yet another day..

today..had to use KTM..n..MNRL..!!..
dammit..i tell u..theres is lame lame..TANTE..!!..she so lame..!!
im obviously standing at a spot tat only fits me...leaning against the wall..but she go squish in..!!..
n the best part is..there is still lotss of space..!!..argghh...ANYWAY...then..reach work...ate b.fast..
then WORK..i really have nth more to say about the pastry chef in C club..!!...yea.i admit...she noess alittle sumting...she has the knowledge...of...A TERM 2 STUDENT..>!!..she doesnt even noe wat folding or creaming method..!!..she wanted to bake cookies...then..she took out a recipe book...i read it she read it....she didnt follow the method at all...n she is spoiling the mixer..!!..she is like killing all those lovely pastrys..!!...she dont love them..she juz work 100% for the sake of money....not coz she loves wat she is doin..!!i feel so sad for the pastryss......:(..she torture them...=.='....then..when i tried to tell her..how the recipe goes...she said..SHUT UP..!!!...FUCK HEER MAN..!!DAMMIT..!!...okok...i cannot curse..!!...anyway...!!..yea...i dont noe...ill try my very best to survive...:/....the fact tat i still dont really noe whether i belong in the kitchen or not..!!...u c...i tot of this...if i continue working as a chef...then...i will be working 6 days a week..which = to maximum usage of energy...which means..i will juzz lazz after work or even during my day offz..which means..i wont max out my FUTURE...credit card..!!....but...if i change to sumting tat i think i up to...then...i will end up maxing my credit card...which equals to never ending dept..!!...sooo....YEAA...stresss stress..!!...nth more to say...i will c how this year goes...since its not a good yea for me..:(...anyway...i have to sleep..n face another day of C Club...!..:(..:/...
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