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Thursday, April 30, 2009

day off..!!....:D...sales..!!

helo ppl...went to zara sales today..!!>.
didnt bought much...the stupid management sucks...!!...stupid ppl tat never make use of the brain..!!>...dammit..!!...anyway...i waited almost 2 hours juz to que up n go in..then...went in....took 7 itemss....but...ended up with 4....BUT BUT BUT...!!...those r not for me....i bought a cardi for daddy.....2 tops for mommy...n only one for me..:/...c....im not a shopaholic...:D...i buy stuff got ppl tooo...!!..hehe...lol.....then..after that went to college..then...ermm..yea...walked around n waited for mom to come pick me up..:D...then home loh..tehee..:D.....hmmm...tomlow..im gona go on...MC..!!....TEHEE...!!!....buahahhahaha....MC WORR...ahhaha...lol.....hahhaha....k lahh goin to starbucks with mommy soon..i mean now..lol,...hhaha...k lahh...tata pplz....
^.^DESIRE^.^

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

CANT WAIT ...CANT WAIT..!!!.

yayy..!!...DESIREE IS SUPERB HAPPY...
WHY..??..
coz cozz..tomolow...I GET TO GO SHOPPING..!!!
WAREHOUSE SALES..!!!...WEEEEE....:D..
yay...WOO HOO...juzz thinkin of it makes me happy...!!...:D..
^.^..!!...eeee....but....later gona be busy....for sure..:(...N
...!!>..MY MOMMY SAY I FAT D..!!....OKOK...DIET DIET..!!..
everyday lunch..??...MILO..!!...:D....it really makes u full wan ya noe..!!.
:D..heh..n gym of coz..but since mom is here..ill go after she leave lah..:D..
ok tats all for now..ill be headin for my lovely shower soon..:D...tata...
^.^DESIRE^.^

Monday, April 27, 2009

finding a reason...

today another day of kitchen...i guess..i really dont enjoy it at all...the only reason why im still goin to training is coz i have to finish it...n its only been one month...but to me ..its like 3 months d..=.='...i feel so dead working in the kitchen...the usual happy me has turned to never smiled...im juz finding every reason i can so tat i could smile n actuelly tell my self that this is not tat bad...rite..??..but..i cant seem to find tat reason...the fact tat there is none...today after work ,mom came n fetch me...:/....then went home dinner...the now...:/...haih...i really wanto end this now..!!...my gatss...haih...i could spend my time better compare to now...so dead...:(..
DESIRE

Sunday, April 26, 2009

funny funny day...!!

hmm..lets c...today the pastry kakak off...:D..so i have the whole pastry to myself..!:D..
lol...haha...:D...but...after my break ...which is around 3 sumting..!!...the restaurant is freakin empty..!!..tat meanss..no orders...which means...I STONE THERE..!!...so freakin bored wei..!!...owhh yaa..n n...i spill OIL...on my uniform when i was try very very hard to open the bottle of oil for another chef.....=.='...dammit..damm ..!!...n...went to central coz my sis pick me up there...n mommy is here too.....becoz she is not so familiar with central ...so my sis called her n said sumting dam dam funny...

the conversation
sis: hey mom..where u..??reach d..??
mom: ya reach d...Im goin....
sis:NO DONT GO ANYWHERE...STAY WHERE U R WE WILL GO THERE FIND U..!!..
MOM:...=.='...i noe how to go up lah..!!!
sis:owhh ok...we will wait for u upstairs then..:D
(BACKGROUND:ME LOLING LIKE MAD..!!...)

.:D...after that we went pyramid for dinner..:D...not tat tasty...:P...haha lol...anyway...
heres another funny part...we went to jusco...to buy stuff...then...when i was heading for the cheese section..i saw one couple...then i overheard them said sumting...'ai i wan the cheese tat will melt when i cook with my mushroom...!!!...LOL...i wanted to lol..but...im not tat mean..!!..haha..anyway...then...they r quite near where im stading lah...then...then funny this happened..!!

SIS:U R MAKIN SANDWICH FOR ME N MOM TOMOLOW MORNING..
ME:(QUITE LOUD)EXCUSE ME...!!!....O.O...!!
COUPLE:LOOK AT ME N STARE...!!...0.O...??...
ME:(PAISEH TILLLL...!!!!!)OWH SORRY(WALKS TOWARD MY SIS N TOLD HER THE STORY..!!....OMGG..!!..

hahaha...lol...rite..!!....then after that..we home n i went to do my laundry...:D...
haha...funny funny...paiseh leh..!!....=.='...haha...anyway..tomolow...another day of work...
k lah....tata..!!..
^.^DESIRE^.^...

today...yet again..

heloo ppl...i realise tat my blog is soo full of word instaed of beautiful pictures n stuff..
but i guess..im kinda lazy to post up pictures coz itss so sloww..anyway...today work was ok..they had a new menu comin up..beef...beef n beef...i always think...m i really gona be in the kitchen for the rest of my entire life..??..fact tat my interest is rapidly decreasing...day by day...i jzuz feel tat my life is so meaningless..now..im thinking whether i should change my future profession..??..m i really up for kitchen..??...but the kitchen life n my attitude...IS...TOTALLY DIFFERENT...i like to have fun..talk to ppl...ya noee...n still be able to dress nice n look good...n not sweat n not bein in the same thing at the same place doin the same thing...but..i really duno wat to choose... can anyone help..??...all i want a job tat i can work n enjoy at the same time...for those who noes me..u alll noe i love shopping...so why do i shop ...??...bcos i wan2 dress up..:D...i love fashion..!!>.:D.....but...cullinary wont get me anywhere near to my loves...:(...so i have no idea...for now..i will juz finish wat ive already done halfway..n c wat will happen...but seriously..i have no idea...:/...haih...sad case...k lah..i gtg...tata...:/...
DESIRE

Saturday, April 25, 2009

today today today..!!

hmm.. let me c...today was...pweety much the same..
i guess..but...i really cant stand ppls attitude sumtimess..!!..
wat u think i m..UR BANK..!!..money lender..??...ppl like that...i cannot stand..
if once or twice...i still ok...i have problems like these to sumtimes...
BUT...EVERYTIME..!!...u lame or juz PLAIN STUPID..!!..
OWHH MYY GATT..!!!...i didnt say no doesnt mean im willing..!!..
which part of i dont wan2 make a big fuss bout it..do u dum asses dont understand..!!
i could be mean n juz reply...no money ah..??..DONT EAT LAH..!!..stupid ass..!!..
these ppl juz dont get it..!!....i cannot stand it anymore..!!...i will not say anything...but...
u will be pushed to the side...n everytime when u aske me the same thing again..TRUST ME....
ILLNOE WAT TO ANSWER..!!...ANYWAY..!!...reached work...hmm..then...stand there for awhile...this n that...as usual...actuelly i wanted to like stay late in kitchen...but...at 6.30...IM TOO SLEEPY..!!....sooo..heh..lol....n n n n n...sumting DAM DAM DAM FUNNY...happened..!!>.<....ok..juz now ..i was supposed to go gym rite..then..ok lahh i drove there..then..i wanted to part the parking near to the gym...but...i went to the rong one..haha...coz i forgot..>!!!...then...i went out from the rong parking space n turm another round to the one i wanted to park at...LOL...then...i was like...hmm...if there got parking i park..if none..then..bye bye...MANATAU..!!...really got worr...SUMORE IN FRONT OF THE MAIN DOOR..OME..hahha..lol..then..i was like..ok lohh...then..while i was walking....my tummy duno why...dont feel so good...soo...i ended up didnt go...=.='...coz coz ...what if i half way jogging my tummy cram..!...MAHH DIE LAHH...!!..:D....SAFETY FIRST RITE..!!...i learn form the best...!!...MY MOMMY..!!..lol...:D...k lahh its 12amam sumting d...need to go sleeps d..tata...
^.^DESIRE^.^

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

yet another day..

today..had to use KTM..n..MNRL..!!..
dammit..i tell u..theres is lame lame..TANTE..!!..she so lame..!!
im obviously standing at a spot tat only fits me...leaning against the wall..but she go squish in..!!..
n the best part is..there is still lotss of space..!!..argghh...ANYWAY...then..reach work...ate b.fast..
then WORK..i really have nth more to say about the pastry chef in C club..!!...yea.i admit...she noess alittle sumting...she has the knowledge...of...A TERM 2 STUDENT..>!!..she doesnt even noe wat folding or creaming method..!!..she wanted to bake cookies...then..she took out a recipe book...i read it she read it....she didnt follow the method at all...n she is spoiling the mixer..!!..she is like killing all those lovely pastrys..!!...she dont love them..she juz work 100% for the sake of money....not coz she loves wat she is doin..!!i feel so sad for the pastryss......:(..she torture them...=.='....then..when i tried to tell her..how the recipe goes...she said..SHUT UP..!!!...FUCK HEER MAN..!!DAMMIT..!!...okok...i cannot curse..!!...anyway...!!..yea...i dont noe...ill try my very best to survive...:/....the fact tat i still dont really noe whether i belong in the kitchen or not..!!...u c...i tot of this...if i continue working as a chef...then...i will be working 6 days a week..which = to maximum usage of energy...which means..i will juzz lazz after work or even during my day offz..which means..i wont max out my FUTURE...credit card..!!....but...if i change to sumting tat i think i up to...then...i will end up maxing my credit card...which equals to never ending dept..!!...sooo....YEAA...stresss stress..!!...nth more to say...i will c how this year goes...since its not a good yea for me..:(...anyway...i have to sleep..n face another day of C Club...!..:(..:/...
DESIRE

Monday, April 20, 2009

no turning back...

have u ever been in a situation that u noe tat u cant do shit bout it anymore..
cozzz wat is done is done..!..no matter how u sulk bout it...no matter how u try to make things
better for urself knowing tat there is nth ellse u can do..u still try..?...untill irrelevant ideas starts to pop in ur head...sum are so dumb tat u dont even noe why u tot of tat..
weell...tats how i m now..nth more to say or do...i dont think i like this year..year of 2009...
so many things..happened..from this to tat...from the thing tat u never tot would even happen..
to sumting tat u noe tat will.. i always tell myself...no sacrifice to victory.. but.. i dont really always stick to it...coz..its juz ...well..its not easy...for me..i did so many things...tat i tot was ok...tat i tot no one would find out, tat i could juz cover it up when time comes....but..mayb im juz to naive...cozz...out of 10...only 3 things worked out...others...r juz...such a surprice to me..:/..
well...i think im gona change my quote...to...C'EST LAVIE..!!..funny rite...cozz...i juz realised sumting...ur life would be harder if u say its hard... there r so many things i wish i didnt do..
but..wishes never come true...so why still wish for sumting tat u think u could have or could happen...let the past stay as the past...never look back...n try my very best to cover up wat ive done...sumtimes...i feel so spoiled...not by my parents...but...by myself...i never think far...i guess tats the thing bout me...im good at giving advice to other ppl....but not to myself...:/..
i have learned my lesson...n im sorry....tats all i could say....i noe its to late...but...i will try my very best to change into a better person...
DESIRE

Friday, April 17, 2009

thinking..n thinking..

today...went to work..as usual..nth much happened..
did wat i do alwayss...which equals to sianz ness.
i think i think to much....why..??..
theres so many things tat is runnig through my head tat i cant concentrate
during work...
the question of...m i goin for degree ..?..
but do i really fit cullinary..??
can i survive in the kitchen...??
should i cahnge..??..but ill waste all the money i invested on this..
but whats whoud i change..??
wat if i changed d...i still end up in this situation..??
how would i noe whether its really for me...!!..
OMGG..SOOO MANY QUESTIONS..!!..
but..zero answers...!!...
someone save me plz..!!
T.T....DESIRE.....T.T.....

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

SKIPPED WORK.>!

ok..today i skipped work...
coss i wass too tired...i need sleep...
butt..its my fault lahh..heh..cozz im the one who slept dam dam..late lah..heh..sooo,,
anyway...lett talk bout today..i didnt SPENT..!!..SO tat meanss its day 2 for me..
hmm
wat did i do today..
i went n do my laundry...then pass by this goreng pisang stall..
i really dont have a clue why tat stall is alwayss packed with ppl..!!>.
the line is longg till..!!..
my goshh..n my say she wan to eat...then i was like..WAATT...but instead of goin to tat
owh so pack stall....i went to the one next to it..heh..
butt..sumting struct my mind as i was leaving with my food...how could they be so happy working ??..wat is there to be happy about..juzz selling rm2 worth of food to a customer ..
they look as if they juzz sold a very very expensive car...=.='...which is higher in return...
butt...juzz a small amout of returm..they could be so ...satisfied d...i juz dont get..mayb i should think their way..so tat i could save money...bein happy even though they have no brands..nth much...ANYWAY..!!so as i wass saying..after laundry..we went mid valley....cozz my sis working there to today...so..i figured..since she is working there...i could go swimming...:)..soo..i went swimming...haha..lol...then..i saw tonss off hwat..GAY...guyss..haha..lol..seriously...lol..i feel so sad..hahahahha...lololololol....anyway....after tat...i bathed...n changed...then..while i was walking....i cant help but to notice ppl looking at me...IM NOT PERASAN OK...im juzz telling the truth...ya i looked at them..tats y i noee..=.='...mayb coz...i wore a bright purple dress...n swinging my gucci with my E71...IM NOT SNOBISH OR SHOW OF...im juzz saying how i felt at tat time...but...those things only will last for awhile...not for long..which made me thing...so wat if i have all these...do i deserve it..??..i didnt work for it..??..all the new suff...while other ppl sre working their ass off...juzz to buy a gucci..i juzz used my extrass juzz like tat...with no work needed...but..the difference is..they saved n saved n their income has an input..mine doesnt...i only have output...soo..tats why...im trying my very best to stopp...so after gym..i went to find my sis..then..SHE TOLD ME SHE WILL BE FINISHING LATER..!!..dammit..so i went for dinner..then......I WENT ZARA..!!...butt..I DIDNT BUY ANYTHING...:(...but the top i wanted to buy last time...as in likee...2 dayss ago..NO MORE..!!...:(...T.T...!!>..i wanted to try on a few stuff...butt..b4 i get myself buying sumting again..my sis called n asked me to go where she workss NOW..!...normally i will say..wait lah....10 minss...buttt...i put all the cloths back..n went off..!!...I ACTUELLY FELT happy..tat i didnt buy.anything..:D...i hope this is gona last ...:/...
ok tats all..need to go sleeps d..later i cant wake up...tata for noww..
^-^DESIRE^-^

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

2week of training..:/

hmm..2nd week...wat can i say bout it..
so far so good lohh.
i mean its ok...i the sence of the ppl..but..
yea...C club is ok..i guess..
havent really learned tat much yet..but..
i mean..its only second day rite..
today..nth much to do lah..
which made me stone...which = me day dreaming..lol.
i tot of alotss of things today..
its funny..how u always say time past soo sloww..but...
actuelly.... tat only happends when ur not having fun or enjoying urself..
haha..reallity is..i dont noe lah..
to me..time passes soo darrn fast..i remebered the old term 1 days..haha..lol...damm fun
i still remember ...my first day or orientation...how i was soo blurr...n so scared..coz i didnt noe anyone...n now...im in my second year d..lol..
so many things happened last year..the year of...2008..wow...365 days..is so fast..!!..LOL..
haha...i miss those timess...not all...but...all the happy timess...
the more u grow n learn the more u noe n the more things u need to worry bout..
likee..whether ur fit for wat ur studin..??where u gona proceed after ur diploma..whether to work or to proceed with studiess...n MONEY..!!..i actuelly felt so bad now...using money like water..like my parents print money...this is by far the most stupid mistake ive done..!!..when i look back at wat ive used them on...n wat i bought...i feel so lame..=.='...how come i never tot of all these when i was swiping my card..??..or paying for sumting very expensive...im trying very hard to change...to me more dicipline n responsible...n try my very best to patch up wat ive used...coz now..there is no in..there is only out..so i need to work so tat there is an input...n not only output...but..its hard when i have my trainig goin...soo..mayb during my term 5...i guess...i wont even take extra french class anymore..:/...its not tat i over used..i havent reach that limit..but..at least i havent lah..i mean...itss still never to late..but serious...one more BAG...then im gone d..=.='...i noe i noe...WTF rite...heh...if u noe me..u noe wat i mean...soo...im gona update my blog...n do a countdown..:D...my goal..??...untill i patch all ive used...N IT WONT TAKE FOREVER K..!!...ishh...i didnt use tat much...:P...but..i does take time...im aiming by end of 2010...i can patch almost everything up d..ill give myself 2 years...but..will i still spend...??...i wont say ill entirely stop...but...i will reduce by 90%...UNLESS...its really cheap n good...n no shopping..!!...ill only be spending on transport n food for now...:/...sad sad sad...:(...i guess i have to get use to it...imagine...when im working ...n i have a credit card..!!...OMGG...LOL..
k lahh..i guess tats all for now..tartar...
^-^DESIRE^-^

Thursday, April 9, 2009

MY FIRST DAY OFF..!!:D

hmm..let me c..wat i did today...
woke up at erm..duno wat time..
wait...11 i think...or 10 am...
EARLY LEH..!!..haha
then..went ss15 to do my laundry ..:D...then
saw pei chin n hon meng..haha...didnt noe they do laundry there too..tehee...
anyway..then...while the laundry is erm...laundrying...haha..lol..
i wen to coll n get chef shoe...=.='...haha...then...saw chef karam..:D...then..had lunch....
BUT...one bad bad thing happened...my car kena clam...AT COLLEGE...dammit..!!..so my rm 50 fly away...=.='...the tat time my wallet..no more cash...=.='...dongnezz..damm..sumore...haih...
then....i went take my laundry...then after tat..i WENT TO A WAREHOUSE SALE..!!...didnt c anything lahh..cozz it was nth much...
bought a clutch n one heels..tats all...=.='....but but but..then...i went home..clean my room..
haha..then..after that..went fetch my sis..then go pyramid...=.=''....then juz remembered...TOPSHOP STUDENT LOG IN IS TODAY..!!...haha..soo...i went in lah..but the line wass dam dam longg..i wanted to take pic...butt..too manyy...ppl...haha...n i dont think its allowed lah..hahahha...lol...so i bought sumting....heee....but 3 only...actuelly i wanted to buy 6...!!..but then i told myself..HAVE TO PICK...cannot buy all..!!..sooo...i pick 3 out of 6..hee...good leh...but..i still spent alot lah...!!...rm3oo...!!...dammit..ok..no more no more..tehee...but but but...itss sooo pweeetyy....:D..heee...tehee.owhh...yaa...n i ate a very very tasty dinner too..at ole-ole bali...AHHH....NOO..MONEYY...NOOO...!!...ahaha...k lah..tats all for now..tata...tomolow work LOL...!!...
^-^DESIRE^-^

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

2nd day of training...n everyelse..:D

ok...i take back all my mean comments on c club..
its not TAT BAD..i exaggerated alittle..i think..tehee..
today was kinda ok...i guess...mayb coz yerterday wan my 1st day.....ehehhe.
anyway... my break is one hour..n i can go anytime..:D..but i normally go break at 3 to 4..
hmm...i m kinda scared...cozz..everytime i go for break...i wonder around PAVILION..!!..
fact that its im fav mall..soo...u can tell why im scared...i dont even dare to walk pass zara..!!..
i told myself...'WALKING IN MY UNIFORM...EWWW!!'...tats the good thing..the bad thing...isss.... after work...i duno wat time my bro come fetch me..soo...if im not in da kitchen...n not im my uniform...I WILL GO IN TO ZARA..!!...N I WILL TRY ON SUMTING...N MAYB..I WILL BUY..my training is 3 monthss...which mean around 90 days...imagine...everyday...me..comin home..with a new top...or anything lah..!!
omg..soo..im gona..be in the kitchen..untill my bro comess..!!..
but...let me c wat i bought today...ok...2 books n 1 cd TAT IS SOO USELESS..!!...total damage..??...rm130++....F..yea...soo...i didnt but magg...instead...i told myself..everytime i wan to view mag...ill juz...go times book store...n read...:D...so during my break ill be there...haha...lol..
owh ya..the first book is by DAN BROWN(MY FAV AUTHOR)..ANGELS N DEMONS...:D...the second one...hahah...its by alexis hall..IN THE RED....this is about how she was a shopaholic n how she used her credit card n ending up in a huge mess...i bought it coz of tat..haha...:D...n tat cd...well..itss learning french ....BUT....stupid me..didnt listen to my lecturer...to not to but these cds coz its useless..but i didnt listen..n go buy...then now..ended up in a mess..=.='... i mean wasted my money...rm5o..!!!!fck!!!....it could have lasted me for 5 days...IF I DIDNT BUY STARBUCKS..!!...heh...im finding another cheaper drink lah..!!gosh..!.....so if i did...it will last me...2days...hahaha...:D...teheee...desiree is trying her best not to spend d lah...but..i am spending on erm..wats tat cal...owhh ya...my future french class...:D..my figure went from 24 to 17...:(...since a month ago or 2 months ago...so = i used in total of 7+ 4...=...11....MAAAA CHAAUU HAAII...!!...no more no more..!!...i spend dam alots d..sumore planing to buy new phone..!!...DAMMIT..!....my figure drop so fast..!!...any part time jobs..?..can intro..??...IM BROKE..!!..ok..tats all for now...need to read my book..tehee..:D
^-^DESIRE^-^

Monday, April 6, 2009

1ST DAY OF HELL.>!!!(TRAINING)

OMGG...!!!
ARGGHH...!!!F...!!...DAMMIT..!!.....MCH..!!
ggrrr....!!...
C club SUCKS..!!!...LIKE NO YESTERDAY..!!
im soo freakin tired..!!...WHY..??..
not coz i have to much stuff to do..cozz..I HAVE NTH T0 DO..
AT ALL...!!...WTF..!!..
i stnad there like doll owh..!!..my gawdd..!!
I MIZZ SHOOK..!!....
my gatss.....how i wish...i didnt choose here..
HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME...
my life would be much better...waay...!!..better..!!
haih..ok i promise im not posting emo stuff....:)..
so anyway....i stoned in pavi..from 7 to 9 sumting..!!..
my gosh..!!!...I WANTED TO GO SHOPPING D TAT..!!..
but tak jadi...!!=.='....!!....arghh...!!...
my gatss...imagine....3 months...everyday...i come home with sumting new...NOOO...
NO SHOPPING..!!NOO...!!...:(....arghh..!!..
ok wish me luchss yea ppl...COZ ILL NEED ALL OF IT..!!..:(...
ok tata....im of to sleep...dam tired...:/...
^-^DESIRE^-^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

desiree is superbly bored..

hey pplz ....
im kinda very bored NOW...its ermm...wow...3.33am..im not kidin..haha..
n erm..not really sure why im not sleepy...
but actuelly i am...ya noe...its like...i look at my lappie then i feel soo frigin sleepy...
but when i go ly on my bed...=.='...i not sleepy anymore..=.='
hmm...since i have nth to do now...might as well juz blog..
hmm..ok...m goin to gym later...but b4 tat...tehee...mayb some shopping...:)...then...SUSHI..
tehee...if u noe me well...u should noe tat besides culinary n shopping....I HEARTS SUSHII TOO...tehee.. wont shop tat much though...have to give myself a limit...hmm...but..not sure wat figure am i gone use..hahaha...but its not gona be a big figure lah...juz a petit one..haha...:D..but..thank gwad they dont have GUCCI..in pyramid...if not i think im broke d...=.='... heh..yea..ANWAY...duno why these few dayss...im like craving for VERY VERY FATTENING FOOD...like...chocolate...n carl's jnr...=.='...then...coke...anything sweet n filled with carbsss...fatss....=.='.....i have gotta stop ....=.='....i eat to much....=.='....i think i should eat lesser...hmm...ok...but at least sushi is not tat oily rite...tehee...ok..my goal...to lose weight n look diff after my training...hahahhaa....hope i really reach it..owhh ya...n im actuelly thinkin to take french lessons...why..??..cozz i seriously need to improve lah...=.='...but...duno where to go...i have to be ready to face term 5 french...so i dont need to worry bout it to much when my finals come....n french rawks...if u actuelly noe how to speak n rite....which is wat i wan....n u can like gossip bout this ass hole rite infront of their face...n still smile...cozz...they dont understand..!!!woo hoo...haha...=.='...damm..im not sleepy wei..!!...i feel like ...hmm..now...i feel like swimming...!!..n playing tennis..!..gosh i miss tennis soo muchie..!!!...:(....how i wish i have time to play tennis...=.='....haih....k lah...ill go fb for awhile then....mayb ill get sleepy...:).....ok...tata....LOVEZZ...
^-^DESIRE^-^

Saturday, April 4, 2009

renewed...!!hahhaha..

ok...if u ppl who actuelly reads my blog..u will notice tat i deleted some...ermm...emo crap stuff...haha.....ANYWAY...yea...hmm..term 4 end d...juz like tat..wow...amazing how time flys rite?..haha...hmm..ok lets talk bout term 4...let me c...we had few new subs..like...ECON...O.O....
then we had ermm....owh ya..FRENCH..BONJOUR..!!...SALUT..!!!!^.^...tehee...haha...french was fun...:D....quite complicated...for me lah..heh...but...i juz hope tat i wont forget everything after my training in term 5...haha...hmm...wat else...but seriously...term 4 pass by dam fast....n i think my english lvl kinda detiriorate d...dam funny lohh...=.='...my mommy gona kill me...
owh...since i deleted most of the emos shemo crappy ding dong post d...im never ever gona post emo stuf anymore....coz..i only wan2 share my JOY..!!HAPPYNEZZ..!!hee...colourss...SHOPPING...!!..hahaha..owh ya...during term 4....i kinda did a big big damage on myself...regarding to my income tat is...wait..i can call it my income...ermm...my...allowence..??..yea...erm...wtv.haha..anyway....yea..i spent alot..!!..my gosh....SHOPPING..!!....is killing me...BUT I LOVE IT..SO SO SO...MUCHIEE..!!...itss sooo...fun...when u like ya noe..shop..n buy stuf..then when u c this awwsomee...top...n those HWATS HEELSS...n tat owh soo llovely...BAGGIE..!!...n tat superb comfort cardii...tat has an awwsome colour..!!...omgg..AHH....SHOPPING..!!!...BUUTT...i m...I AM...DESIREE IS...trying to control myself....n im very proud to say tat...i wnet to pavilion last monday...N I DIDNT BUY ANYTHING...AT ALL...pround lehh..ehehehhehhe....im pround too..>:D...owhh n i watch confession of a shopaholic d...buahahahha...itss sooo cool...omgg...watching tat movie makes me even wants to shop lah...haha..but i dont like the freezing the credit card part....tats MEAN.!!no one should do tat..!!...hahaha...anyway...today was a tough day for me...so many things happened..!!....but...m not gona talk bout it...soo..anyway..i think im getting sleepy d...hehe...which is good....coz i love sleeping..then...mayb tomolow...i will go gym...:D...cozz...coz of sumting....total emotiona breadown...made me eat alot alot..!!...:(....FATSS..NOO....GO AWAY..!!...so tomolow have to go gym....LOOSSEEEE SOMEE POUNDS...:)...heeee...ok..tats all i guess..tat for now...:D...hehe...k lahh...tar tar....LOVEZZ....

^-^DESIRE^-^