol...long time didnt update d...guess its cuz im kinda busy...n stuff...I WENT TO THE DENTIST..!!>...SACRY TILL..!!n yeaa...itss sucha llong story lah...been out with coll buddyss...:D...tehee...but not clubbing lah..LOL...tehee...im kinda phobia d...watever i eat also..i scared...n i dont dare to drink sweet n cold drinks anymore...:(...i dont wan2 go back to the dentist..:O....itss.....1.30am now...LOL..tehee...im kiinda ya noe...hahha...im supposed to sleep...tomolow...WORK..!!...aih..!!...oi hope training endss ASAP...!!!....i soo m not enjoying it...:(...im trying to...its juz tat...theres so many things in my mind rite now...duno which one to think first...:/...haih...N GUESS WAT...i only took 2 sticks of ciggie today..!!..:/...hopefully ill stop...ONE DAY...ya noe...sooner or later...u never noe...cz of this dentist phobia i have..:/...i dont even dare to drink to much coffee anymore..:(...haih..!!...tomolow...work...n the only thing i can n would drink rite noe..is...H2O....at room temperature..!!:)...mayb ill loose weight..U NEVER NOE..!!!...:/...teheee...k lah...tata for now...n really sorry if no pics....coz je tres deteste uploading picks on blogss...itss sooo sloww..!!...ANYWAY...NEED TO GO BATH THEN SLEEPS lioa...k lahh..tehee...TATA...

^^DESIRE^^

anger..... one n only thing I cannot control

I'm in the laundry now Lol.....waiting....
Let talk bout anger..... Since I'm bored..lol
I really don't understand..... Like seriously..
I'm trying my very best to control mine....
its very hard to think logically n clearly when ur angry.... n I really hate those situations ....
But I am trying my best... N hope others around me is doin the same too.... Coz I will get angry then others r angry n use me as their Ermm...wat u call tat... Ermm...pillow...?? Lol .... Yea... I will get very frustrated ..... N hope I won't have to face these ppl rite...Lol...Haih.... No comment ppl

CANT SLEEP..!

i cantss believe it ..!...I CANT SLEEP..!!..DAMM...haih..!!..
owhh well..soo...blog luu....hmmm..let me c....i juz watched STAR TREK..!!it was..
i cannt believe im saying this..but..it was NICE..:D....good..!!..:D....n ermm..im kinda into this song....BOOM BOOM POW..!!...BEP..!!>..woo....which makes me wana club even MORE..!!..i wan club wei..!!...:(...so long didnt club d..=.='....ishh....haih.....tomolow..WORK..!...damm...juz thinkin of work makes me sleepy..!...ishh...!!...wat else....owhh..i almosty bought a new dress...ALOMOST....which means i didnt ok..!!...:D...so pround...tehee..lol...but it was PWEETY..:(...haih....owhh well...i can buy better ones in the NEAR future rite..!!...tehee..k lah..noww...I CANT WAIT FOR ANGELS N DEMONS THE MOVIE...to be out..!!..:D..lol...tata for now...:/....
...<3...DESIRE...<3...

OMGG..

my cupboard RUNTUH D..!!...omgg....=.=''...which made me skip gym..!!...AGAIN...!!...second time d..:(...yerr...damm...stupid...then my bro bought another new one...BUTT...ITSS SMALLER..!!...WAYY SMALLER...n also those ...ermm..ya noee....the one u can like put together urself tat one..haha...lol..then...no use..itss sooo tiny ya noe..!!..SOOO TOMOLOW...IM ON A MISSION TO BUY A NEW ONE..!!...butt..i feel bad also lah..i mean...he was nice enough to buy me a new one..:(...but...haih...but but...im still gone use tat one mah...for my formal clothes n kitchen stuff...rite..:/..heee....yerr..i still feel bad lah....buy i cant stand looking at it lah..i cant even look at my clothes...:(...coz its to small...so everything cramp up liao..:(...k lahh hopefully i will get it lah yea...tomolow...:)...tehee...k lah...:D...tata

wat a life..!!

OMGG...so many things happened..!!....TO MANY..!...it juz made my year ever worst..!!...n i think i need SHOPPING...to cure me...:(...yerr....sometimes i noe its my fault but..this time...ITS NOT..!...so why me..??....why ah.....why everytime u wan sumting u never get it..but the one thing that u noe u never wanted juz keep on coming..!!...can sumone save me from thing very complicated crap.....!!...OMGG...haih...later another day of...WORK...!!..well..today is like The day for me....so if everything is still ok..then....ma ok lohh...BUTT....BUTT..if its not...!!>.i will kiss my training bye bye...!!i mean for this one lah..i mean i will change lol..!!...hahaha..k lah need to go d..:(...tata..

dammitt...!!

lol..sory for my tittle...i seriously dont know wat to put...lol....anyway...haih..these few days of work wass....dammmneezz....why..?...may its coz i have nth to do then when i wanted to use my precious time to di sumting else...im ALWAYSS ANNOYED MBY THE PPL THERE...wats rong with them..!!...can they juz leave me alone..!!...n i finish reading my book d...LOL..:D....I M LOVING IT..!!ITSS AWESOME..!!.....its so amazing..!!...sooo...unpredictable...!!....i love it..n im plannig to buy another book also...WRITTEN BY THE SAME AWESOME AUTHOR..!!....WHICH IS......THE AWESOME MAN HIMSELF...DAN BROWN...!!!....i love hiss books...its so amazing how one could rite so well....placing all the point exactly where they should be...soo....complete...soo...perfect..!!...no boredom at all..!!...the the story line...iss..WOW...!!...every single thing is connected...its like a mind turning machine...!!...i makes u think...makes u wonder...n most importantly...!!IT SURPRISES ME..!!ALL THE WAAYY...owhh ya n i have to go work early...DAM DAM EARLY....LIKE 8 AM EARLY..!!...NOT COZ I HAVE TO GO IN KITCHEN...ITS COZZ IM FOLOWING MY BROTHER..!!!...

hmmmm...:D

ok..today wass...great...:D..why..???...cozz..for the first time... C CLUB...i BUSSY..!!WORR..!!

WWUUAAA...!!!...hahaha...at least i get to like ya doe..do sumting instead of juz standing there..!!...my gatss...haha...lol...and...today...break went to times...as usual...:D..then...while i was walking pass the ermm..duno how to say...juzz...sumwhere on 6th floor..can look down to the middle there..haha..anyway..i..WITHOUT INTENTION...NOT KNOWING WAT WAS DOWN THERE...IF I KNEW...I WONT EVEN DARE TO LOOK....BUT IT WAS TO LATE...I SAW IT......its its..its...... A VINCCI...SHOE SALES..!!...OMGGG.....AHHHH..!!..SALE WORR..!!...N N N N ...GOT REBATE SUMORE..:D...YAY...I WAS SOOO..OMGING..COZ COZ..I DONT WAN2 SPEND D MAH...BUTT...i broke the rule...:(...i spent...i bought 2 items...1 flats n one heels..:(...sorry...i noe i noee....:(....i felt so bad after that..but but...i cant help it...its sooo shiny n pweety..!!....:(....i didnt wan2..:(....anyway...yea...bought it..:/.....n i cleaned my room..!!...:D....n n n n....i saw sumting COOL...at tat D.I.Y shop...its a big bag tat is use to vacuum pack like ur clothes n stuff..!!...sooo...WITH MUCH AMAZMENT..!!...I BOUGHT IT..!!...n its usefull ok...i kinda took all the clothes tat i dont wear anymore n vacuum pack it...IT WAS SO FUN..:D.....hahhaa...lol.....!!...then...i did sumting...well actuelly i copied from sumone lah...tat person took picture of all her heels n posted it on fb...soo....i guess...i would be fun if i did the same thing too..!!...since i dont noe how many i have..LOL..HAHA...okok....heres the pic..!!...muazzz....loveesss..!!!!

TOTAL..??....14 PAIRS..!!!...:D....TEHEE...

^.^DESIRE^.^

tres tres AMUSANT..!!...JE NE SAIS PAS..!!!....hahahahha...

ahhaha...okok...sumting very very funny juz happened...ok..i was about to sleep rite..then...suddently my bro call me n say he reach home d n he forgot his keys...so i had to go open the gate for him lohh..then then rite...cozz my air con like duno why so dam hot lohh...then..when he got out from the car i asked him to ask ppl to fix it lah..coz its dam hot...ONE MONTH D..!!...then when i look at my air con...ermm..the thingy...ya noe the box with the fan...i forogt wats i call...the one outside the house tat one..ahaha..i realised tat the fans not even running..!!!...n the funny thing is..my air con in on..!!....omgg..!!...soo...my bro was like..where is ur control...so he went in to my room..then i gave him the remote lah..then..he was like....OMGGG......OF COZ NOT COLD LAH....U GO SET IT AT "HEAT".....=.='....I WAS LIKE...WWTTTFFF...!!!!...OMGG...AFTER ONE MONTH OF SUFFERING..!!!...it was all the controls fault..!!...n the fact tat i woke up 3am this morning coz...cannot tahan d..so i tot coz the air con long time didnt clean d...so i go clean it...IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NITE..!!...DAMMIT...LOL...funny till..!!!.....ahahaha....lol...k lahh..im back to sleeps d...lol..HAHHAHA...OKOK...TATA...:D..
^.^DESIRE^.^

funny funny....

juz came back from gym..:D..heee...then after tat i go eat dinner..lol...hahahha...the half way through rite....i heard a very very loud bang ...wondering wats tat...lol....hahaha...anyway...
its funny rite...how small little things could make u so happy...then...u wonder...wats so amusing..??...why does this small little thing juz made ur day...sumting tat u think u dont really bother ....but actuelly...it means so much to u...THAT small little thing...juzz made me happy...it juz made my day...:D..im not entirely jumping with joy...haha..but..i juzz feel better..at least there is sumting tat could cheer me up from this years bad bad luck..lol...no one really wonders...those small things they do..could make u feel soo...relieved...soo...alive...:D...n u cant thank them for doin tat..coz...it will juz make u look funny n lame..haha...cozz...they never thought that the things they do means so much to u..:D...im loving my frens...:D..coz ...they always remind me that..no matter how hard life could be...u still have to move on....:/...living life to the fullest..!!...:D...thats wat im trying to do now...:D...not to complain ..but to accept...not to run from it..but to face it...:D...hope i suceed in this...n hope tat once in a while...that small little thing could happend...juz to cheer me up...:D...
^.^DESIRE^.^

MY MC..!!..AHAHAHHA..

heloww helooww again..!!..
ok today...i kinda lazy wan go work...tehee..soo...i ma mc lohh...:D>.
heee...since i have nth to do also wad if i go..soo..yea..hehe..
now currently ...m lazzziinggg...hehe...so i blogg luu...i still cant get over the zara sales.!!..
i mean of the management..!...gosh..!!...anywayss....yeaa..later m goin to gym...n i figure out a way to control my shopping madness..!!...is to go gym whenever i feel like i wan to shop..:D...
why gym..??..why not juz stay at home..??
BECOZZ....------->
-IN GYM I HAVE NTH TO BUY..:D...BUT..IF IM AT HOME...I CAN GO ONLINE N VIEW THOSE BLOGS ...WITH NICE PPWEETY CLOTHES..!!..
-I GET TO LOOSE WEIGHT...BUT IF AT HOME....IL END UP EATING..!!..

so yea..hahha..tats y...LOL....i think i ate alots of choco these few days...cozz my bro juzz came back from AUS..!!...n he bought choco..LOTSS N LOTCC OF CHOCO..!!....YUMMY...fatss..!!!!>..nooooo..!!>...i think i cannot eat anymore...or ill GAIN WEIGHT..!!..n..m not looking foward to tomolow...=.='......coz its another boring day at work..!..TATS Y..!!..gosh..!!...k lah..i wan go watch movie d..lol...tata...:D..
^.^DESURE^.^