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Monday, December 27, 2010

Never be expectant

How to not let yourself down ...??
Don't be expectant .....

C'est tout !

Updates soon .....;)

Anywho .... Happy holidays :)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

THOUGHT OF THE DAY!!

THE THINGS THAT MAKES ME SO HATE MY OWN COUNTRY..!!
STUPID UNCIVILIZED BASTARDS... THAT HAVE NO BRAINS NOR KNOW WHAT IS
MANNERS SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD..!!!

AND YES I AM SUPER PISSED BECAUSE IM CAPSING EVERYTHING...!!!!

anyway...
having finals ..
the only reason why i updated is because im toO pissed and dont feel like
throwing it to anyone....so i decided to post it up here..!!!..
listen Malaysian..!!....n that includes myself....
does not mean u have a dark brown skin u win..!!...
i guess equalized rights are just plain BULLSHIT....
try living off all ur pitiful money given by ur lovely daddy fron the G.O.V...
maybe then u know what is real hard work..!!!
IM NOT RACIST....NOT TO ALL..!!...i love malaysians...
its the minority that makes me hate the whole picture....!!!

thats all for now.....

PS: dont be mad and or pissed by this post....as i mentioned....i wasn't referring to all... if u dont understand...then im sorry ur ****...

(NOT IN A GOOD MOOD)

LOVES,
desiree...:)

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

love me..??...love me not..??...

LOL...sorry for the title..didnt noe what to put...

anyway, hows life?
my finals is in 3 weeks time...hopefully everything goes well..
wont be attending church this week...having coffee class..:(....
that means no...*******...hahahha...LOL..!!...

im gona share sumthing today,
the fact that everyone is different, why are we still comparing then...??
the word KIASU ....written all over it!..LOL..but then again...if we r not kiasu then everything in life would just be a failure. i always wonder, why some people could juz live their life as if its pointless and meaningless..??..why do they never think of the consequences before actually saying or doing something? it reaches to the point where its pointless to actually try telling them everything means something and is as important.
but then again who am i to judge?...
let me ask u this, if people start to ignore u? what would u think... u would think that something is wrong sumwhere and u would try to find out what is it so that it could be solved right? ........ well if ur answer is no to that question... then...
u are that someone...
never ignore a problem and think that it would just disappear...HELLOW!!..
reality check.... what world are u living in?

well, please do not be offended by my post, this is all my own perspective on seeing and dealing with stuff.... and again.. everyone is different..:)....

well that all for today....wish me luck for me FINALS yea.....

hehe.....kbye!!..

loves...DESIREE

Thursday, November 18, 2010

UPDATED..!!...woots..!!..

hehe...hellow people!!
its has been so long since ive updated my poor bloggie..!!
so here i am doing so..!!..LOL!!

anyway, had an awesome week. AND! i am broke..!..FOR NOW.>!
T.T... shouldn't have went for the ZARA sales..!!..S.H.I.T..!!..
im dragging my way untill next week for my next erm.."income statement"
LOL from my parents that is!!...hehe....

FINALS is in 4 weeks!!..N I DONT FEEL SHIT!
i dont really know why actually. soon maybe?

attended STATE OF THE ART KL!!
it was awesome. glt to watch HARITH ISKANDAR PERFORM A LIVE STAND UP COMEDY..!!
he was so hilarious !!... i practically wanted to literally ROFL....hahah...
seriously man! of course the other Speakers were also awesome..!!.
we had Daphne iking , niki chung, paul moss and the yoyo guy and a few more that i forgot..hehe..:)... it was an awesome event!...

after that went to hang with my eldest sis:) ... its been awhile since i saw her:)
we went to OLE OLE BALI for dinner (DINNER WAS ON HER)...hehe...it was yummay!!
talked alot!!..then went to a watch a movie ...the unstoppable ...it was awesome.!!
hehe....gona have CG outing tomorrow night right after class.!!..gona be a superbly busy week for me!!... so will try to update with more pitures kay!..hehe
i noe only words are boring!!...:)..hehe...k lah...c ya people....

MUAHH!!.

loves...DESIREE

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

thoughts of the ermm night..??

lol...hey lovely people...
try to ignore my previous post...
was just being lame..hehe

its been awhile since ived updates,
been busy lah.>!!..hehe...
so hows life..??...

i always wonder...
why am i easily bored..??
im still wondering....first im very cusious....
then...when i found out...its nth special...i tend to sidetrack
ABIT!!...im still trying to change that... really..!!

anywho....
while i was driving....as usual hehe....
i i suddenly thought of how i wish i could have my driving license and
be free..!!..no need to depend on my parents anymore...
but now, guess what...??
im doing it.. and the feeling is mutual ...
to think that i thought it would be like so awesome..!!..
n now.. its juz... well... i wish that my parents could drive me around..
i miss them loads...
seriously...
as a normal human being ..... wants are never fulfilled....!! EVER
at first u want this...n when u finally got it.... !!!
u ask urself...so whats next..??..
hmm....
well.... its almost been a year since i went back to my hometown....
i miss being so close to the beach..!!..
really feel like going back for a few days juz to chill and relax...
:)...but then... i still have to face the fact that it wouldn't happen anytime soon..:(
owh well...:)....
ps : im finding sumting...OR someone...interesting enough buahahahhahahahahahaha
JK LAH....studies are more important NOW..!!!..
hehe...maybe...:/...

wokei...thats all..and please excuse my typo-ness...
try to get use to it yea...!!..:)..hehe...MUAZZZZ..!!!..

LOVES

DESIREE.....TEHEE

Where....

Where r u ...??
Appear now .....!!!

Monday, November 1, 2010

the word is humble.

hey hey people..!!..
how have u all been!!..
ive been busy working as usual...:)...
anywayzz..i having this great idea on my bloggieee...
n its has nothing to do with changing mt theme...ILOVEIT
hehe..:)...its cute and meaningful ..in a way..:)

ANYWAY!..
have u all ever ask u think question?
how high is ur E.G.O lvl..??
can u loose?. is your pride so important that even the ones around you
feel irritated?
people, try asking urself this question..
N NO CHEATING!!...its between u n God
how high is your pride lvl?
can u bare if its lower?
does it have to be only you?

think about it, its a random thought..BUT
try it, i COULD make a difference :)

anyway, im super tired now...juz came back from work!!
super sleepy, hehe..NITEYSSS

LOVEZZ

DESIREE:)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

on my mind........

soon enough....
this group would be non existence ...
it would be nothing but "history"..
how did it end..?......
no one will realize it....
unless they were part of it...
mayb some people would question....

it is now...slowly fading away....
is it really not important..??
then why creating it at the first place...??
just because its a tradition..??
so every organization have to follow...

its now a routine .....
as much as i dont want it to happen....
fact is.... it is happening....
should i be discouraged now..!??!?
please enlighten me....

(FYI - THIS IS JUST WHAT I PERSONALLY THINK....NTH MORE)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

TIRED

hey people, its 1.28am... i juz came back from work..:/..
abit tiring, i cant wait till my trip to france!!:)..
thats my reward for all this hard work....:)

need to finish up my assgnments before i die...LOL..!!
TODAY!!..
we had this lecturer, he lectures economical tourism, or something like that.
he is so lame i can die! its the annoying lame,NOT the funny lame!!....
im serious...!!....owh n his Philippino !!!which mean!!...his slang is jus hilarious !!!!....hehe...but then i didnt laugh right at is face lah..hehe..:)..

ok..anyways....will update soon enough KAY!!....muaxx..

niteys,
DESIREE

Friday, October 8, 2010

u have wifive...??..hahahahhaa....

hey hey people:)..,,
its been like a few days since ive updated my bloggie, its not that long kay!
been busy with work,TIS, and everything else. im loving the busyness though,:) i dont really know why:). i find it better thant stoning and doing nothing!...:)
its tiring but fun..:) . starting my classes next week:/.. i cant attend my church wide prayer meeting. have class on tuesday night:(.. owh well..:)...

owh owh, about my status. i know this is mean, but a customer actually asked me this, excuse me, here have wifive? i wanted to LOL!!!!...BUT ..cannot so mean kay!
hehe.. anyway, gona sleep early today. super tired now, gona practice on my songs tomorrow, hehe..:)

owh owh!!!! N GOT THIS GIANT BRUISE ON MY LEFT ARM..!!!..so ugly, n i dont know how or when i got it!....@.@....i know..hehe..:)...BTW....gtg now..:)...

tatas people!,

PS : will try to update more kay:)... hehe ....

niteys, DESIREE...C:

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

stary stary bucks....

hey there my beloved readers...:)...

quite busy with work lately! hehe, but im all good. really enjoying it! seriously
even though i need to buzz tables its still fun, its because, I GET TO MEET PEOPLE!^.^.. YAIY...!!!...

even though its only been 2 days, but these 2 days was awesome! so many things to learn! come and visit me yea..!!!...^.^....stary stary bucks lakeside!...teheee....
vocering morning shift tomorrow, so need to sleep early!!..

OWH OWH OWH.!!...guess what!
I CLEANED MY ROOM..!!..MY ENTIRE ROOM..!!..is clean, re-organized, and AWESOMECIFIED !!
wanted to take a before after pic, but then...buahahahhhahaha....naahh.....teheee..

owh and i need to clarify something regarding on my previous post, dont be offended to anyone out there that follows my blogpost k... its juz my way of felling better and move on, because i cant really say or share it to anyone directly, if weird and hard..LOL..:).... but then please please dont think to much or anything kay, its only a post, nth more than that....:)...hehe

anywho, i need to bath now...hue hue hue!!....until then!

LOVES,
DESIREE.................C:

Sunday, October 3, 2010

expectations are disappointing..??...yes r no..??..

hellow people, hows your days treating you?good? mine was fine, i guess.
i wana talk about how we always have this expectation on people, we always assume that "owh this person is this and that" , but when our assumption are backfired, as in not what we had in mind. we tend to get very disappointed.but are we supposed to just not have any expectation on people? is that even possible? i dont know, but for me. i cant, i cannot have no expectations, thats just pure weird. and another point, should we judge by the one mistake? can we? . i dont think so right? i mean, no one in this entire world is perfect. what one assume does not mean that its really like that.it could be the other way around or something. i mean , yea. but sometimes you get so disappointed that you just dont know what to think anymore. i guess sometimes expectations are just set to high, that when it didnt turn out as expected the disappointing torture just keeps pouring on and on and on! owh well, life is like school, we are always learning. :) filled with knowledge everyday.:)..

well, thats all about my post today, the journey continues LOL!!... disappointing

owh in on my break now..:) only for a week though but im more than happy..
at least i have a break, gona start working soon , mayb next week .
really need to train myself to save instead of spend..YUP YUP..:)

ok thats all for today:)

loves,
DESIREE

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

random

how to avoid someone that is super hard to avoid?
answers anyone..!??!...im lost

Monday, September 27, 2010

TODAY today i live for one thing..!..

I CUT MY HAIR D!!...CAN U SEE THE DIFFERENCE..?!?!?!...@.@...




hey people:)
how life? I've been very busy lately, finals is in another 2 days time.!!
superbly nervous, anxious, scared and everything in between!
then again, if everything is easy, then wheres the challenge?LOL!

been out for the whole day! so tired!
basically, i didn't really study today! LOL!
but at least i served for 2 service today! feels awesome!..^.^..

hmm, i know this is random. but i feel like posting my
'random thoughts of the day' again! hehe..
but then this one would be definitely different!

ok so here goes, 'random thoughts of the day' part 2:

today as i was driving, as usual ! hehe..:) i thought of something again!
I find that our society are getting more and more 'fake', if i could use that word.
this is because,hmm. ok this is hard to explain. well lets say, ok lets use FRUITS!
as an example, a watermelon may look super pretty, tasty, YUMMY, juicy, FRESH! on the outside . but you would never really know its real content until you actually purchased it. You see, its the lame thing that really gets me sometimes. it that right after i purchased it, thinking that i made a right move just to find out that the watermelon is actually all yucky on the inside!
am i getting to complicated? im sorry im trying my best to put it all into worlds.
well, its right after that one mistake that makes you erm.. melon-phobic .
its like after that, it makes you doubt your own instincts. even though its only a fruit, but still , you used your time and effort to try to get the best out of the bunch so that at the end of the day you know that its all worth you time standing at the stall picking. but just to realised that its not the right one.
(mind you, im not talking bout BGR)..=.='...

but then this applies to almost everything, the choices that we make determines where we are and where we are going to be and how far we can go. Can you imagine, just one wrong move then its bye bye future. this also applies to friend, dont get me wrong, im not saying that we should pick our friends. But its a choice! to you this bunch of friends may really be cool and all, but then by the end of the day, u realised that they dont get you far. friends are supposed to encourage, tell you your mistake and celebrates your achievements with you and accept change.NOT, in a 'fake' way. Owh and this applies to choosing a right partner! too! hehe..^.^...(CAN YOU IMAGINE IF YOU CHOOSE THE WRONG ONE!..SIAU LEH!..:)...anywayzz..
my point is, think carefully before a choice is make, because once its done, then its done!...

well , i dont really know why i posted up this random post. but yea, just wants to share something useful for my readers:)

owh and the post above is all based on my own opinion and perspective in/of life yea:)

owh and here are some cam-whoring pictures i took
(leson for this : never every leave me and an IPHONE 4,the cam is awesome! and the resolution is just amazing!)

ENJOY





hehe mind you, IPHONE 4 cam is awesome. its my phone..hehe..:)...

ok, thats all for now..:) its going to be an awesome week ahead!

LOVES,
DESIREE

Thursday, September 23, 2010

hellow..:)....

hey hey people...:)..
how was your weekend?
good?..

mine was awesome as usual:), n its friday again! which means!!!!
saturday is near and sunday is coming real soon!..HAHAHAHA...:)..
cant wait for service!..the only place i could leave everything aside..:)...
finals starting next week, super anxious !... n scared!!...so far my mid sem marks did not show good results..!!...especially my FRENCH..!!..ugh...dont get me rong, i love the language juz dislikes learning it!...its a pain man..:(....
ahhh......cant wait till finals is totally over!!....seriously..!!..:)...
ok, need to go get my beauty sleep now..:)...niteys people..:)...

LOVES,
DESIREE

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Thoughts Of The Day!

hey hey PEEPS.!!..
just another rather random post!

i thought of something while i was heading back home from pyramid...
its about improving or controlling your anger..:)

well this is what i thought:
mastering the ways to control our anger/emotions is like
mastering in singing, which is by improving your vocal cords.(own opinions)
you see, from what i think. the best way for you to improve your vocal cords is by
stretching you voice to the next level even thought it feels like your literally
killing your throat! in another sense it means we have to challenge ourselves to
go over the top! go over what we think is our maximum level!(still talking about singing)...:)....

well, i think its the same, on how or ways we control our anger. if you never tested yourselves or never been challenged before, then you would never know what is your tolerance level.Dont you think so? your level of tolerance is always stretched or challenged when you think something is just not right! but as time pass, you slowly could tell the difference on how you easily just throw you temper out to people in the past and how you have improved throughout the years. Dont you ever wonder? when you look back at your past on what you have achieved? then realize the HUGE difference?

i find it even more interesting when you realized that the people in you past that you kept your grudge on, the people that just made you feel like your just to dumb to live are actually the people that made you what you are today.

AMAZING HUH?!?!...^.^.....and i know its random OKAY!!...
okay, finally i blogged it out, now its time for me to sleep early.!!..
interview tomorrow! hopefully i get the job yea:)...
P.R.A.Y....for me please please people:)..
okay, tata for now...:)...

LOVES,

^.^DESIREE^.^

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Lameness

I shall not let my anger cover n take over me ....
No no no no no no ......

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

absorb and utilize....

hellow ppl...^.^...
hows studies..??..work..??..hols.??..
mine is ..hmm...great..:)...
went out with ma peeps yesterday...:)...
it was fun...:)...talked alot...
abot everything tat is anything...!!..:)..
wanted to go meeples....
(its a board game cafe)
its awesome..but sad thing is..
we didnt noe that they are close on mondays...
so, we ended up didnt noe where to go!..
so we ended up going to oldtown near Empire:)...
then after that we went for desserts at KTZ....:)..
yea..it was fun...:)

and i really need to stop drinking cold stuff and eating spicy and fried food..!
my cough is haunting me again..:(..
and i need to keep my voice pretty...:(..
if not then i cant serve for choir and i cant
sing for my acapella team..:(..
i shall stop N.O.W...hehehe...:)...
yea ...i gave myself excuses...hehe..:)..

anyway....slept quite late yesterday...
4am or so..?...sumwhere around there....@.@..
wasnt sleepy.... n plus a fren was challenging me with french...hahaha...
not challenging lah..... teaching...in a way..:)..
hehe...:)...
owh owh n guess wat time i woke up..
sis woke me up at around 7 sumting...
coz i need to send her to uni..
then after sending her..
i went back home n ..SLEEP..!!..
then when i woke up again...
i was so shocked tat it was 3.30pm already..!!!....@.@...
L.A.M.E...!!..yea...
owh n i ate pancakes..:)..hehe..
cant wait for this wed..!!..going to TAO@ sunway Giza...
BROTHERS BIRTHDAY..!!..
^.^...its gona be great...:)...
ok tats all for now....need to start on my assignment soon..:)..
tata...

^.^DESIREE^.^

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Sunny Sunny Sunday...!!.....^.^


helooww lovely ppl...:)..
hows ur sunday..:)...
MINE WAS AWESOME..!!!..
hehe...
let me see..
served in choir today..!!.
it was awesome ....AS USUAL ..!!..
we had out very own KEITH preaching to us this week...!!..
life changing sermon..:)...

watched Pst Kevin Loo preaching LIVE..!!!..
all the way from C3 church Oxford falls...!!..
so proud of him man..!!..
here is the Man of God ...!!...^.^...



after that i took a LLLOOONNNGGG nap..:)...
hehe...it was an awesome one..!!..
my D.R.E.A.M....!!..was awesome..
so didnt wan2 wake up n jus keep on dreaming n dreaming..!!
BUT THEN...!!..
i have to eat..n stuff to do..!!..
leave the dream for later...HEHEHEEEEEEEEEE...
^.^....
goin to bath soon....^.^
then for my late dinner...its aproxly erm ... 11.15pm...!!..
LOL...ok tata ppl...^.^...heee...

LOVESSS
^.^DESIREE^.^

Saturday, September 11, 2010

awesome day..:)...



helloww hellow ppl...:)..
hows life...:)..hehe..
been out the whole day with my broth
er(its been so long)..Zzz...
hmmm let
me c...
had breakfast at kuchai lama ....!!!...
we had DIM SUM..!!..yum yum..hehe...didnt take pic of it..
coz we tats our usual dim sum spot..:)..
hehe..
then after that..we went to pavilion...:)..
walked awhile...then ..
watched movie...
then i finally get to try mdm kuans..!!..
lol....its ok..:/...
abit overrated i think..
..zz....
owh i watched resident evil..!!..
TADAA..!!..


its was awesome..:)...cant wait for the next one !!..:)...
its 12.49am now..
need to sleep early...!!...
IM MAKING PANCAKES TOMORROW FOR BREAKFAST..!!.
YAY..!!..^.^....
so i need to wake up early tomorrow....:)...
tomorrow's gona be an awesome day..!!...
tata pplz..!!..:)...
niteyss..

^.^DESIREE^.^

12:06am...

hellow ppl...
sorry for the lame tittle...i seriously have no clue wat to put...
so i have decided to name my random updates according to the time..hehe....
anyway....i didnt get to jog today...:(...
bcoz halfway through...it started to pour...:(....
i had to run back inside ....zzzz..
but then..i get to play with skipping rope..hehe..:).
fully utilizing whatever i have:)
since im bored..
my lazin mood is still on for now..:/..
hehe..

owh owh..n i bought this pancake mix..
as a culinary based student..
i feel ashamed...!!...
but then..i have my reasons..
theres a joke behind it..hahaha...
my point stated(not)...:).
anyway..i shall wake up early(MAYB)..
tomorrow to cook my PANCAKE.!!...
then mayb ill go out n but some other stuff to cook..
since im bored...
mayb i should bake SCONES..!!!..
or or or...MUFFINS..!!..
or CHOCO CAKE..!!..WITH CHOCO ICING..!!
then for my starter..ill make ...
CHOWDER!!...
then for my main course i shall cook...ermm...
pan seared salmon with leak sauce...with
potato gratin..!!..:)..
YUMM YUUMM...!!..
^.^....hehe...

owh n i wana share this...
im planing to get a BB..!!!...bold 2...
asking a fren to buy for me from the STATES..!!..
cheaper..:)....so now im desperately hunting for a job...
not planing to ask mommy for it..:)..
NEED TO LEARN !!..
how to S.A.V.E....!!..
:)...hehe...so tats all for now...:)...
hugss..

niteyss....
^.^DESIREE^.^

Friday, September 10, 2010

Faith Booster - Lyttleton, Christchurch






this is the video i mentioned..hehe..:P

heloow...

hey hey...:)..
hows life been treating u?...:)..
juz finish podcasting..:)..
Pst Phil Pringle is AWESOME..!!..
its erm...3.48pm now..
n i obviously duno wat to write...hmmmm
im heading for a sweet jogging session later..:)....
i still have not start with my assignments n studies yet..:(....
will start soon..enough....hehe....
AND im still trying to wake up early..
but first i have to actually sleep early..!!..
ARGGHH..!!!..
its not tat easy to sleep early ..
when ur used to sleeping sooo late...:/..hehe
owh n im trying to post this video in my blog....still trying to figure it out..
hehe..never post up vidoes before..so yea...:)....
tats all for now...need to get ready for my JOG..!!..

LOVESS

^.^DESIREE^.^

Thursday, September 9, 2010

heyy ppl...

hey...
juz got back..:)...been out...almost for the whole day...:/..
finally...MY HOLIDAY OFFICIALLY STARTS TODAY..!!!
YAIY..!!
:)...

i've come up with a list...of "TO DO'S "
:)...HERE IT GOES..
1- finish up my assignments
2 - study for finals...
3 - jog everyday..(trying)
4 - serve and sing better
5 - memorize lyrics better..:)..
6 - try to use as little as possible...
(and above all PRAY MORE!!!!)

yup...random....i juz tot of this actually....hahahahha..!!!
i shall try to achieve....this all in a weeks time..
the jogging one ill try my very best...haahaha...
owh owh...n WAKE UP EARLY..!!.
even though its holiday....:)..
so ....!!...its late now...i need to sleep..get my rest...:)..
I CAN ACHIEVE IT MAN..!!!
:)....as i always say...
NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE..!!..

lovess..
^.^DESIREE^.^

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

thoughts......:/..

hey my beloved readers..:)..
juz came back from CWPM..!!..
it was awesome.....:)..
having flu and cough now...ugh...lamenesss..
thank God my holls starting soon...:/...
hehe..
anywayss....
i juz realised something...
the fren tat kept on msg me on fb ......
is another person...hahahahha..
LAMENESSS.
lol...anyway..random..
btw..

i got hit by something very erm...
i dont really know to put or express it in words..
ill try my best..
i find it very disturbing and it pisses me off seriously...
when people like to bring back the past and nag about it..
i dont get why they cant leave it aside.
i dont need anyone reminding me about my bad past..
or my past rong doings...
but then...im very thank full tat i have God to guide me through
my anger everytime im about to blow up...
i find it very hard to accept...
i dont like to be compared..
n it really disturbs me alot when someone mention about my past..
i seriously dont need the whole world to noe..
i guess people juz need to learn from their mistakes huh..
:/.....
i was super pissed today...
i felt like walking out of class at tat moment..
it juz hit me in my face tat i wasnt ready to accept or face it..
but..
im learning to control my anger ..
still trying very hard not to show it bout..
but its a challenge for me..
:)...
but then...
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE...!!..
:)..
Im still in the learning process..
so yea..
tats all for now i guess..
for now...
im heading to bed..
super tired...:)..
WOKEI....NITEYSS...PPL...:)...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

suunnndddaaaayyyyy...

heyy ppl..:)
hows your sunday treating u..??..:)..
so far im enjoying mine..!!..TATS RIGHT..!!.
:)...

let me c....
went for practice this morning, it was great..:)..
i love serving....
even though i juz started...
im loving it already..
there is a difference..
duno how to explain...:).
sermon as G.R.E.A.T...as usual ..!!..
:)...
thought of the day:
dont let your past bother you to much and hold you back.
always remember, our Lord and Saviour has already healed us
:)..... they are juz memories for us to learn from
let us all be an agent of restoration for God..:).....^.^

muaaxxx...:).....lovezz..

^.^DESIRE^.^

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

harrloowww

heeyyss ppl...!!..
:)...
its the end of MERDEKA day ...
tats right..:)

anyway...:)..
i juz watched this clip from youtube...
ITS SOOOO LAME N DISTURBING ..!!..
SERIOUSLY..
its about this lady throwing PUPPIES..
into the river...FOR FUN..!!!
those cute little puppies ..!!.
POOR THING...!!!.
seriouslly..!!!>.
:(....

i regretted watching tat clip
its like .... who would ever tot of doin such thing....RIGHTT..!!.
:(....

im left with ermm...4 hours of sleep..still thinking whether i should sleep or not
but then..this time..its my fault...:/...if i didnt go out..
then ....i would have more time to sleep..
so yea...I NOE I NOE..!!..
:/...
anyway...hehe....goin off soon....
ive got stuff to do...
n putting all other tots away from my head..

yup....n seriously wan2 thank a fren for telling me n guiding me..:)..
in stuff ..hehehe....*stuff*..
the truth is harsh..but...its good..:)..
n sincere ...

ANYWAY...GTG..
niteyss.

^.^DESIREE^.^

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

goooodddiieee moorrnniiieee...:)

hellooww ppl..:)..
todays is MERDEKA day..!!
tats right..!!..
:)....
53 years..!!...COOL RIGHT..:)...

ANYWAY..HAHAHAHHA...
how"s ur day doin..??
:)..
i juz tot of sumting to right ....
:)..
these past few month really made me think of alot of things..
seriously...APART FROM MY STUDIES ...tat is..
is tat ones personality will show when u really open up ur eyes..
like serious..
didnt noe i took tat long for me to realized it ...:/..
well..now i noe....:)..
i will definitely cherish those that are true n
BLESS those who r juz trying to hard..
hey im not judging.....dont want to..
juz a simple comment .....or yea..

ANYWAY(again)
I JUST WOKE UP..!!
hehehe...super hyped now..:0..duno why..
im not hungry yet...so yea..
so instead of eating...IM GONA DO...
MY ASSIGNMENT..!!...
YEA TATS RIGHT..!!..
:)
hehe....ok tats all for now ppl...:)..
have an awesome holiday....
^.^LOVES^.^

Saturday, August 28, 2010

yellooww blueee purple....

helloo helloowww ppl...:)..
juz came back from my church's midnight prayer meeting..
IT WAS...A.W.E.S.O.M.E...!!..
YEA TATS RIGHT..
i went churching..hehehe...:)..

feels great..EVERYTIME..!!.
cant wait till tomorrow's service..
we re having PS ED SILVOSO..!!
he is from italy...:)... Italian yoo..!...
cant wait..@.@..heeeeee

owh n about today..!!..hmm...
let me c...
i slept till 1pm..!!!...
how cool is tat..!!!..its been so long man..!!
i finally got more than 4-5 hours of sleep..!!..
so happy..hehe...:)...
so after that..wokei up n send my sis to church..then
bought food...n guess wat..
right after my brunch ....
I WENT BACK TO SLEEP..!!.
i feel like a pig hahahahah...:)..
im sleepy now...must be my med..
owh im sick btw..
been coughing for about 2 weeks now...finally had time to c doc...
heh.....n apparently im experiencing cough allergy...
lol...no idea wats tat....but yea....:)...
im really sleepy now..
heading to bed soon..:)..
hehe..
tats all...:)

^.^LOVEZZ^.^

Thursday, August 26, 2010

bittersweet....

HEEYY..!!...lovely readers..!!!
hows uni..??..work..??..holidays..??
:)

had my FnB theory paper this morning...almost died..!!!
UGH...hopefully i scored..!!!..GRRR...!!
anyway...somting very embarrassing happened today..!!!UGHH...!!
10mins before my paper....my brain suddently died..!!
nth was inside...ITS LIKE...
I TREID TO REVISE WITHOUT MY NOTES..
BUT NTH CAME OUT..
my mind was like a newly formated com..!!!
I WAS SOO STRESSED..!!!
plus tat embarrassment...
i practically turned brain dead for a few seconds...!!!
grr....didnt sleep last night...was to scared to sleep..
n im not sleeping later also.....same case...FEAR ...!!
so many wat if's ..!!..

ive been awake for more than 24hours already...
n still counting...
im gona die on my bed tmolow...right after my last paper..!!...FOR THIS WEEK..
after that meeting n CG....

owh..did i mention how awesome REDBULL is..!!
KEEPS U AWAKE...
its like human petrol..
fill it in ur system...u would be wide awake...
when its reaching empty....
u refill it again...:)...
redbull is awesome...:)...

nway...hehe...juz came back from my study session....
FRENCH..!!!....@.@..
scary....complicated.....frustrating.....
i feel like sleeeping now..but i cant..!!..need to study..!!!..
im breaking my own record...of not sleping for 2 days..!!!...
:)...hehe.....
ok tats all for todays random stuff....
hehe..heading to bath n freshen up..then study..!!..YAY...!!!

KK....tata pplzzzz...

^.^LOVES^.^

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

5.03am...!!!

hellow ppl..
have i ever told u all tat i LOVE REDBULL..!!
IM HYPE UP NOW..!!
juz drank my second can of redbull..YAY..!!!
im soooo scared...i dont think im gona sleep tomoloow tooo
U NOE WHY..!!!
coz french n applied science is on...BACK TO BACK...
ASI MENTIONED...!!

hopefully my body can wit-stand it..!!
I NOE I CAN..
NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE...!!!
YEA MAN..!!!
N NOW IM TALKING TO MYSELF...
IM WEIRD HUH..!!

dont mind me...im juz releasing stress..
juz tot of a VERY LAME JOKE...

OKOK..
HERE IT GOES..
WHAT DID THE PEANUTBUTTER SAID TO THE BREAD
.......
....................
...............................
.....................................
I PRONOUNCE U HUSBAND N WIFE..!!!
YAY..!!
GET IT...GET IT...:)..
hahahaha

ok back to my books...TATA...!!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

YOU LIFTED MY OUT..!!...^.^

You turned my way
You heard my cry
You turned my mourning into shouting
Sorrow may last for a night
But with the light I am seeing
I am singing

You lifted me out
You lifted me out
And set me dancing, dancing
Free, now I am free
Your love rescued me
Now it's the anthem I'm singing

Many will see
Many will hear
And find You strong enough to save
Many the wonders You have done
Your light has come, I am singing
I am singing

Lost is where You found me
Shattered and frail
But You love me still
Trouble may surround me
My heart may fail
But You never will
You never will

YAY..>!!

Monday, August 23, 2010

every bitter start has a sweet end..:)

helooww..lovely people..!!
:):):)
been busy as usual....
this week is crazy...!!!
had assessment juz now...it was great..!!...:)..YAY..!!..
but the... tomolow i have a "on the spot assignment"
is u can call tat...:)..lol....
then after than wed i have
FnB paper.... presentation.....
but none of the above can compare to THURSDAY..
FRENCH AND APPLIED SCIENCE..
the best part is....THERE IS NO BREAK IN BETWEEN
2 PAPER BACK TO BACK...
how awesome is tat...!!..
praying realy hard that i could survive this week..
asked sis to get free redbull for me...
need to survive on it...dont think i will sleep so early..or even sleep..!!..depends...:)..

BBBBUUUUTTTTT...
HERE IS THE SUPER SWEET PART...
1. FRIDAY IS A HOLIDAY...!!!
2. MID NIGHT PRAYER MEETING IS ON FRIDAY..!!!
3. SATURDAY IS ANOTHER GREAT DAY TO WORSHIP GOD..!!..SPECIAL SPEAKER..!!
4. SUNDAY IS AN AWESOME DAY TO SERVE HIM...!!

AAHHH.....the sweet part juz KEEPS ME GOIN..!!!...YAY..!!

CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY..!!!
HHEEEEEEEEEEE....!!..

UNTILL THEN..!!...
need to study ...!!...ASSIGNMENTS AHHH..!!!..
HEHE...

KBYE..

VERSE OF THE DAY:
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they will be filled.
MATTHEW 5:6

YAY..!!..
^.^LOVES^.^

Sunday, August 22, 2010

stressful BUT AWESOME SUNDAY...!!..

helow hellow ppl..!!
hows life doin..??
:)...
WAS SOOO HAPPY THIS MORNING..!!
AS U ALL KNOW....
i juz join my church choir team..
n new recruits usually dont get to go on stage so soon..:)..
I THINK..!!
BUTTTT...!!..
TODAY MY LEADER ASK ME GOO..!!!
I WAS SOOO HAPPY AND NERVOUS ALL AT THE SAME TIME
...!!...when first song started...!...I PANICED ABIT...!!..
coz abit scared lah...first time mah..!!
BUT THEN..!!!
it all went well after the first song..
i think lah..!!
hehe
..!!..
I REALLLYYY HAPPY..!!..HEHEHEHEHHE...>!!!
ok anyway..

gona have my mid term paper next week..!!...
SUPER STRESS NOWW..!!..
mid term n assignemts all at once..!!..
taylors juz like to torture us..
but then...im not complaining..!!..
juz saying...hehe...:)..
wish me luck yea..
PRAY FOR ME..!!..
:)...
ok tats all...
headin to bath now....
then studddyy..!!!!....JENG JENG JENG..!!
^.^LOVES^.^

Monday, August 16, 2010

4.44AM...

heloww...pplz....
im very much awake right now..

ACTUALLY...HALF..!..HAHA..
been a busy week for me...but i now im not alone...:)..
enjoyed my weekend.... loves my saturdays ALOT..!!..coz tats the time i could set
everything aside.... and juz focus on God..:)..

OWH OWH....i finally got through my choir audition d..!!..YAY..!!
OH HAPPY DAY! HAPPY DAY!...
was superbly nervous....SERIOUSLY..!!..
bbuttt...I MADE IT HEHE..!!...
been to my first practice this morning...
it was awesome..!!...:)....cant wait for the next one...:)..
we practiced on the song THANK YOU! by HILLSONG..
I LOVED IT..!!..but then...I LOVE ALL PRAISE AND WORSHIP SONG..!!..HEEE..
keeps me going....:)..

its now ermm.....4.50am...in another 1 or 2 hour or so...
ill be outside my room....making sandwiches...zzzz....
didnt sleep....coz....im afraid that i cant wake up...:)..... this is were coffee does its job..
:)

ok tats all for now..>!!...GTG...!!...BATH.....REFRESH MYSELF..!!..
TATA...:)...loves...

Sunday, August 8, 2010

quote of the day

U TREAT ME LIKE SHIT?
I GIVE U SHIT!

this is how pissed i am..!!

done!..

Saturday, August 7, 2010

actions speaks louder than words...really..??

hey hey awesome readers..:)..hehe..
its a friday night..!!..
N TOMORROW IS GONA BE ANOTHER AWESOME SAT..!
YAY..!!..

about my title..
i juz felt like sometimes this term doesnt work..
SOMETIMES..!!
its hard to act...
it seems like life is a show..
a never ending one..
everyone has a role to act...
n everytime....their role changes..
why cant they juz stick to 1..??..tat hard..??
mayb..??..
i dont agree entirely though..
yes we have different roles....depends on the situation itself..
but..
it should be used in a good manner/way
i guess.. some are juz so used to it..
that they lost their own personalities and juz blend in with the crowd
hey.. im not judging..
im juz giving an opinion...
people who could still keep their own identities and have their own stand are the best..
yes, they have different roles..
but, when they know that its time to stop acting and be themselves ...
they will ....these are awesome ppl...:)..
these are the ones that make the best out of u... tats what i think...:)..
own opinion....so ....no hard feelings..
not judging, dont judge, dont wan2....
coz theres no point...yup..
:)..

wokei ...tats all for now...
finishing up my assignments....starting on another one right after....zzz..
well..tats life right...:)....
full of awesome things...:0...
n each n every one of them are already planned by God....
all we have to do is to go according to His plans..:)....

tata..loves...DESIREE....^.^

Thursday, August 5, 2010

HEY HEY...

heloww ppl..!!.
its been awhile.....as usual lah yea..:)..

hehe..

been busy lately.
VERY actually..
with all the assignments pilling up...due dates....ugh..no sleep..
but then... im not alone... so not complaining..
:)...hehe...

hmmm....wat to talk about..
i have class tomolow..?..haha...lol..
after our training....
finally...
all of us are back again..!!..hee...

random much..?..:)..
i lost my pendrive..
BOTH..

i have so many questions...
but so little answer..
still praying n believing for my breakthrough..
......
i love my frens...coz they always tell me the truth..
well..at least some of them..
those are real frens..:)..
hard to judge...dont wan2 actually..
had a bit of a religion conflict in class today..
dont really noe whether i overreacted or not?..
i guess being curious is a bad thing..??
or mayb not..??...im not sure..
trying my best to keep up with my studies..
my french ...really sucks...not kidding..
as much as i dislike it..
i still have to try my best to understand it..

i think time needs to slow down abit..
its moving to fast...
24hours a day seems so short..!!..
i need more hours..MORE TIME..
but then again..
it does not wait..:/..

well juz have to run n keep up with it..

i love the worship song..NTH IS IMPPOSIBLE..
it really keeps me goin..!!...

cant wait for another awesome service !!..
the place that i could focus..n put my worries aside..
i wish i could read ppls mind...tat would be great..

and I WILL TRY NOT TO WORRY TO MUCH ..!!

wokei..tats all for todays crapping session...!!
untill then...
TTYL..!!..
LOVES..

Monday, July 19, 2010

short n sweet..LOL......(NOT)

hey ppl..
hows life..??..
todays the first day of my uni..
N I ALREADY HAVE LIKE 2 TO 3 ASSIGNMENTS..!...
n tats only for 2 subs...
we have total of ermm....7 or 8 subs..??..
yea.. still chillin..
today was...all jumbled up...
theres the time when i laughed so hard till my stomach cramp ...
n theres times when i tot of my choir audition.... (STRESSES OUT)...
when i didnt heard my phone ring n got 18 missed calls... from sis n bro..
they were super angry...OBVIOUSLY...
n the time when i seriously dont feel like headin home so soon coz
i noe tat ill face them... ( was so tensed up in the car)...
n till now.... im thinking how to start my intership report...
that i need to present in my final term which is
end of this year..
so if i screw it up...IM PRACTICALLY DEAD...
n also the fact that im super tired..
juz feel like hitting the bed without doin anything..
BUT...
the 40 articles that i need to find..... summarize...
then compile it all..INTO 1...
the menu that i need to plan for my kitchen class tomolow...
.......
plz dont get this the rong way..
im not complaining.... i feel greatfull juz to be able to be in uni..
but...sumtimes...i juz need to let it out abit..
n the best way to do it is to blog about it.... :)...
........
GOOD NEWS..??..
class starts at 2pm...:)... ends at 10.30pm...:(..
which means im gona miss one of the special speakers in church...:(..
sad case...ill be blurr...zzzz.....as much as i wan2 skip for it..
but i noe i cant n i wont.... so yea...:)..
well ....SO MANNY WORDS...:)..
heh...so anyway...untill then....

^^DESIRE^^

Sunday, July 18, 2010

slacked from blogging

hellow heloow...:)...
sorry for the lack of updates..
been busy...n back in hometown= no internet at home..
heee..

hmmm...
went back to my hometown....few days ago ...
its been so awesome..
to be able to c my family n frens again...!!..
hee...BUT...i went back for 4 days nia...:(..
owh well...heee...

owh owh..
I JUZ FINISHED MY
FIRST ERM LVL OF BIBBLE STUDY..!!..
YAAAAYYYY...!!..
n now...im joining a ministry ...!!..
CHOIR MINISTRY..
i missed the audition yesterday....:(...
coz im still at my hometown tat time...:(..
so i think im re-scheduled ...!!..
to when..??..IM NOT SURE..
im giving it a week...dont wan2 rush the members...
they r busy ppl to...rite..:)..

im really scared though...
coz im not so sure when is the audition
n afraid tat i panicked then forgot the lyrics...!!!
scary ya noe..
n wat if i sing sing sing ..then...OUT OF TUNE.!!.
naah..tat one sure die..!!..
@.@...

TODAY!!
we had an awesome sermon..
by ..KEITH TAY...!!...awesome..!..
one of the part of his sermon is having the WILLINGNESS
to do something....
SO...i will TRY...not to think to much bout the audition...
n have willingness to go for it anytime...
EVEN IF ITS TOMORROW....
:)...well tats all i guess..
actually there are still alotss to share..
but.. to many words...later..hehe..:)...
so tats all from me...
untill then...WILL UPDATE MORE(hopefully)..
hehe...tata..^.^

Friday, June 25, 2010

... latest updates....

helloww helloww beloved readers...:)...
i realized that my blog had been dead/abandoned for quite some time now..
so i decided to update on some current happenings in my life..:)

as u all know, im undergoing my industrial training ..:)..
in TRADERS HOTEL KL.
its an amazing experience ...seriously..
even though i dont get allowance or anything..
but the things that i learned.. wow..tats the only one word i could use to describe it..
i seriously made me think... HECK WHO CARES BOUT MONEY..
mind u this only applies to training :)..hehe..

BUT..T.T..

this all had come to an end when i fell and hurt my lower back
causing a fracture .. :/...
i cant even sleep properly now..:(...
first i thought it was nothing... i mean...anything would heal..
but.. i was so totally wrong..!!..
:(....i miss my work...
my traders family..:(..
all the work..the hectic busyness ..!!
all gone...just because of one fall..!!..
ugh...stupid flats..!!..

OWH OWH..
n mommy is here..to see me..:)...
n im now forced to go Singapore for further check-ups..
my mom dont believe in med in Malaysia...
(to many bad encounters ..LOL...)
tat means i have to say bye bye tot TRADERS...:(..
owh n tomolow is my second visit to SJMC before i leave for sg..:/..
hopefully the doc say no need to go...then im happy...coz
I GET TO GO BACK TO WORK..!!..YAY..

ps: i know this post is dry coz there are no pictures added...sorry...will add
another time k..

muaxx...wish me luck..!!..

^.^DESIRE^.^

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

summary of last week and this week....

HELOOW HELLOWW
my fellow awesome readers...
sorry for the lack of updates..been busy with training and stuff
owh well..so here goes...
started my industrial training with
TRADERS HOTEL KUALA LUMPUR..!
the whole of last week was orientation..
well basically...the purpose of this is to educate us
about the hotel itself of course and also
the hygiene system the hotel is undergoing..
which is SFSMS and HACCP..
well..today is my last session ...
n tomorrow i have a test on
both of the hygiene systems..
both of the above consist of 135 question..
n the min passing marks..."i juz checked"
is 80...i tot it was 90 hehe..
anywho..
so im kinda stress lah...
abit abit.. only..:)..
well..as for last weekend was in church ..
:)...ATTENDED ALL 3 SERVICES
coz there was a special speaker....
who is he..?..NONE OTHER THAN..
PAT MESITI..!!!...YAY...
he was awesome..!!
:)...
i really enjoyed it..

and i juz came back from prayer meeting and yum cha session with
my FRENSIESS...
prayer meeting was awesome..
even though there was only 4 of us...
IT WAS STILL VERY POWERFUL..!!
loved and enjoyed it...
seriously..theres nothing like
being in the presence of GOD...
^.^
well tat raps up almost everything..
gona do my quiet time then study abit..
:)....wish me luck for TOMORROW..!!.
tehee...tats all for now..will update with more pix...
HOPEFULLY...
TATA...NITEYS..!!..

Friday, April 16, 2010

MOMMYS VISIT...^.^


hey people...
so as promised...im my previous post i mentioned that im
gona upload pictures taken when mommy was here..
so here are some pictures... ^.^

ENJOY..!!

HEHE...^^
AND ANOTHER ONE


GUAI LENG GOU..!!
HAD DINNER HERE...^.^


YUMMY YUMMY FOOD..!!


AND ANOTHER ONE..

well tats all for now..
n i dont reall noe why its inderlines...
i dunohow to make it go away...lol...
^,^
hope u all enjoyed the pics
tata..











Monday, April 12, 2010

CONTAINER HOMES..!!!..



hellow ppl...
was browsing through the net when i came across this
AMAZING ... architecture..??
lol...enjoy man..!..this is awesome..!!
it would be fun to stay in one of these "containers" ^.^


ENJOY


















isnt it juz AWESOME..!!!!....
wokei..peace out ppl heading to bed..^^
niteyss...!

Friday, April 9, 2010

UPDATES SOON..


hey ppl sorry for the lack of updates ... been busy with studies....
good news is...my last paper is in another 1 hour...
tehee...will update pictures taken when mommy was here...^.^....
and more of course...tehee....catch u all soon...:)

Monday, April 5, 2010

miniatured vegetables..!!...cutenezz




CUTE BUT WEIRD VEGGIES....!!..



3 different sizes...LOL...

miniature bitter gourd and eggplant
miniature bell peppers
LOL..THE DIFFERENCE..!!


went to jusco aorund 5pm with mommy.... ^^...
while we were choosing which vege to buy...
i noticed something.... that there are so many miniatured vege...!!!...
im not kidding man..!!...they are so cute n small....^^...so i was so eager to blog about it
as it fascinates me...tehee....coz i juz noticed them..tehee....^^